This Week

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and it just started.

My body won't work right which is effecting my job hunt.....the job hunt......looks like I will have to work for less money than I used to, big time.....

My knee still hurts. My guts are so fucked up today I can't leave the house yet.....

We have a new band but it is turning out to be metal again and I have had it with screaming my ass off so I go deaf and have nodes.....I hope this works out cause the guys are real good.

Our lawsuit is just crawling along....I hope we get our money back out of the buisness venture we had going last yr. We got ripped off for a ton of money.....

One kid is doing great in school.

The other one decided to slack this year, being her last.....which is the most important..its the one colleges look at the most.......

I cant really get mad because she does work and go to school, is not pregnant or on drugs and doesn't steal cars.

My dad may have cancer.

Someone is being unreasonable and mean to me......as usual........

I want to go back to bed.

But I wont. I will go apply for a few jobs in a bit......get errands done......and practice. Sigh.

But I want to go back to bed I really do. My S.A.D is kicking in and I am on the wagon.....no partying for a couple weeks at least because I need to be good and clear my head.