Hi Everyone!

[crunchy_pickle (5)]

So, I haven't been around in a while, and just thought I'd sa y hello to everyone. I'm engaaged, and have been with the same woman for over a year now. I know to those of you who know me well, this may come as a big shocker, but yes one year (a record), and I have been faithful. The God of Sex is off the market forever. Sorry ladies. Hehe.

On a serious note though, she really does rock my world. Though I've had weeks that found different women in my bed for eacy day of the week, those were the loneliest days in my life. I thought for a moment that if I must be alone, and never satisfied, then I may as well over indulge in all that I can, in hopes that I can find happines in temporary bliss.

Then I met her. I never thought that I could be so happy with someone. I never thought I'd meet a woman who loved me for me, and not for my capabilities, or who I could be one day, or how awesome I am in bed, or who they'd like me to be.

In closing my advice to everyone is this. Have fun at your own expense and peril. Dont 'break hearts without honesty. If you have no intention of being in a relationship with someone tell them. Don't mislead anyone. I've always been honest with the women I've dated.

Believe it or not, if you've seen me at the club, dancing with and kissing 3 or 4 women in one night, and it appeared that maybe I was dating them, and not just having fun that night, chances are I was. Chances are also that they all knew each other and all knew I was dating all of them. I was very honest always about what I wanted, and who I wanted.

While, I can't say that no one got hurt in the process, at least I was honest, and I would say that I priobably hurt more than anyone. I'm an easy guy to get over, but there were many nights that I desperately wanted my life to end, because I could not handle the lonliness anymore. Dating a lot of hot girls can be fun, but wtihout love, you're really just wasting your time. I have never been happier in my life than I am right now. There is a lot of shit, that is really fucked up in my life right now, and I've had a lot of friends move out of state, and lost contact with a lot of people. I really don't have anyone but my girlfriend anymore, and that really sucks sometimes. I can say with certainty though, that no matter how awful life could ever treat me, nothing will ever wear my heart out. For one, I am just too damn strong for all that, and for two, I have the most wonderful woman in the world. When my days are filled with pain and tears, she mends me.

A word of advice.

DO NOT SETTLE!!! No matter how much times goes by, I've waited many years to find the right girl. I never bothered with fake "I love yous" to score another notch on my bed post. When you've met the one who is meant to be, you'll know. If you're with someone now, and you dont know, then it's not meant to be. THAT IS A FACT. There is not cruelty in this, except that maybe someone will get hurt. You can care for someone and love them. Don't waste their time though. Let them know how you honestly feel, even if you say "I don't know how I feel and that scares me, because I don't want to hurt you if I meet someone else one day." This is really the only justice you can give them. They deserve it though. Dont keep peopel around that would otherwise not be there. This just isn't fair. There is nothing wrong with having a Mr. or Mrs. "RIGHT NOW", but they really must know what they are. Whatever you do though. DO NOT SETTLE! There is someone out there that loves you for who and what you are. Don't change or compromise for anyone. Compromises should always be outward and never inward. If you compromise yourself, then you're not yourself, but rather a reflection of the good things in your partners past relationships. That's not love. That's copycat technology. Good work Android. Fuck that. Be you.

[Onyx]

Glad to hear you two are happy together Very nice to hear.

[Rayne]

Yay!!! I'm very happy for you CP ... and I agree.

[phee]

' lo

[BrassFusion]

Thanks for the thoughtful observations. The advice is duly noted.

[Guest Megalicious]

Yay for you K =) It's good to get an update on you, I wonder from time to time how your doing =)

[Homicidalheathen]

I wondered where you went......congrats!!!