Physiacal activity

[Head Wreck]

Most days i wake up, the first thing i nsee in my head is Robyn, the last thing i see before i go to sleep is Robyn. she'll never be mine, and i have learnt to live with.... most days

i've just come back form RAF Cearwent, my legs are covered in cuts, ive been stung to hell from sitting in a nettle bush 50% of the time waiting to ambush the enemy, I've been running around like a motherfucker all day avoiding being shot.

i like my hobbies. but extra physical activity has its downfall

i need Robyn right now. just to se her would put me right.

does anyonew else find this sort of thing after lots of activity.

people ask me why i'm melencony at the mo.

[Nienna]

I'm in a similar situation. There is someone who is always on my mind, whom I probably will never have again. I too have accepted it. I don't find activity brings thought up though... it's just kinda this constant uprising of unbidden thoughts: desire, sadness, longing... Ugh.. and it sucks.

I donno.. I think it has maybe more to do with the need to feel physically comforted by someone because you are physically uncomfortable. She's always on your mind, so she's the one you think of.

[Daniel]

If you want to enter a realm of depressing subject matter, get me started on thinking about being with someone you can no longer be with. I don't talk about it because sometimes, and often, it is too overwhelming to even begin to describe. But, suffice it to say, every minute of every day is devoted to missing the person I can't be with.

[Troy Spiral (13)]

I've known about your history with this one and such for a long time now and im starting to get a bit worried. Bro you seriously might think about getting some medical help. I know thats not nessisarly the alpha-male thing to do , but its been a long rough road on ths subject , too long im starting to think. You might end up doing something it'll be hard , if not impossible to fix afterwards.

[Marblez]

I was thinking along the lines of what Troy is thinking. I know it is difficult to move on sometimes, but sweety it needs to happen. Just think of all the lonely women out there that could be the "one" ... if you are too occupied with the memory of what was years ago, you are not really giving yourself or them a chance.

If you ever actually see her these days in real life...try to not. Avoid any and all contact with Robyn, you have suffered much too long.

[Lilith]

i dont pretend to know what your case cenario is, but i do understand the need just to see the one you want, i do know what it is like to feel the need to just view the person IRL to feel all things are better.

I experianced it yesterday..........

although from what i have red here it sounds as if it might be time to find a new face to see. If you cant have her man, and you know it, why make your self miserable, I have been guilty of something similar in the past, and well what i learned was, that person was not really the right one after all, and in the end i am so much better off. It is not easy to do and i found alot of ass wipes between the person i longed for and Brain. Just like me i am sure sometime down the road you will too see how much better off you are.

Lilith