God I Am So Maaaaaaaaad.

[Homicidalheathen]

This year sucked ass. I got ripped off, beat up and shit upon by people who said they cared......I am out thousands.......one of them is still around spreading lies about me......

And so this other so called friend just calls for a ride. F*ck you. I am not taking this crap anymore.

Oh and I go away for a few.......I have people coming over to do work. So I leave one person in charge, NOT the other one. What happends? The person I leave in charge ditches and the other one fucks everything up now I am out more money.

I used to be a nice person who stuck her neck waaaay out to help people but not anymore. You need a ride, food.......cigarrettes.......place to stay.......food.....drinks.......gas.......whatever........DONT CALL ME!!!!!

From now on we are not helping anyone but our own family. Nuff said.

Grrrrrrr! Oh and I gotta go get tested yet again because I did something stupid with someone sleezy this year. Nice way to spend the first cool afternoon huh.

[Homicidalheathen]

More ranting......sorry......but......do you know what the worst excuse in the world is?

I DIDN'T KNOW.

Fuck that. I TOLD you. Geez. ok I am done and off to finish this shit myself.

[Medea]

I'm seriously sorry that you are getting so much shit thrown at you right now dear...

[Homicidalheathen]

I am seriously tired of helping young people.

Years ago before all the knee problems......I applied at Kroger like 10 times, and Sears about the same. So I am out with my kids at various different times in the past couple months and they both got offered jobs at both places but neither acted on it fast enough to get hired.

I am beyond pissed now. Taco bell and chucky cheese is not going to cut it through college!

I am not spending all my gas and time helping someone find a job when a good one was offered to them and they did not take it.

One excuse? I don't want to work with food anymore. Well duh! Thats why I am paying for your frickin college you idiot!

And its still in the can! WTF???

Its like they think jobs are just out there waiting for them. Well you WANT to work at Petco? Thats nice.....and your friend works there? Thats nice to but so what? Take what you can get especially if it pays better!

I had to talk K out of kicking one of them out the other day over this.

I have made them resume's.....showed them how to fax and make a cover letter....go through the paper, craig list.......I am not holding hands anymore and leading them down the path. They have to do something on their own.