Last Nite's Ventings

[Kit Kat P]

1

Anger pounds thru

vision blurred

senses numbed

crystal clear vision

Anger at everyone

Angry only w/ self

I love this woman

I' so happy it makes me ill

I'm not ready

a small voice screams

above the din

not ready to set roots

not ready to be faithful

not ready to come back

a trip for friends

a trip for self

a trip to do wrong

a trip do do right

I'm not ready

be the good one

I've got someone

you should try

I've got someone

who tastes so good

I've got someone

you need to meet

hell raiser

w/ charm

average gal

w/ a beauty streak

tomboy

looks great in heels

you should see her now

you should see her dance

you should hear her

thru the halls

the whispers spread

when'd she go straight

when'd she go good

will she loose her charm

will she loose her self

she sits there

happy w/ her choice

angry w/ her reality

determined to be true

missing her games

it is all calling

she's hung it all up

2

she sits there

calm demeanor

only indication

her hands seem to itch

she wants it

any prompt

she wants to hit someone

if she gets hugged

she'll lose it

anger is easier

it's distributable

it's give and take

she's ready for both

not this

she's not ready for this

pain

caused by love

reciprocal love

it's easier

to be numb

to feel happiness

worry about losing it

so much out there

so many games

trading

the bed for the couch

quick meets for long nites

just passion fro so much more

she sits there

shivering

not w/ cold

anger, happiness, pain, laughter, loneliness, desire

3

ticket in hand

she looks up at the clock

she has luggage in hand

lover at side

love holds her heart

freedom tugs at her mind

I'll see you soon

she hears

kiss designed to last a week

distance

already making her desire return

she'll go

she'll return

she doesn't even know

if she'll return return ticket in hand

she looks up at the clock

she has luggage in hand

lover at side

[Amerist]

kiss designed to last a week

I rather liked that line.

[SuZQZ]

reciprocal love

it's easier

to be numb

This is what hit me most. It does seem easier to be numb, but then you don't experience all of the wonderful feelings from fear of the bad ones. You become an empty shell. sigh