My Poetry...

[artificialdawn]

My Suicide Serenade

A silent tragedy,

A cry left unheard.

Rock my body to everlasting sleep-

You fucking whore.

Cry over my bloodied wrist.

And ask yourself why-

Why must I go into this forever state of unthinking bliss-

Why must I leave you to your own devices...

Cry for my broken soul-

A thing unfixable.

I'll whisper sweet nothings into your unhearing ear,

As I dance, unable to just leave.

Sing me a soothing lullabye,

Of Hate, Pain and Nothingness.

I'll dance... I promise.

I'll serenade your unseeing eyes with promises of forever and everything...

And hope you hear me, and my sad tune.

Suicide is nothing more than a state of mind,

I'll be back tommorrow for your hatefilled words, and unthinking thoughts.

I'm just a porciline doll,

Made for fucking and breaking-

Nothing else... But what would you expect from a child made whore?

Blink away those false tears,

And pour me another drink.

I'm alive and well-

If that's what you want to think.

Sleep child, Sleep

I'll never hear you weep.

[artificialdawn]

-Hate-

Why do I hate you?

You always ask.

I’m afraid to list the reasons,

Would be an impossible task.

You are never there for me,

But my every action you always see.

You never care when they do things,

But always seem to make my actions into unforgivable sins.

Why do I hate you?

Why do you think?

When in your eyes my sins stick to me like glue

It’s slowly driving me to the brink.

Why do I hate you?

I thought that would be easy to see....

I can never be the girl you want me to be.

[Winter Steele]

This poem is very dark but true to how I feel at the moment thanks for your words.