Sickies

[Homicidalheathen]

I seem to have developed another intestinal blockage and it hurts cant poo so I am going to baumont west and I hope I can bring my laptop

Just thought I would post some of you dont wonder where I am

[Dollardave]

I was wondering why your phone was off. I'm always worrying about ur health man. We're both ill my neuropathy was acting up last night and I had pain in my legs and u had problems with your guts. I'm tired of the medicines.

[jadnifer]

I hope that everything turns out okay.

[Homicidalheathen]

Man am I pissed. I just signed myself out of the hospital. This may mean my insurance wont cover that stay. My former surgeon didn't remember me even though he said I was the worst case he had ever seen??

They stood over me and said.....well she has this spot that is real bad with the diverticuli but what is that other dark mass?

And the other one just shrugged her shoulders and they fucking walked out!

I have not eaten since Saturday so I complained about that.

I have lost 15 lbs.

So they put me on clear liquids.......then this morning they forget to even give me that! I had my kids sneak me in a chocolate milk cause I cant pass stools.....and I am starving.

I had to dress myself which is not easy with a damn iv sticking in my arm.

no one came when i buzzed them.

They put me on antibiotics which I know I need cause its red and inflamed and I had a fever.......but I know there is a blockage and they won't do surgery yet.....I couldn't just sit an starve until they figure out what to do ya know?

Then today I asked If I could see the doctor to get a prescription and be dischared but he wouldn't so I left.

They also said well he is a surgeon not a gi specialist.......and I said well then call my damn gi specialist becasue she is a resident here and they didn't.

My sister said she thinks my bowel almost ruptured because it was inflamed and red out to my abdominal wall and thats the worst I have ever seen it. I have had infections before but not like this with a huge hard lump protruding out my belly. It was purple Saturday so I stopped eating cause it hurt.

I am so fucking pissed. The doctor wouldnt sign me out because his rich ass is afraid of getting sued.....what about me? Its not like I can afford to sit in a hospital while they figure out what is fucking wrong with me!

Now my insurance, even though I pay for blue cross ppo myself.....prob wont cover this.

Honestly I am tempted to just sit home and die. I know that sounds bad but I am sick of being sick, I am sick of fighting.........I am old and tired.

Just want to be home with my kids so I can smoke pot because the morphine made me throw up 3x.

And they gave me nothing for inflamation which pot helps.......they gave me nothing for spasms this time either.

Really when you think about it I have lived a full life and should have been dead by now anyway.

Now I am trying to get on the phone with my gi specialist.....and I have been on hold for get this......a half a fucking hour.

I have had it. I thought beamont and its doctors were the best......I don't know where to turn now.

Have to get back on the anti biotics TODAY my sister said because she is a nurse and she said that it takes 2 weeks for these types of infections to go away......I know she is right cause it usually takes 3 for me.

But thats 3 weeks with no food while I wait for the swelling to go down.....

AND they said they would put in a new IV in the hospital that has a bigger line. It gives you nutrients...not just water and shit

She even admitted the nurses just DONT LIKE DOING IT.

I wait 2 days and they had not done it yet!!!

I am so sick of the diahreah and pain and shit I just want to lay here and say fuck it.

Oh then I call for a wheel chair because even though my legs work fine they dont want you to walk out of there......Like I am going to fake a fall and sue or something.......so I waited 20 min and it didn't come so I walked out and we could hear them (the nurses) talking about me behind my back down the hallway.

I am so upset. Anyone know a good GI specialist or have a better hospital recommendation?

[Homicidalheathen]

Ok I am hearing some shit about local hospitals.

St Josephs.

Has the 30 min wait policy. It leads to mis diagnosis.

They almost missed my grand daughters apendix

My step son has a tendancy to get infections in his urethera

they said it 'might be prostate cancer'

It was just an infection

His father in law had a slip disk in his back

They wanted to do open heart surgery

Some other guy had a horrible diagnosis too dont remember what it was but they were way off

Dont go there.

That kid died at Beaumont the other day from a frickin tonsilectomy

Dont go there.

Mt clemens gen almost killed me 3x

And bi county is shitty.

They thought I had PID once, it was my divers, I was celibate at the time.

[Destroit]

Ok I am hearing some shit about local hospitals.

St Josephs.

Has the 30 min wait policy. It leads to mis diagnosis.

They almost missed my grand daughters apendix

My step son has a tendancy to get infections in his urethera

they said it 'might be prostate cancer'

It was just an infection

His father in law had a slip disk in his back

They wanted to do open heart surgery

Some other guy had a horrible diagnosis too dont remember what it was but they were way off

Dont go there.

That kid died at Beaumont the other day from a frickin tonsilectomy

Dont go there.

Mt clemens gen almost killed me 3x

And bi county is shitty.

They thought I had PID once, it was my divers, I was celibate at the time.

Wow...that's uhmmm...really unsettling. I guess all one can do to avoid this is to take as good of care of yourself as you can.

[Homicidalheathen]

Yah because the health care system in the US sux ass.

I went into more detail in my myspace blog. But, it was bad this time and Now I will try Ford next.