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[Queen of Foxes]

5 hours ago, Scary Guy said:

Honestly I'm a little surprised I don't see any ink that I can see.  You certainly have the hippie thing down pretty good otherwise.  I'm not saying it's a bad thing, I don't currently have any either and I doubt I ever will.  Just one more thing to itch and annoy me.

I am me. I am nothing. I am everything. 

[Queen of Foxes]

6 hours ago, Scary Guy said:

Honestly I'm a little surprised I don't see any ink that I can see.  You certainly have the hippie thing down pretty good otherwise.  I'm not saying it's a bad thing, I don't currently have any either and I doubt I ever will.  Just one more thing to itch and annoy me.

I also waited to get noticeable tattoos after I got published in Vogue. Also for financial reasons, tattoos have been the last thing on my mind. I've been trying to get on my feet, out of abusive situations in life, and into a better life where I can take care of myself. I'm there, but yeah. I'm still working on my arm tattoo. I had to stop half way through. I had a new inspiration and I want to spend another year or two to think better on a design. I hate spending money I don't have on, not bills lol. 

[Scary Guy]

1 minute ago, Nyxiin said:

I also waited to get noticeable tattoos after I got published in Vogue. Also for financial reasons, tattoos have been the last thing on my mind. I've been trying to get on my feet, out of abusive situations in life, and into a better life where I can take care of myself. I'm there, but yeah. I'm still working on my arm tattoo. I had to stop half way through. I had a new inspiration and I want to spend another year or two to think better on a design. I hate spending money I don't have on, not bills lol. 

I can totally see that.  It's not really art that lasts anyway if you think about it, though there are preservation services that can do it, but of course that costs as well, but it's not like you'd be around to enjoy it at that point anyway.

 

Sorry, brain goes on tangents a lot.

[n0Mad]

11 hours ago, Nyxiin said:

Ring around me? 

 

TWB and I would welcome that, but I think that's Roger's job. 😜

[Queen of Foxes]

 

39 minutes ago, Scary Guy said:

I can totally see that.  It's not really art that lasts anyway if you think about it, though there are preservation services that can do it, but of course that costs as well, but it's not like you'd be around to enjoy it at that point anyway.

 

Sorry, brain goes on tangents a lot.

Its all good  

 

14 minutes ago, n0Mad said:

 

TWB and I would welcome that, but I think that's Roger's job. 😜

xD Someday. We aren't in a rush. Honestly, it's just a piece of paper, stress, and tons of money. Then friends and family start acting weird too. So we were both like, Eh, let's just hold off on marriage. We have each other, we both aren't going anywhere, we also tell each other we love each other several times a day. I think we are a lot better than most marriages, and six years strong.

[know_buddy_kares]

1 hour ago, Nyxiin said:

I also waited to get noticeable tattoos after I got published in Vogue. Also for financial reasons, tattoos have been the last thing on my mind. I've been trying to get on my feet, out of abusive situations in life, and into a better life where I can take care of myself. I'm there, but yeah. I'm still working on my arm tattoo. I had to stop half way through. I had a new inspiration and I want to spend another year or two to think better on a design. I hate spending money I don't have on, not bills lol. 

I had the same plans originally. Once I get on my feet, I would get tats. But then I discovered stonks and like money that grows rather than ink. It's that independent from even shitty jobs security I crave more than decorating myself. I still like tatted ascetics though. Just always something takes a higher priority for me. If you ever feel like showing them off, I'm sure plenty here would love to admire them, myself included.

 

And like you, SG, I remain tatless. Maybe one day I'll get a potato on my ass, but that's about it I think.

[Queen of Foxes]

1 minute ago, know_buddy_kares said:

I had the same plans originally. Once I get on my feet, I would get tats. But then I discovered stonks and like money that grows rather than ink. It's that independent from even shitty jobs security I crave more than decorating myself. I still like tatted ascetics though. Just always something takes a higher priority for me. If you ever feel like showing them off, I'm sure plenty here would love to admire them, myself included.

 

And like you, SG, I remain tatless. Maybe one day I'll get a potato on my ass, but that's about it I think.

You have to touch them up too, and also care for them. It IS a lot of money. I didn't get a cat or dog for 1/3 of my life because I didn't have the funds to properly own an animal incase they had an emergency. I just, hate spending money on stuff that requires a lot that I do not have. ANXIETY HELL.

[Scary Guy]

1 hour ago, Nyxiin said:

You have to touch them up too, and also care for them. It IS a lot of money. I didn't get a cat or dog for 1/3 of my life because I didn't have the funds to properly own an animal incase they had an emergency. I just, hate spending money on stuff that requires a lot that I do not have. ANXIETY HELL.

I like other people's pets.  I see the value in some on a farm or in the wild.  Suburban life just seems cruel for them though.

Also if you ever need an ordained atheist minister officiant I am one.  Not the best public speaker but I get the job done.

[know_buddy_kares]

2 hours ago, Nyxiin said:

You have to touch them up too, and also care for them. It IS a lot of money. I didn't get a cat or dog for 1/3 of my life because I didn't have the funds to properly own an animal incase they had an emergency. I just, hate spending money on stuff that requires a lot that I do not have. ANXIETY HELL.

Yeah, too much maintainence for what I want to do with my own body. And I avoided pets a long time too for that same reason. I have two cats now that have become very attached, and I spoil those two every chance I get.

 

And it's exactly CPTSD induced anxiety that has me driving hard into the stocks. That passive supplemental income is aiding well into further growth. Eventually it will be enough to cover basic costs. This is somehow therapeutic for me to cope with the day to day building. My fortress of safety.

[phee]

I always thought I looked cool in this one:

 

[Msterbeau]

On 8/1/2023 at 2:54 PM, phee said:

I always thought I looked cool in this one:

 

 

You’re getting old.  Nice smile though. 

[Msterbeau]

Nordic Fire Festival, earlier this year.

 

[n0Mad]

6 minutes ago, Msterbeau said:

Nordic Fire Festival, earlier this year.

 

 

Your kilt is too long, and why are you wearing it around your neck?

[gwen]

after a successful foraging tracking trip its

not that my life cud depend on it tho--

[Msterbeau]

On 8/5/2023 at 9:42 AM, n0Mad said:

 

Your kilt is too long, and why are you wearing it around your neck?

 

Because it's too long. 

[gwen]

we used to do this as kids

i perfected it.

draw lip liner around bottom lip

curl tongue over top lip

big lips bubba!

[gwen]

doing 60s pinup 2fay!

[Queen of Foxes]

Recent Pic. I didn't know I took. I don't remember taking. But hey, it's a good one. I give myself credit for feeling good at the time. Just hanging outside near my gardens doing my work. Don't be fooled, I don't actually act like I look here 🤣 idk what I was doing. 

[Scary Guy]

3 hours ago, Queen of Foxes said:

idk what I was doing.

 

You were feeling good and that's all that really matters.

[Queen of Foxes]

I missed feeling like the top Pic. So I went out shopping today and got new athletic clothes to wear for the hot days of summer since I cannot handle heat but I love it. I've been enjoying the athletics look more. Also, little black dress included. 

 

[Msterbeau]

3 minutes ago, Queen of Foxes said:

I missed feeling like the top Pic. So I went out shopping today and got new athletic clothes to wear for the hot days of summer since I cannot handle heat but I love it. I've been enjoying the athletics look more. Also, little black dress included. 

 

 

The first two photos are clearly gothic tennis gear.  💀🎾

[gwen]

harsens. tho seriously michigan is an absolutely beautiful state!

you cant have our water!

go gits yer own!

 

[Scary Guy]

5 minutes ago, gwen said:

harsens. tho seriously michigan is an absolutely beautiful state!

you cant have our water!

go gits yer own!

 

 

None of that looks like yourself :P

[Queen of Foxes]

I'm sorry I'm posting so many pics... 

 

I collapsed today when I got time off, after my therapist submitted a letter insisting of a instant leave from my work... So... I just, fell to the grass, the earth... And laid there. I am finally healing after three months of pure trauma... I can finally heal... Please, I just want to see myself happy and thriving... I'm not vain... I'm just being a friend I need for me right now, to heal. 

 

I am now, on a break from everything, time to get my balance back. 

Edited August 9, 2023 by Queen of Foxes

[Scary Guy]

28 minutes ago, Queen of Foxes said:

I'm sorry I'm posting so many pics... 

 

I collapsed today when I got time off, after my therapist submitted a letter insisting of a instant leave from my work... So... I just, fell to the grass, the earth... And laid there. I am finally healing after three months of pure trauma... I can finally heal... Please, I just want to see myself happy and thriving... I'm not vain... I'm just being a friend I need for me right now, to heal. 

 

I am now, on a break from everything, time to get my balance back. 

 

That is cute as hell, I love it!