Update

[Tryp]

So as you all may know my girl Ashley and I spilt up a month or so ago. I spent $400 on her to bring her back up here from FL for my birthday. She was suppose to stay 2weeks with me and she stayed 3days with me. She then told my mother and myself she'd return to stay the rest of the time with me on the following Thursday. Did she? no, instead she ignored my and my mothers calls. She called me when she got back to FL and we talked. She told me we both needed a break and we'd be back together sooner or later.

Now here's the twist. She completely lied to my face about going back to FL and saying we'd work out in the end. Turns out she stayed up here and is living with her gradmother. She told her friend Amanda she broke up with me after 9months because I was an asshole. Which is bullshit, I never yelled at her or anything. I took her out bought her stuff, cooked for her and etc. My family and I treated her with respect I treated her like a queen. Yes I ufucked up in our relationship by doing a fucked up thing which I rather not get into. All in all the thing I did lead up to a relaspe.

She has an interest in another guy already and plans on dating him soon. But what pisses me off the most is she lied to me and lead me on. I hate liars, the truth yes would fo hurt but I would of gotten over it.

I love her but yet I hate everything about her. She's not the girl I fell in love with. As far as I'm concered she can fuck off.

So thats my love life for now. I'm signle and plan on keeping it that way untill I cant get my shit straight.

Pathetic huh?

[Homicidalheathen]

Yup, thats pretty bad.

cowardice is not a very becoming trait in anyone.

[Tryp]

Indeed