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My suspicions were absolutely correct..this is turning out to be "one of those days." So far, I've had the button on a pair of jeans bust off, and the zipper on my jumper jacket has carked it. Not only that, my mom hasn't showed up to run me up to Michigan Works..

...and I have NO IDEA what I'm wearing to that funeral, later. I can't seem to track down any of my nice black clothes. :X

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I'm feeling alone..which isn't a nice feeling. After being able to fall asleep in his arms everynight for two weeks and then him not being there last night, to say the least it was hell. I hate being so far away from him..and unfortunatly there really isn't much I can to with it till I finish school, take my state boards, and find a job. It hurts to be away from him so much... :cry

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I'm feeling alone..which isn't a nice feeling. After being able to fall asleep in his arms everynight for two weeks and then him not being there last night, to say the least it was hell. I hate being so far away from him..and unfortunatly there really isn't much I can to with it till I finish school, take my state boards, and find a job. It hurts to be away from him so much... :cry

* BIG HUGE HUGS* :cry

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Exasperated. I feel like it's always one step forward, and seven steps back...

...or even more, like I keep clawing my way to the top edge of the hole, only to have someone step on my fingers and kick me square in the forehead-- so that I fall back down to the bottom, again. I'm so tired of sucking it up, and starting over. Needless repetition has never been one of my favourite activities.

If selling my soul was a way for me to get to my husband, I would be interrupting the devil himself during his dinnertime, with a cold call: "Have I got a bargain for YOU!"

I am also feeling ungodly terrible, for not being able to make it to the funeral, today. I won't be surprised if lightning strikes me down.

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Exasperated. I feel like it's always one step forward, and seven steps back...

...or even more, like I keep clawing my way to the top edge of the hole, only to have someone step on my fingers and kick me square in the forehead-- so that I fall back down to the bottom, again. I'm so tired of sucking it up, and starting over. Needless repetition has never been one of my favourite activities.

If selling my soul was a way for me to get to my husband, I would be interrupting the devil himself during his dinnertime, with a cold call: "Have I got a bargain for YOU!"

I am also feeling ungodly terrible, for not being able to make it to the funeral, today. I won't be surprised if lightning strikes me down.

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Exasperated. I feel like it's always one step forward, and seven steps back...

...or even more, like I keep clawing my way to the top edge of the hole, only to have someone step on my fingers and kick me square in the forehead-- so that I fall back down to the bottom, again. I'm so tired of sucking it up, and starting over. Needless repetition has never been one of my favourite activities.

If selling my soul was a way for me to get to my husband, I would be interrupting the devil himself during his dinnertime, with a cold call: "Have I got a bargain for YOU!"

I am also feeling ungodly terrible, for not being able to make it to the funeral, today. I won't be surprised if lightning strikes me down.

I feel the same about not making it to funeral. I have no worries about lightning strike me. I just feel like a terrible friend for her. I know we try to get there. I just suck at reading directions. I should not have relied on a technology device, with my IQ. I am sorry Jynxx.

(My self esteem is normally not like this. I am just not me at the moment.)

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I am so fucking angry now at different things. I know I should just suck it up and move on. I will do that. But right now, it just frustrating and I need to vent. When I get mad, my potty mouth comes out. I just want to fucking scream right now. I am still nice, even when I am mad. To me, that is fuck up. It like how, can I be mad and nice, at the same time. Something has to be fucking wrong with me. I think I should just become a bitch. In reality, I could not become a bitch. It not in my nature. Damn. I am going to log off and try to read again. Reading has always been an escape for me.

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I feel the same about not making it to funeral. I have no worries about lightning strike me. I just feel like a terrible friend for her. I know we try to get there. I just suck at reading directions. I should not have relied on a technology device, with my IQ. I am sorry Jynxx.

(My self esteem is normally not like this. I am just not me at the moment.)

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I am so fucking angry now at different things. I know I should just suck it up and move on. I will do that. But right now, it just frustrating and I need to vent. When I get mad, my potty mouth comes out. I just want to fucking scream right now. I am still nice, even when I am mad. To me, that is fuck up. It like how, can I be mad and nice, at the same time. Something has to be fucking wrong with me. I think I should just become a bitch. In reality, I could not become a bitch. It not in my nature. Damn. I am going to log off and try to read again. Reading has always been an escape for me.

Oh my. I don't think I have ever seen you angry. *hugs*

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