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damnit, i'm really starting to loathe 'not drinking'... it's keeping me from going out & socializing, because i don't have any non-bar friends to call.

and so, yet again, i'm feeling isolated & alone.

grr... :dry:

I am a non-bar friend who will be in K-Zoo for a derby tournament next weekend. No afterparty for me. It's a LONG ride home.

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annoyed: with my body

worried: about alot (job, animals, ect.)

scared to death: that I'll lose my kids. You can sit there and say that they are just cats and that you can find good homes for them, but for me, that's the equivalent of passing one's kids off to some stranger to take care of for a little while, until "life" gets better... just not an option for me.

mad as hell: at one individual who shall remain nameless.. I'm not the only person her decision will affect, so my anger at her isn't selfish. Yes, the preservation of self has something to do with it, but its not just my animals that this will effect, its all of them that live in this house... and more of them are not mine, than are mine (only two are mine, four are their's).

I guess the good in all this particular stuff is that CURRENTLY, nothing has happened yet. but "yet" is a lot closer than I'd like. I want it to be "eventually" distance, not "right around the bend" distance... "yet" is so close, I can taste it... :sad:

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mad.gif <------------that pretty much sums it up.

I hope things get better for you. Hugs

Yay.... I feel much better now.... Hopefully I'll be completely healed by this weekend. bunny.gif

Kudos!!! Hugs

Accomplished!!!

Awesome Sugar!! Hope all is well. Hugs.

I feel good. I got some exercise this morning. Still, I think my mood would be even better if I were not two weeks now without my med. I cry frequently and without warning and get frighteningly angry over the stupidest stuff. I hope the exercise and other self care helps offset it.

Hugs. More Hugs.

Like I've been kicked in the heart a few to many times lately.

Hugs

Glad to be home. Dad's appointments went well and we can do all the radiation and chemo here in Alpena. That will save us a lot of money since we don't have to drive to Saginaw for it.

Good to hear. Hugs

I feel it should be 11pm so I can go Home!

Thank you for your kind words a few days ago. Hugs.

damnit, i'm really starting to loathe 'not drinking'... it's keeping me from going out & socializing, because i don't have any non-bar friends to call.

and so, yet again, i'm feeling isolated & alone.

grr... dry.gif

If I may, hugs

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like I have a lot of stuff and things on my mind.

Hugs. More Hugs

Critical.

(i.e. picky, c*nty, bitchy...whichever synonym you choose)

Hugs

feel like utter crap but whats new annoyed at how my life seems to be going down the toilet if only i had a job to save it

If I may, hugs

I am okay. My goal was to work for the government, when done with school. Now, I no longer desire that. I have no clue of what I want to do. Well, that not exactly true. I have a idea, but it just an idea. I do have a few years left of school. Yet, before I waste more money on student loans and time with homework, I need to research, to see where I want to be.

Have a wonderful Sunday DGN.

Hugs,

april

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