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Upset, I am turning in all my work equipment tomorrow, phone, computer, keys, etc..... So, no computer for me for awhile but that's really not my priority right now, but it does keep me semi-sane. I am scared still, I called MARVIN today and it appears that my unemployment claim is not approved at this time. Who knows.

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horrid... I want to curl up in a ball and cry. I hate this house. I need out.

:grouphug

I feel like that at times living with my parents.

I would almost prefer having a nice dark damp cave with nasty insects to live in so long as it was MY cave and I had freedom and control over it.

And internet.

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I feel like that at times living with my parents.

I would almost prefer having a nice dark damp cave with nasty insects to live in so long as it was MY cave and I had freedom and control over it.

And internet.

I cannot live with my mother, no way, she has too many things going on. I would rather live at Hart Plaza, you should see it, there are so many unknown, hidden spots where people make their home. They set up camps there, it's sad, but it's like they split the place off into bureau's over there. Sadly Amazing.

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my ego's bruised.....i just got called ugly by 2 chicks in under 5 minutes....damn.. :confused:

Everyday I'm ran through exactly how unattractive I am, starting with roommates, leading to family telling me, then ending with someone near and dear to me telling me I have a huge granny ass.

:grouphug:

Glad...because without these people I probably would let myself go worse. That said, I'm going to the gym later on my never-ending trek to perfection that everyone for some reason expects of me. I'm not trying to be "beautiful" anymore, it's a downhill battle that I can never win. I'm trying to be gigantically muscular and intimidating so all these assholes will STFU if they know what is good for them. /flex

Everyday I'm ran through exactly how unattractive I am, starting with roommates, leading to family telling me, then ending with someone near and dear to me telling me I have a huge granny ass.

:grouphug:

Glad...because without these people I probably would let myself go worse. That said, I'm going to the gym later on my never-ending trek to perfection that everyone for some reason expects of me. I'm not trying to be "beautiful" anymore, it's a downhill battle that I can never win. I'm trying to be gigantically muscular and intimidating so all these assholes will STFU if they know what is good for them. /flex

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Everyday I'm ran through exactly how unattractive I am, starting with roommates, leading to family telling me, then ending with someone near and dear to me telling me I have a huge granny ass.

:grouphug:

Glad...because without these people I probably would let myself go worse. That said, I'm going to the gym later on my never-ending trek to perfection that everyone for some reason expects of me. I'm not trying to be "beautiful" anymore, it's a downhill battle that I can never win. I'm trying to be gigantically muscular and intimidating so all these assholes will STFU if they know what is good for them. /flex

Sorry Cherny if this is opposite of what you want to heaer but I still think your a hottie!

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i feel really bad right now for an ex g/f - she just broke up with her guy last night & isn't doing well. we talked, but i wish i was closer so i could give her a hug. from what i know of the guy though, she's going to be much better off in the long run, it's just so hard to have to go through those kinds of emotions...

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i feel really bad right now for an ex g/f - she just broke up with her guy last night & isn't doing well. we talked, but i wish i was closer so i could give her a hug. from what i know of the guy though, she's going to be much better off in the long run, it's just so hard to go through those emotions...

I'm sorry, hugs to you.

I feel really bad about myself, I know I am trying to be as positive as possible but it sucks when you are sitting here not knowing where your going in 30 days, sitting here waiting for unemployment to decide whether they are going to approve me or not, and waiting on a food stamp card (which I was so anxious to get today, but did not). This feels terrible. I can't stand it. I did stuff right, got an education, worked for the damn county, wtf, and look where it got me. I wish I would just die or go far away, I am not being negative I am being real and honest. I want to go somewhere and scream at the top of my lungs and like fucking start punching things.

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