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feeling like even though being in my new place is great, i still have ghosts haunting me, and tonight, it seems the only effective weapon against them comes in a can, or bottle.

i could really use a nice, long, reassuring hug. as none are currently forthcoming, i suppose i'll head out to the bar.

:grouphug If I could, I would drive to Kalamazoo just to give you a hug.

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like i need a break from life! like butter scraped over too much bread.not right like a cat missing all its fur. im feeling very stupid right now because i cant spell and articulate like i want to. sad and lonely......kinda cold and very much missing my daughter. wondering if anyone really gives a shit and would miss me if i died in my sleep tonight. like my intelligence was captured. like this is just another one of my mental masturbation tangents. like everything i say doesnt make sense.

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like i need a break from life! like butter scraped over too much bread.not right like a cat missing all its fur. im feeling very stupid right now because i cant spell and articulate like i want to. sad and lonely......kinda cold and very much missing my daughter. wondering if anyone really gives a shit and would miss me if i died in my sleep tonight. like my intelligence was captured. like this is just another one of my mental masturbation tangents. like everything i say doesnt make sense.

No, it makes perfect sense. And, what do you mean you can't spell? You spelled "masturbation" correctly--that's better than most! Yes, you would be missed. Horribly, I'm sure. My good friend's ex-husband killed himself last year and not only is she terribly broken up about it, her daughter is in agony. We know you don't want that for your girl. :grouphug

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like i need a break from life! like butter scraped over too much bread.not right like a cat missing all its fur. im feeling very stupid right now because i cant spell and articulate like i want to. sad and lonely......kinda cold and very much missing my daughter. wondering if anyone really gives a shit and would miss me if i died in my sleep tonight. like my intelligence was captured. like this is just another one of my mental masturbation tangents. like everything i say doesnt make sense.

*hugs*

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like i need a break from life! like butter scraped over too much bread.not right like a cat missing all its fur. im feeling very stupid right now because i cant spell and articulate like i want to. sad and lonely......kinda cold and very much missing my daughter. wondering if anyone really gives a shit and would miss me if i died in my sleep tonight. like my intelligence was captured. like this is just another one of my mental masturbation tangents. like everything i say doesnt make sense.

*hugs* I wonder that about myself a lot of times. I wonder if I would be missed, remembered, cared about, would people cry?, what would they think and what would they do? It's a hard place to be coming from and an even harder one to walk away from mentally. I hope you do feel better and are able to work out your demons to walk to a brighter place.

I feel like lazy. I should go get an umbrella since it desperately looks like it is going to rain and it's cold. I don't wanna though. I've been telling myself to buy one for a year and a half now. I haven't gotten around to it. I'm not sure if I just don't want to pay for something as simple as an umbrella, or if it is because I secretly want some gothy awesome one hidden on the interwebs somewhere for most likely way too much money.

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No, it makes perfect sense. And, what do you mean you can't spell? You spelled "masturbation" correctly--that's better than most! Yes, you would be missed. Horribly, I'm sure. My good friend's ex-husband killed himself last year and not only is she terribly broken up about it, her daughter is in agony. We know you don't want that for your girl. :grouphug

for the record im not suicidal just a little depressed.There are times when i think i am spelling something correctly and im not.

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I just got ranted at for 10 minutes.... without the person asking me to do anything in particular... and when I asked him finally what it was I could help him with... he got mad for me not knowing.... I practically had to extract what it was he wanted from me... People call for help, and then make it almost impossible for anyone to help them... I don't get it.

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A lot of reasons. I feel lonely, ugly, fat, matt is up and down. I'm tired of him asking me for money. If I'm not answering about it then maybe that means I don't want to talk about it.

I don't think you're ugly or fat dearie. If you'd like someone to talk to, I'm happy to listen. Send me a message if you like.

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