kat (1) Posted October 13, 2012 Report Share Posted October 13, 2012 Torn apart, I held on for so long for someone to kill me inside. I LOVED HIM AND HE WOULDN'T CARE IF I WAS DEAD...he'd probably be happy because he won his twisted game....I never wanted this..I Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
prick Posted October 13, 2012 Report Share Posted October 13, 2012 Full! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shaun Posted October 14, 2012 Report Share Posted October 14, 2012 Tired Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Class-Punk Posted October 14, 2012 Report Share Posted October 14, 2012 I just remembered I've got an unopened bag of potato chips hidden under the blanket of my bed, so I feel that I'm gonna make a sandwich. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ice Queen (1) Posted October 14, 2012 Report Share Posted October 14, 2012 I have an energy inside that needs to get out, but I am trapped by my day job and responsibilities. I am not meant for regular humdrum, day to day bull crap! I have sooo many other things I should be doing and working on. So, in a nutshell: frustrated, trapped, and like I missed my chance. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
torn asunder Posted October 14, 2012 Report Share Posted October 14, 2012 disappointed yet again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RockGod_66 Posted October 14, 2012 Report Share Posted October 14, 2012 I'm feeling fresh like a mothafucka. That's right what's up now???? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted October 14, 2012 Report Share Posted October 14, 2012 How backwards is it to lose someone for the rest of my life all because I love them and felt drawn to them. Deep down, he had to know that... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted October 14, 2012 Report Share Posted October 14, 2012 (edited) ... Edited October 14, 2012 by kat Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted October 14, 2012 Report Share Posted October 14, 2012 (edited) Despite how bad this hurts to let you go, despite how sad inside I am over this, I have to thank you because you made me feel something I never thought I would feel again. I hope one day someone in this world and this life can spark a feeling of love inside you for them the way you have for me. You may not care to understand why I feel positive feelings for you..and if I knew why maybe I could have said it in a more practical way..but I didn't know how..I only knew that what I feel was something I wanted to hold forever. This sucks. Edited October 14, 2012 by kat Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Class-Punk Posted October 15, 2012 Report Share Posted October 15, 2012 Accidental caffeine intoxication. I might do crazier things wired than what I would do drunk. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted October 15, 2012 Report Share Posted October 15, 2012 I feel dizzy. My head feels like its spinning but I am 99 percent sure it is derieved from my anxiety. I wish I had something to relax me this morning. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted October 16, 2012 Report Share Posted October 16, 2012 I made him important to me, I now am contemplating him not there in my life..I can't even picture that but he wanted it. My intuition and gut feelings were wrong..and he's gone, Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted October 16, 2012 Report Share Posted October 16, 2012 Feeling extremely confused...as much of a recluse as I am, I feel I may be too social for DGN. I am not sure how this is supposed to work, but with every attempt I have made to hang with members here, there are forces that mark the contrary... I either leave a place too soon or DGN members seem afraid to approach members on a dance floor or timing and money always seem to be an issue. I figured that offering to buy someone a drink would make them more open to seeking me out...boy was that ever a miss. I don't have outside friends... I don't drink... I don't smoke... I don't do drugs... I don't have a relationship... Standing on the outside looking in, my life pretty much sucks. I always thought it would be cool to find and hang out with like minded individuals...I guess I didn't think that through. If I'm a recluse anti-social outcast looking for a recluse anti-social outcast the outcome would dictate that neither the two shall meet. Likewise, given a social outcast seeking an anti-social outcast yields the same results. sou to itte mo, dou sureba ii deshou ka... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Class-Punk Posted October 16, 2012 Report Share Posted October 16, 2012 Sleepy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted October 16, 2012 Report Share Posted October 16, 2012 Drained. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Class-Punk Posted October 16, 2012 Report Share Posted October 16, 2012 That familiar feeling that only one or two handfuls of people care about one's existence is unending and primordial from my perspective. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eatdirt426 Posted October 17, 2012 Report Share Posted October 17, 2012 Broke... if you were to empty my pockets moths would fly out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shaun Posted October 17, 2012 Report Share Posted October 17, 2012 (edited) Tired and bored Edited October 17, 2012 by Shaun Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted October 17, 2012 Report Share Posted October 17, 2012 Aware of what is happening at this moment. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eatdirt426 Posted October 18, 2012 Report Share Posted October 18, 2012 Better than I was a few minutes ago. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted October 19, 2012 Report Share Posted October 19, 2012 Sick to my stomach. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
prick Posted October 20, 2012 Report Share Posted October 20, 2012 A little more in control of me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Illuminatrix Posted October 20, 2012 Report Share Posted October 20, 2012 I'm feeling chipper, though I had a rough night. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted October 20, 2012 Report Share Posted October 20, 2012 I feel amused. I love how people think they can predict what I am all about. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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