How Are You Feeling?

[WhiteLines]

Confused and disoriented.

[kat (1)]

My neighbors are up there popping pills and due to the fact that they are up being loud it has to be vicodin..I wish they would take some xanies or valium so they'd sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up. I don't want to be awake yet..six oclock damn it..here I been up an hour already. Bitches.

[TronRP]

Feeling very cliche-like these past few days.

I've been burning the candle at both ends.....I need another candle

I've been a day late and a dollar short....I need better finances

I've tried to rob Peter to pay Paul, but Peter skipped town

They say don't make promises you can't keep...I need to keep my mouth shut

They say time is of the essence, but I ran out of that yesterday

So now that I feel like I've bitten off more than I can chew, it's time to get back to business and leave the pity party for another day...preferably without rain

[EagleRose]

I feel like crap.

[TronRP]

Finally starting to feel creative again...got the need to work on something

[kat (1)]

I feel a bit justified...the program I worked for last year that fired me..wrongfully..is falling apart and the agency I work at now has most of their staff...I started rebel rising and causing several investigations and turns out they are always terminating employees wrongfully...so they are being sued and investigated for several civil rights and eeoc complaints...I started the fire and everyone else followed..that's why me and this former behavioralist that I worked with there and now at my current job just look at each other and smile when that place is mentioned or if a new person from there gets in at Wayne center.

[TronRP]

I feel like I'm in a holding pattern, but I'm not sure what is needed to get past this and get the real things started.

[EagleRose]

Like everything is out of my control.

[EagleRose]

I whine, I moan, complain, and groan, but I still can't stop laughing my butt off.

[WhiteLines]

I feel that the madness has gotten to me.

[EagleRose]

I should feel nervous about the possibility of nerve damage to my neck but I'm not. My neurologist mentioned the possibility of me needing a neurosurgeon. I don't know what think. Maybe if my first neurologist dealt with this when my neck was first injured I wouldn't be looking at the need for surgery.

[kat (1)]

I am depressed as fucking thoughts keep racing specifically about this new world order healthcare bullshit..sometimes I wish I was really retarded so I didn't know how bad things in society are..mentally retarded people are innocent...simple...they live in the bliss of no-thingness.

[WhiteLines]

I am depressed as fucking thoughts keep racing specifically about this new world order healthcare bullshit..sometimes I wish I was really retarded so I didn't know how bad things in society are..mentally retarded people are innocent...simple...they live in the bliss of no-thingness.

Ironic you said "no-thingness" i just got a tattoo that meant endless no-thingness basically.

[kat (1)]

Ironic you said "no-thingness" i just got a tattoo that meant endless no-thingness basically.

so you follow Buddhism as well I take it? I am trying hard to get out of this mood...I need to go meditate and recenter myself and stay mindful that the future is only now.

[WhiteLines]

so you follow Buddhism as well I take it? I am trying hard to get out of this mood...I need to go meditate and recenter myself and stay mindful that the future is only now.

Not enough hours in the day to follow anything too closely. Instead of knowing a lot about a few things, i try to know a little bit about everything. The tat was a kind of kabbalistic type word that entwines the buddhist concept of no-thingness in it.

[EagleRose]

Sick to my stomach.

[TronRP]

Feeling like throwing out the whole kitchen sink at this point, but I didn't budget for a new one at this time so I'm stuck with it and having to pry off that dang blasted rust encrusted ancient hunk of metal trying to pass itself off as a facet is infuriating...but at least the water is back on with newly installed shutoff valves which were previously non-existent...

[kat (1)]

I still feel achy...and slept through Saturday..lost a whole day.

[WhiteLines]

Feel like my life is a big wreck i can't do anything with. This years events were on the magnitude of extreme that cannot be fixed, stabilized, or even minimize the damage of. A crushing wall of ruin... I decide just to dive in it and see how much of me makes it out the other side.

[kat (1)]

I feel a bit better after going to the hospital and getting pain and muscle relaxing shots..and getting scripts for em too...I am also never touching gluten or aspartame again. When I went gluten free in spring I felt amazing no pain at all thankfully the food I do have is gluten free.

[kat (1)]

Feeling really good. Got up did Pilates, did some last night...ate gluten free..Now knocking on wood hopefully this continues.

[TronRP]

I feel stunned and a bit numb, I believe my grandmother just called and passed the family torch to my mother about a half hour ago. My anxiety attack just slapped me in the back of my head...

[kat (1)]

All day I had hella energy...super focused...more productive...and less pissed off, actually I felt like the me before I met my ex husband...Man, gluten sucks...I hope I can keep this up cause gluten was turning me into an old woman...

[TronRP]

Feeling totally accomplished!!! Got the kitchen sink totally fixed!!!

[kat (1)]

Cracking up here..Last week I told the girls at the coffeehouse that I had a super religious stalker and I got rid of him by telling him I was a witch...they loved it, laughed their asses off..so the one girl today told me she told her mom about it and she thought it was hilarious...so I guess I am the girl at the coffeehouse that told a stalker she was a witch to make him go away...that's funny I started a thing...

Edited October 15, 2013 by kat