How Are You Feeling?

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel this cup of coffee is awesome.

[TronRP]

Feeling ecstatic to finally be back in and sitting down even though I'm exhausted as all get out.

[Class-Punk]

Its midnight but it feels like 7 AM.

[TronRP]

Feeling a bit at odds. I'm so used to living in "survival mode" that now with things coming together in a better way, I'm really not sure how to be about it.

[kat (1)]

I feel exhausted maybe a bit sick but other than that I am fine.

[TronRP]

Feeling the need to play video games, go night stalking, Karaoke and veg....Then reality kicks back in and I go back to Project-Ville

[kat (1)]

Anxiety..witch's ball is in two days and I have nothing appropriate to wear.

[kat (1)]

Lots of bitches here..Why they going to give me a dirty look...

[Soulrev]

convicted. Down, but not out. A long way to go, and a short time to get there..

[kat (1)]

I am in this motel room..drunk as fuuucck..hungry...no cigs...alone...need food and cigs...please help...

[EagleRose]

Forgotten. I feel as though those closest to me have forgotten the things I love. Maybe I'm being too sensitive but the one main person who knew the things I enjoy showed me a object I would add to my collection and asked if another family member, who doesn't even collect them, would like it. It was as if they didn't remember the years I have spoken about the things I wanted or the items I've collected and received from that person. I reminded them that I wanted those things and I was the one who collected those. The person merely went "oh " and dropped the conversation. I tried not to feel insulted but then that person forgot my name, calling me every other person. Yeah, I am probably being too sensitive but that really bugged me. I miss having control over my life.

[TronRP]

Since I've been handling crisis all day, feeling happy to finally be able to sit down and eat...I'm exhausted, but so far everyone is still alive.

[EagleRose]

Feel stiff and sore.

[kat (1)]

Can't sleep thinking about this social work licensing issue.

[WhiteLines]

Feel bad about abandoning my friends and kinsmen in the middle of Staples remodel but since the dick owner hasnt payed me from when we were in Indiana still... which really screws me over. Internet and phone are soon to be shut off. It was nice knowing you all.

[EagleRose]

Pink.

[TronRP]

Feeling perplexed...wondering if I should even be in a relationship...

[TronRP]

Feel bad about abandoning my friends and kinsmen in the middle of Staples remodel but since the dick owner hasnt payed me from when we were in Indiana still... which really screws me over. Internet and phone are soon to be shut off. It was nice knowing you all.

Hang in there dude, most times the road is bumpy before it smooths out...

[WhiteLines]

Hang in there dude, most times the road is bumpy before it smooths out...

Thanks friend. I just emailed the company owner, I'll see where it goes from here.

[kat (1)]

Feeling perplexed...wondering if I should even be in a relationship... :blink:/>

I am sorry, hon....I really thought you guys could mesh and do the life thing together....I hope things work out...oh and remember, there is always something going on in our lifes...if ppl sit around and say it's not the right time for me to have a relationship, then there probably never will be....I believe the right person comes in yo life at unexpected times, perhaps that feel like the worst time of your life...well I believe that noone that enters our life is an accident and. They are never a mistake...everything is an experience, an opportunity to learn...I think when we have done enough soul searching and we are able to see ourselves for what we truly are inside, when we learn to not forget our pain and past but when we can learn the pain was a lesson if we let it take over we stay stagnant...and frozen, unable to move forward....until we become nothing but a shell....everything happens for a reason, sometimes we have to burn in hell until we find our heaven..

[TronRP]

I am sorry, hon....I really thought you guys could mesh and do the life thing together....I hope things work out...oh and remember, there is always something going on in our lifes...if ppl sit around and say it's not the right time for me to have a relationship, then there probably never will be....I believe the right person comes in yo life at unexpected times, perhaps that feel like the worst time of your life...well I believe that noone that enters our life is an accident and. They are never a mistake...everything is an experience, an opportunity to learn...I think when we have done enough soul searching and we are able to see ourselves for what we truly are inside, when we learn to not forget our pain and past but when we can learn the pain was a lesson if we let it take over we stay stagnant...and frozen, unable to move forward....until we become nothing but a shell....everything happens for a reason, sometimes we have to burn in hell until we find our heaven..

I love what you said, but that's not the problem...the border guards are a**holes...

every...single...time...

[EagleRose]

Like eating a ton of ribs.

[kat (1)]

I love what you said, but that's not the problem...the border guards are a**holes...

every...single...time... :dry:/>

ok...here's the lesson from that...how devoted are you guys to each other? If hardcore this border issue is just a minor setback...but I can also see what you are saying as the border cops, specifically on the states side make u want to kick them in the you know where...

[kat (1)]

However, as a hopeless romantic, idealist, dreamer over here I just see the border as a minor detail. If you guy's really want this, that border ain't shit....you can whip it's ass! Lol

[TronRP]

However, as a hopeless romantic, idealist, dreamer over here I just see the border as a minor detail. If you guy's really want this, that border ain't shit....you can whip it's ass! Lol

I was doing good until they spent an hour ransacking my vehicle and requesting all the private information on you know who and finding out when, where and if I was doing you know what with said individual...being the private introvert that I am, that was a MAJOR blow to my just learning how to step outside of my comfort zone, but I did manage to push through.

That' why I was feeling the way I was when I posted earlier because I began to suffer anxiety attacks with every crossing especially now with the constant drug trafficking questions when traveling after hours. I was beginning to wonder if something is wrong because isn't true love suppose to concur all that...granted we are setting up to Skype, but still...