TronRP Posted February 19, 2014 Report Share Posted February 19, 2014 Feels like I am still playing major league catch up...I accidentally fell asleep yesterday leaving loads of stuff undone. Now I'm handling the before stuff with the stuff that arrived today...busy, busy, busy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted February 22, 2014 Report Share Posted February 22, 2014 Feeling exhausted and ready for a nap... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EagleRose Posted February 23, 2014 Report Share Posted February 23, 2014 My mouth hurts. Accidentally bit a chunk out of my cheek. The flap of flesh keeps catching on my teeth. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EagleRose Posted February 23, 2014 Report Share Posted February 23, 2014 I feel like I am being punished for getting injured. It isn't my fault I can't repair my own home. I should not be penalized by being removed from my place and separated from my boys only seeing them whenever someone else is available to go to my house. I feel like a divorced father held captive to the of whims of his shrew of a wife who has custody of the children, allowing me visitation rights when she feels like it. I miss my home, my clothes, my privacy, my shoes, my food, my stuff. Three years is too long for a partial renovation. Especially when you were informed it would only take a couple of months. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted February 23, 2014 Report Share Posted February 23, 2014 I am going to attempt to cheer myself up so I will be silly now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EagleRose Posted February 24, 2014 Report Share Posted February 24, 2014 I feel moody and tired. My left shoulder cracked last night leaving my arm numb but the shoulder in pain. My mom's dogs startled me awake causing me to pop my back. Now my legs are numb, my hips have a piercing pain in them, and a strange huge bubble has swollen next to my spine where the cracking sound occurred. I am fed up with all of this. I am doing the exercises and stretches but they are not as effective as the doctors say they should be. I have been doing them for years and am tired of being told to exercise. I hate this. it all! This crap is driving me crazy! All I did was go to lunch with my baby sister 11 years ago. Why hasn't my body recovered?!? What am I doing wrong? What am I supposed to do? It's bad enough that I have to work with a damaged brain but my body as well? It is driving me nuts! I HATE THIS ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted February 26, 2014 Report Share Posted February 26, 2014 Trying not to feel rejected and defeated by this country's financial institution, but it's hard when your needs are determined by the qualification of an approved numerical value regardless of how financially capable you are. It is rather depressing... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted February 27, 2014 Report Share Posted February 27, 2014 Feels like it's getting harder and harder to be the villain, but anything less would be irresponsible...oh well Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EagleRose Posted March 1, 2014 Report Share Posted March 1, 2014 I feel helpless. I don't know what is going on exactly so I don't know what to do or how to help. No one wants to stress me out by keeping me informed on everything but the fragments I hear stress me out even more. I don't know how to help or if I can. It is exhausting but I don't know how to change it. I am torn. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted March 3, 2014 Report Share Posted March 3, 2014 These symptoms are odd, my platelets and WBC's are off and now I am broken out from head to toe with a rash/hives covered by bruising, bruising that I can't explain, along with all this bone and muscle pain...I been suspecting this for awhile but now that I have these new symptom sets. I don't like the sound of them all comined as one, and being treated with prednisone, is, somewhat helping but the side effects are harsh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted March 3, 2014 Report Share Posted March 3, 2014 Couldn't sleep again all night except for 2 hours...now I'm a bit worried that I might have trouble staying awake the rest of the day and I actually have places to go... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted March 3, 2014 Report Share Posted March 3, 2014 Feels like a have a fever and burning eyes....sweeet.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted March 4, 2014 Report Share Posted March 4, 2014 Feels like someone's energy is going out... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted March 5, 2014 Report Share Posted March 5, 2014 I feel like no matter how old we get, we are still going to be picked apart for our bodies, our looks, our hair, clothes, everything physical. I never understood women and I now I know why I never wanted to be like the others, however as I am aging I am being forced to it is just natural. I purged a little, but was never exteme, but that's because I never cared to much about my looks when I was 20 now, I am being scrutinized by men that are like 40 for my looks, or if it's not your looks, it's your marital status in general to society, or your body, which falls under looks...I see why woman starve themselves and it's a shame. Now that I have gained back nearly all the weight I lost not a single soul treats me like they did when I was thinner, they treat me like the fat ass that they did my whole life. Like I am less than a person. I feel bad for obese people who cannot lose weight because of a major, major health issue...like, oh well I have one and I am greateful I am not morbidly obese. I guess if I starved myself and acted fake I would never get my feelings hurt and never deal with another man's internal demons because we would both be fake plastic people pretending to actually love each other...like the rest of the fucking Jones's. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EagleRose Posted March 6, 2014 Report Share Posted March 6, 2014 I feel ticked off! My hearing is partially gone again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted March 6, 2014 Report Share Posted March 6, 2014 I bought gummy weight loss vitamins, yeah I know they won't work but they remind me of gummy bears. I probably could have bought 20 packs of gummy bears but at least there's a slight chance I won't gain weight with these. Hey, that gives me an idea...my anorexic friend when we were younger lived on juju bee's. I wonder if I can survive on gummy vitamins, water, coffee, and diet coke? Mmm...sounds stupid, so I'll probably try it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted March 6, 2014 Report Share Posted March 6, 2014 I feel bad so many people that I know are going through so much emotional and financial crisis right now. I can't do anything and I feel like shit. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted March 6, 2014 Report Share Posted March 6, 2014 Ooh, bad, this feels like intestinal flu... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted March 6, 2014 Report Share Posted March 6, 2014 Ooh, bad, this feels like intestinal flu... I had it......wake up in the middle of the night, feels like an entire human being is in your gut tryng to get out, scream, cry, dizzy spell, dizzy spell,, horrible pain and...........hurl all day and night, where it stops noone knows because you feel you are catatonic and stuck in one spot for hours from it. That one? It's the newest trend in H1N1. It should clear up by day 3. Day1, you'll beg for death, Day2, you will think you can get up and do your daily things and than, out of nowhere, the sickness is back...Day 3...your starving and ready to return to anti-society. All Good as new. Well, that was my experience this past week with it. Orange Juice may stay down and ginger lemon tea, you can make your own but I suggest getting an already made box to stash...I got mine at Concessi's Market (Ironically, the tea brand is called "Stash") in Riverview, MI. I can bring you some bags if you want. Call me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted March 6, 2014 Report Share Posted March 6, 2014 I feel that I am so glad I trusted my gut instinct to leave my job as there was something major about to go down, today, a friend still working there told of an emergency staff meeting confirming a collision between shit and the fan. Good Intuition can be a gift. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted March 7, 2014 Report Share Posted March 7, 2014 I been up all damn night, this mofo better stop calling me already, he needs, shit I don't know what he needs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soulrev Posted March 7, 2014 Report Share Posted March 7, 2014 I had it......wake up in the middle of the night, feels like an entire human being is in your gut tryng to get out, scream, cry, dizzy spell, dizzy spell,, horrible pain and...........hurl all day and night, where it stops noone knows because you feel you are catatonic and stuck in one spot for hours from it. That one? It's the newest trend in H1N1. It should clear up by day 3. Day1, you'll beg for death, Day2, you will think you can get up and do your daily things and than, out of nowhere, the sickness is back...Day 3...your starving and ready to return to anti-society. All Good as new. Well, that was my experience this past week with it. Orange Juice may stay down and ginger lemon tea, you can make your own but I suggest getting an already made box to stash...I got mine at Concessi's Market (Ironically, the tea brand is called "Stash") in Riverview, MI. I can bring you some bags if you want. Call me. My best friend's dad just passed away 2 weeks ago from complications from H1N1. He was only 67. There's some nasty shit going around these days, don't neglect to see a doctor if you're running a fever, it may save your life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soulrev Posted March 8, 2014 Report Share Posted March 8, 2014 I feel like someone stuck a nail in my back, this pain keeps coming back, I think I need a massage therapist. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhiteLines Posted March 9, 2014 Report Share Posted March 9, 2014 Cold alone and betrayed. The beer is only working on the cold though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted March 9, 2014 Report Share Posted March 9, 2014 Finally starting to feel mentally capable to better handle all of this shafting from the agency I've been receiving over the past 5 months. I'll just have to take what I can get and if push comes to shove, I will have to find a way to move on if need be...not sure how I'll accomplish that, but I must do something that can work within my current parameter... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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