How Are You Feeling?

[kat (1)]

Like i can breathe at least tonight. His sorrowful presence is with him at his house. My dream last night summed up my entire life. ..I was driving my mother was in the passenger seat. The car was full. All of a sudden she grabs the wheel from me as where coming off an exit ramp, she says aggressively, give it to me your not doing it right. ..she takes the wheel and I didn't fight back. ..she had control, next thing you know we were in a terrible car accident. I know what it meant but it's the second car accident dream I've had this week.

[TronRP]

Feeling in need of some major league CAFFEINE!!!!!!

[kat (1)]

Gracious that the cop did not arrest me for driving on an expired plate with no insurance who's spring on the passenger side is busted and came straight through the back of my car poking through the interior. I can't believe I'm not in jail and my cars not impounded. No clue how I'll be getting to work at either job, even if I just keep subbing and had busfare but buses don't run out here in this rural asshat town.

[Troy Spiral (13)]

Gracious that the cop did not arrest me for driving on an expired plate with no insurance who's spring on the passenger side is busted and came straight through the back of my car poking through the interior. I can't believe I'm not in jail and my cars not impounded. No clue how I'll be getting to work at either job, even if I just keep subbing and had busfare but buses don't run out here in this rural asshat town.

Like i can breathe at least tonight. His sorrowful presence is with him at his house. My dream last night summed up my entire life. ..I was driving my mother was in the passenger seat. The car was full. All of a sudden she grabs the wheel from me as where coming off an exit ramp, she says aggressively, give it to me your not doing it right. ..she takes the wheel and I didn't fight back. ..she had control, next thing you know we were in a terrible car accident. I know what it meant but it's the second car accident dream I've had this week.

Jesus how stressful/upsetting. Something must be wrong with me, it never even OCCURS to me to do that sort of stuff. Meanwhile most guys seem to throw these grown-man-tantrums / rude dickback kiddie type behaviors all the time.

The part about the dream, mom seems to be a serious source of drama. Mine is too but not nearly to the level you have to deal with. *cuddles* Wish i could fix it somehow.

[kat (1)]

Jesus how stressful/upsetting. Something must be wrong with me, it never even OCCURS to me to do that sort of stuff. Meanwhile most guys seem to throw these grown-man-tantrums / rude dickback kiddie type behaviors all the time.The part about the dream, mom seems to be a serious source of drama. Mine is too but not nearly to the level you have to deal with. *cuddles* Wish i could fix it somehow.

lol. You met her once, remember. ..she said to you nice to meet you, you think you could give me a ride to the grocery store? Embarrassing man and I still apologize for her doing that. The dream I am thinking could have two meanings either A, I am headed in the direction she choose in life and the biggest wreck is yet to come or B, I give other's two much control of my life because I am never sure or confident I am doing tthings right and /or afraid of being judged hence why when she said in the dream I wasn't doing it right, I didn't fight for control of the wheel I just gave in. I think the other's in the car represented people I have given control to in the past for example my ex husband. ..either way to me the overall moral of the dream was in your life your the one behind the wheel, give anyone else control and you are headed to disaster. Not to sound cliche. Anyhow I don't think I've ever had a dream so telling.

[TronRP]

Gracious that the cop did not arrest me for driving on an expired plate with no insurance who's spring on the passenger side is busted and came straight through the back of my car poking through the interior. I can't believe I'm not in jail and my cars not impounded. No clue how I'll be getting to work at either job, even if I just keep subbing and had busfare but buses don't run out here in this rural asshat town.

Question, so is your car even drivable at this time, with the spring issue, even if you did have a licence tab? Sounds like some major auto work is needed. Also, I know a great place to take it if you need a quote or anything

[kat (1)]

Question, so is your car even drivable at this time, with the spring issue, even if you did have a licence tab? Sounds like some major auto work is needed. Also, I know a great place to take it if you need a quote or anything

technically it still can be driven but the passenger side is gonna drop just out of the blue if I do and it I guess will mess up the gas tank and everything on that side. It's at least probably 400 to fix maybe more depending on parts needed. As far as the license plate, its still the month of April so I took a gamble but this cop decided to run me. ..

[kat (1)]

I'm sad. Ultimate Warrior died and I'm just finding this out. I wanted to marry him or Axle Rose when I was a kid.

[TronRP]

Back in from chauffeuring to Southfield and feel ready to pass out...

[kat (1)]

Amused. .he thinks the 67 year old woman he rents a room to is his buddy but truth is she can't stand him. She tells me everything. She wants him to stay out of her face and said he's a control freak and she don't know what the fucks wrong with him. He doesn't even know we know he's a liar that makes shit up as he goes, like the fact its April 15th and he said he was going back to working at the cemetery April 1st, yea right he even claims he took his drug test and I'm like when and where the fuck was I and only admitted to it after I questioned him about it because he one day decided to get some weed..I'm like wtf.

[TronRP]

OK...I'm currently a bit confused about what's going on with cooking in this weather. I know that condensation and air pressure has an affect on how metals conduct heat (especially during certain times of the year), but I'm feeling bewildered about why the microwave is not cooking properly. So at the moment I'm steam cooking in the microwave and convection heating with the rice cooker...

[kat (1)]

Ponders. ..where the hell does it say in the bible and man shall crack open a tall boy at 10:30 am....just wonduering.

[kat (1)]

Worried, but does it matter.

[kat (1)]

Chilled out..actually kinda.

[kat (1)]

Balance, normal. ..like I'm me...the me before all the hell started four years ago. Amazed and full of positive chi.

[kat (1)]

This clown don't get it. ..he wants to get high and stay low in life. ..let him. ..I been there done it, done. ..how does a person 43 not understand that? I almost let him fuck up my energy but nope. .fuck all that. I'm happy.

[TronRP]

Feeling exhausted yet content. I actually had fun today with everyone around and suffered no anxiety attacks...yay...

[WhiteLines]

Feel sore as heck. Shouldn't be back working yet.

[kat (1)]

Migraine. ..about to do some acupressure.

[kat (1)]

....on my pillow. ..

[Soulrev]

Feeling sick as fuck. Caught some sort of cold, started feeling sick Saturday.. Yesterday I had a fever, haven't been sleeping well, coughing up some nasty shit. Lungs hurting from coughing so much, left eye was stuck shut this morning. I'm dying.. It's ok. Lol :D

[kat (1)]

Holy shit. ...I just went crazy as fuck omg omg. ...

[kat (1)]

Shocked, disgusted.

[creatureofthenyte]

Just Ducky

[kat (1)]

I don't know for some reason I feel okay. At least better than yesterday, I kinda know what's happened now and what the process is.

Edited April 24, 2014 by kat