kat (1) Posted July 10, 2014 Report Share Posted July 10, 2014 Damn interview so much but nothing is materializing. I do not want to get used to midnight shift because when I do finally get something better it won't be midnight and my circadian don't like that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted July 10, 2014 Report Share Posted July 10, 2014 Physically wasted and I still have 3 walls to tear out and dispose of before Friday... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted July 10, 2014 Report Share Posted July 10, 2014 Feeling bad that I can't keep my end of a negotiation, but all the inconsistencies are breaking my budget... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anna Phylaxis Posted July 10, 2014 Report Share Posted July 10, 2014 Eight hours of skating so far this week. Two more hours tomorrow night with my own team. Over an hour at the gym, doing shoulders, triceps, core, & lats today. Going back for more, tomorrow. I feel amazing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted July 10, 2014 Report Share Posted July 10, 2014 I feel motivated to lose thirty lbs this the right way. .well no stimulants anyway. Cutting bad carbs from my diet day 1 so far did good. .no bread, no gluten. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jynxxxedangel Posted July 11, 2014 Report Share Posted July 11, 2014 (edited) Old and sore. >.< Ow, my back. Edited July 11, 2014 by jynxxxedangel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KatRN05 Posted July 11, 2014 Report Share Posted July 11, 2014 I'm posting my feelings here because I didn't want my friend to see them. I was just informed a couple hours ago that her cancer is advanced and has spread to her lungs and ovaries as well as other organs. Chemo at this point is the only option and it's only going to buy her a little more time but it will not be effective enough to treat all of the cancer. I've been crying on and off. This isn't fucking fair. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Slogo Posted July 11, 2014 Report Share Posted July 11, 2014 I'm posting my feelings here because I didn't want my friend to see them. I was just informed a couple hours ago that her cancer is advanced and has spread to her lungs and ovaries as well as other organs. Chemo at this point is the only option and it's only going to buy her a little more time but it will not be effective enough to treat all of the cancer. I've been crying on and off. This isn't fucking fair. Hugs I'm sorry Kat Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted July 11, 2014 Report Share Posted July 11, 2014 I'm posting my feelings here because I didn't want my friend to see them. I was just informed a couple hours ago that her cancer is advanced and has spread to her lungs and ovaries as well as other organs. Chemo at this point is the only option and it's only going to buy her a little more time but it will not be effective enough to treat all of the cancer. I've been crying on and off. This isn't fucking fair. hugs. I am sorry. My thoughts are with you guys. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KatRN05 Posted July 11, 2014 Report Share Posted July 11, 2014 Feeling kind of hopeful. I've been reading articles about stage 4 cancer and how people have been in remission after chemo and juicing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
creatureofthenyte Posted July 11, 2014 Report Share Posted July 11, 2014 I feel like I'm eating fish for dinner. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KatRN05 Posted July 12, 2014 Report Share Posted July 12, 2014 meh..can't stop thinking and worrying about my friend.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anna Phylaxis Posted July 12, 2014 Report Share Posted July 12, 2014 REALLY pissed off. There's a mixed league scrimmage happening in Shelby Twp, this evening. In the jr event, there are only 6 skaters rostered per team. Seven of them are mine. Anything less than 10 is unsafe. I don't know if any of these other jrs are skills tested. I don't know if this scrimmage is sanctioned or insured. I'm just livid that the host league would even allow this to happen. They're shady as fuck, to begin with. Always saying that they believe in safety, yet do the exact opposite of what they should be doing. I'm not surprised. But angry as hell. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EagleRose Posted July 12, 2014 Report Share Posted July 12, 2014 Like falling on my face. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted July 12, 2014 Report Share Posted July 12, 2014 Feeling the need for multiple meds and lots of food and energy drinks... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted July 12, 2014 Report Share Posted July 12, 2014 Feeling absolutely giddy, I got the garbage bin until Monday so I can do some extra tear out and Lowe's just extended another 18 month special finance offer from today until August...YES!!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trene4000 Posted July 12, 2014 Report Share Posted July 12, 2014 I wish I could help with your camera Trene For a long while I have been considering getting a dog to help with my anxiety issues. I am able to do a lot more if someone is with me for companionship so I was thinking a dog would help with that, plus would force me out of the house regularly. I had one visit overnight last month and it seemed to help as I expected though that particular dog wasn't suited for me; way too much energy for an apartment and too undisciplined for his size. Actually almost got me hit by a car. But I did get out of the house more in one day than I normally do in a month. I have another dog visiting this weekend. I am a bit anxious about this but at the same time excited. This has been a rough week. I just cancelled seeing the dog this weekend because now seeing the dog is stressing me out. I did none of the things I wanted to do this week and it is suddenly over. I wish I had someone to wrap their arms around me. Thank you for the sentiment. I really miss taking photographs. I know I'm late responding but I do wish the dog had worked out. They really are delightful little creatures. I can't give you a real hug but I hope a virtual one will do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Slogo Posted July 12, 2014 Report Share Posted July 12, 2014 For some reason the same surreal feeling from five years ago seems to have returned Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted July 13, 2014 Report Share Posted July 13, 2014 For some reason the same surreal feeling from five years ago seems to have returned you alright? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anna Phylaxis Posted July 13, 2014 Report Share Posted July 13, 2014 Tired. Watching my Daughter's team play in Wisconsin. Close game. She's not playing, due to a knee injury. Boo. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted July 13, 2014 Report Share Posted July 13, 2014 Feeling utterly exhausted, but happy that I finally got enough energy to sit up and eat. Marathon demolition project worked and I got the roll off 3/4 full. However, there is a good chance I've exceeded the 2.5 ton limit... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Slogo Posted July 13, 2014 Report Share Posted July 13, 2014 you alright? Tomorrow's the 5 year anniversary Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
creatureofthenyte Posted July 13, 2014 Report Share Posted July 13, 2014 Like I have stuff and things to do, and I should go do them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted July 13, 2014 Report Share Posted July 13, 2014 Feeling pain, so much muscular bodily pain...moving is a chore, but the new muscles that will develop from this is kinda worth the current feeling of wanting to vacate these physical bonds for an astral plain void of strain and visceral discomfort... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted July 13, 2014 Report Share Posted July 13, 2014 My fingers are so swollen, they look like fake plastic sausages from a kid's "play food" container. Takes a while just to make a post...but I'm a bit addicted Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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