How Are You Feeling?

[TronRP]

At last, I finally see progress working crazy hours...unfortunately, now my brain is working non-stop and I feel like I need a sedative...

[Anna Phylaxis]

Hangry. At least I managed to make my toes and fingers all pretty. Now, I must figure out how to eat without jacking them up.

[TronRP]

Feeling like I missed the point again. I focused on work to make life better for others and others are disgruntled because I focused on work.

I actually received a pep talk from my 12 year old niece just now informing me, "It's OK to take 3 days off to relax and have fun and then take care of busy the other 4 day then take the next 3 days off and just do it that way..."

Literally out of the mouth of babes...

[kat (1)]

Hot like I have a fever but chills too.

[Troy Spiral (13)]

Having Kat withdrawal.

[TronRP]

Feels like I can feel Fall just around the corner.

[Anna Phylaxis]

Like an ass. I was nowhere near being decently social, last night at Small's. Sorry about that, you guys...

[kat (1)]

Having Kat withdrawal.

Damn ♡ I don't think noone has ever had withdrawals from me. That's so sweet and interesting at the same time

.all jokes aside I really needed that right now, hon. I work at 10 am tomorrow.

If you have any free time would you like to drive around and squirt people with super soakers? Maybe or we could go walk some trails, or you could rub my feet. .lol

Kidding about my feet. .lol

[kat (1)]

I should have finished my marketing degree and followed my desire to work in advertising. ..I just stumbled on an idea after helping doing some ad postings for a friend.

Edited August 24, 2014 by kat

[kat (1)]

I wish I could sleep properly.

[kat (1)]

Like an ass. I was nowhere near being decently social, last night at Small's. Sorry about that, you guys...

Even though I didn't go Friday night and I've only met you once ( a couple years ago at Lordofsins, Slogo, and Ms. Hearts in Ferndale when you did her hawk, wasn't sure if you remember) well we sat there bullshiting and laughing nearly the whole time. I felt after meeting you, you were one of the realist, genuine, just a chill and honest person. Your a no bullshit person, you don't act fake. .I an finding these qualities in people harder and harder to find, those traits are cherishable. I'm sorry you feel socially awkward sometimes. Could be because your real and so many others seem to live a facade. Hugs Edited August 24, 2014 by kat

[Anna Phylaxis]

Even though I didn't go Friday night and I've only met you once ( a couple years ago at Lordofsins, Slogo, and Ms. Hearts in Ferndale when you did her hawk, wasn't sure if you remember) well we sat there bullshiting and laughing nearly the whole time. I felt after meeting you, you were one of the realist, genuine, just a chill and honest person. Your a no bullshit person, you don't act fake. .I an finding these qualities in people harder and harder to find, those traits are cherishable. I'm sorry you feel socially awkward sometimes. Could be because your real and so many others seem to live a facade. Hugs

<3 Thank you. That means a lot to me.

[torn asunder]

square one...

[Anna Phylaxis]

Stuffed. So. Freaking. Stuffed.

[TronRP]

Like an ass. I was nowhere near being decently social, last night at Small's. Sorry about that, you guys...

I was feeling like I wanted to go to meet others, but I wasn't sure if anyone could go, if it was just for specific members, then I over thought it and freaked out because I was afraid I would've posted about it...I self-sabotage too easily...

But I'm sure you shouldn't have to worry about something like feeling you were not being "decently social"...if these are your friends, good acquaintances, those who know you well, and the like, then I am sure being however you are feeling, at that time, is nothing to apologize for...but then again, that's just my opinion

[kat (1)]

<3 Thank you. That means a lot to me.

your welcome, hon and hugs.

[TronRP]

Oh no...migraine...

[kat (1)]

Sorrowful.

Life has gotten very different as of lately. Its chaotic and messy but quiet and calm in alot of ways. I like the calm. I desire more calm. I have realized too much that had initially been overwhelming but now I've come to accept what I cannot change, time has no rewind all I can do is not make further detrimental mistakes, don't fret over small things just let it go, dwelling will only slow you down or metaphorically paralyze you, it's not worth it. I've destroyed soo much. I pray I can fix all of it.

[torn asunder]

defeated, and yet..

feels like home.

[TronRP]

Sorrowful.

Life has gotten very different as of lately. Its chaotic and messy but quiet and calm in alot of ways. I like the calm. I desire more calm. I have realized too much that had initially been overwhelming but now I've come to accept what I cannot change, time has no rewind all I can do is not make further detrimental mistakes, don't fret over small things just let it go, dwelling will only slow you down or metaphorically paralyze you, it's not worth it. I've destroyed soo much. I pray I can fix all of it.

defeated, and yet..

feels like home.

Feels like I should get together with you guys to have a drink and try to figure out where the heck did stuff go wrong...

[creatureofthenyte]

Like I stink, and am in need of a shower.

[TronRP]

Feels like I fought the Storm and the Storm won...I fought the Storm and the Storm won...

[TronRP]

I'm feeling really dazed and confused today.

I wake up this morning to one person trying to find a place to move to for the winter because they feel I will not be able to finish their build before the snow flies. Which was followed by a talk from another person who was misinformed that I had discontinued work in another location because that build was being kept secret for surprise purposes. Only to have all that followed up 45 minutes later by Mother Nature flooding and ripping my little world apart (which is still sitting in shambles until the sun rises). Thus, causing me to almost catch cold with no warm place to retreat to because my house guest was keeping cool in my living/bedroom.

I know I've made a mess of things, but I refuse to lose my health while trying to fix it all...so I'll have to re-purpose some of the storage space as a sleeping quarters until I get everything back to normal.

Ganbarimasu!!!

[kat (1)]

I'm feeling really dazed and confused today.

I wake up this morning to one person trying to find a place to move to for the winter because they feel I will not be able to finish their build before the snow flies. Which was followed by a talk from another person who was misinformed that I had discontinued work in another location because that build was being kept secret for surprise purposes. Only to have all that followed up 45 minutes later by Mother Nature flooding and ripping my little world apart (which is still sitting in shambles until the sun rises). Thus, causing me to almost catch cold with no warm place to retreat to because my house guest was keeping cool in my living/bedroom.

I know I've made a mess of things, but I refuse to lose my health while trying to fix it all...so I'll have to re-purpose some of the storage space as a sleeping quarters until I get everything back to normal.

Ganbarimasu!!!

hugs I'm sorry.

[kat (1)]

Why do cooks in restaurants treat waitresses like shit and verbally abuse them? Fucking bastard and alot of these women don't have other career options. That's sad. These dickheads they hire the one in particular they know comes in drunk and he reminds me of a crackhead too

Not judging just saying. There are no ethics and no protection in the restaurant biz, SEIU needs to work on this issue.