How Are You Feeling?

[Michael8402]

Wait a second, The Pope had law enforcement of every flavor going on... Hmmm

Damn, I wish my brother could talk about what he is doing, I'm so curious

Also, Philadelphia was shut down so I have to wait for my check!! Oh well.

Hey, maybe I go to PA and see my brother while he's there and go to Reliance and get my money myself, I need to get away for a bit. Fuck it. Lol

If you do go to PA, make sure to swing through central PA.  More specifically State College PA.  Let me know if you do go and I will help you get in touch with my friends there and you can hang out with them and tell them I said hi. 

[kat (1)]

If you do go to PA, make sure to swing through central PA.  More specifically State College PA.  Let me know if you do go and I will help you get in touch with my friends there and you can hang out with them and tell them I said hi. 

I really wish I could get over that way even if I end up going to see him in VA (that's were he lives)

I am considering hopping on a bus or train and going that way before I go back to work. 

Edited September 29, 2015 by kat

[TronRP]

Feeling so blah at the moment. I had so much energy before that last dizzy spell hit this morning. I can't seem to stay hydrated enough for my head to heal. Time to take some drastic measures. 

[kat (1)]

Annoyed, my MRI, MRA, and EEG was supposed to be tomorrow but because of the fact that, even though I have health insurance I have to get all the accident related stuff approved by the auto insurance claim first because Idk its accident related so all these appointments are getting rescheduled until the insurance company confirms the billing, um wtf..I have to take care of all this, what are they doing? Also, I need chocolate like now!

[Anna Phylaxis]

Pretty flipping amazing.

[kat (1)]

Cramps from hell, one pain killer left damn doctor was supposed to see me today but rescheduled per his bitchy bitch receptionist who needs to take some anti -bitchpressants or something, she has the costumer service skills of a...idk but they are not present. Now I have to wait until next week to get my prescription which is ridiculous most doctors will at least make sure you have your medication when they do this. Muscle relaxers aren't touching these bad boys my body is like jellojello, though, but cramps are kicking my ass still.

[kat (1)]

I still feel like jello. I hate musle relaxers I hate cramps more though but I can't even get off the couch I'm all dizzy and my body feels weird.

[Class-Punk]

Eating fruits and vegetables on a daily basis is making me feel pretty good, I used to get gloomy spells but that's vanished.  I feel more energetic and level-headed.

[kat (1)]

I feel like the wind is whipping outside, its October the best month ever, my daughter will be 19 in a couple weeks though: ( That feels cray cray. Also, its hoodie season!!!!!!

[kat (1)]

I'm so disappointed, I may be biased but I feel like medical care has gone to hell. The quality of care is like pathetic as hell. They thought it was bad before, hmm.

I also am very worried. I have dealt with so much and never got high blood pressure, until this accident.. Why, why now? And why won't anyone address this with me all they do is say. Oh wow, that's high!!! No shit, thanks. Think you could give me the blood pressure meds I mentioned maybe, they also will treat my PTSD shit..don't ya think it be a good idea or no you don't care, . I don't want to be sick and messed up and sit around and just give in, I hate this.

Edited October 1, 2015 by kat

[kat (1)]

I haven't had a narcotic pain killer in a couple days and I'm actually doing ok, I took sudafed for pressure in my head and face and muscle relaxers, neither are addictive technically. Maybe I won't fill them at all this month..I can handle this better perhaps. I hate that my skull still has a hematoma and it feels weird when I touch it, my skin is obviously still discolored but it's at the hairline so I can hide it with the bangs. MRI and everything is again rescheduled hoping that this time it gets approved. I want to put the entire summer behind me.

[TronRP]

Feeling punchy and very exhausted, but very happy that everyone was at the HomeHouse yesterday and friends had visited during the day that ended with a massive pizza party. I am thankful that our mother's final memories were filled with the sounds of merriment. That, I can live with. 

[kat (1)]

Feeling punchy and very exhausted, but very happy that everyone was at the HomeHouse yesterday and friends had visited during the day that ended with a massive pizza party. I am thankful that our mother's final memories were filled with the sounds of merriment. That, I can live with. 

[kat (1)]

Feeling alot after yesterday also,  thinking about life and what actually matters. I don't want to live in the past anymore, that is ruining my future. I have to let all my Bullshit go. Inspiring, uplifting words from friends and a couple random people as of lately have made me get to a point where I am ready to see in myself what others have. I have a choice to make about my path and I have to do it now.

[kat (1)]

I feel like I would like to just keep my fb permenately deactivated. 

[kat (1)]

I feel glorious!!!

[TronRP]

Feeling like I've gotten a lot accomplished in the last 24 hours. Medical supply picked up the hospital equipment yesterday. I managed to get the house back to some form or normality before having my presence requested at the funeral home. We got back to the house in time to meet the pastor and neighbors. I got the banking handled and last minute bills paid, picked up dinner for everyone and washed some clothes. Got the kids off to school this morning and now it's time to wrap up paperwork with the caseworker. 

[kat (1)]

I have decided that my long cycle of insanity ends now. I will not let loneliness blind me anymore. I will not be the girl who gives all of herself to anyone who gives the bare minimum back. I know that I am worth a hell of a lot more than what I have been given. Not every man or person has to see it, I don't have to prove anything to anyone because the one person who will be right for me in the end will find me and will see all the best in me, regardless of my faults, they will understand that we all have our past and that person will accept me as I am as I will them. That doesn't require desperate measures on anyone's end...until than I will be OK with what my present situation is. Logic has to be balanced with emotion, no longer will I base my decisions on pure emotion like every decision I have made in my life..emotions fuck up your life if not properly balanced.

Edited October 7, 2015 by kat

[kat (1)]

Yawn

[kat (1)]

I hate this. 

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel like I'm going to put my phone down, & go to sleep.

[kat (1)]

My breath stopped for a half second as I was slowly scrolling up the postings and saw a swollen jawline accompanied by blood streaks. Then I recognized the photo on the left (you've always resembled Drew Barrymore in my opinion). 

The whole situations feels like an oxymoron. Good to have a definite answer regarding one medical issue, but tragically at the cost of another.

The good thing is time heals all wounds and, the pain, this too shall pass.

I have been racking my brain trying to figure out how I had two false tests and I have heard of this type of cyst before, they are weird in that they make your body think you are pg.

http://www.livestrong.com/article/120785-medical-conditions-cause-false-positive/#page=2

 

[TronRP]

I have been racking my brain trying to figure out how I had two false tests and I have heard of this type of cyst before, they are weird in that they make your body think you are pg.

http://www.livestrong.com/article/120785-medical-conditions-cause-false-positive/#page=2

 

I am familiar with this type of situation due to genetics, interestingly enough. I have encountered the Choriocarcinoma and Ovarian Cysts types of instances with friends and family.

[kat (1)]

I feel like I can't sleep.

[kat (1)]

I feel like I tore my calf muscle. I went to play disc golf with someone Saturday, a game I knew nothing about and the next day my entire body was sore, which is great good exercise, however earlier tonight I was carrying laundry downstairs and I hear a "snap" in my calf and now it hurts pretty bad and I have been limping around unable to keep my leg straight. Hopefully I can keep it elavated tonight and it goes away. 

Edited October 15, 2015 by kat