How Are You Feeling?

[phee]

Slightly ninja

[creatureofthenyte]

Like it doesn't matter how I'm feeling.

[phee]

9 hours ago, creatureofthenyte said:

Like it doesn't matter how I'm feeling.

This.... 

[kat (1)]

 to you guys. 

Do you guys like kittens too?

[kat (1)]

I feel like I spent 18 dollars and like 3 cents today at the beauty supply and am pretty happy with the results. Also, I found ten dollars just laying by my car in the parking lot at the shopping center, normally I'd give money to a person like if I clearly see someone drop it or something like that but this was just laying on the ground kinda in a little puddle. Lol, it's dry now. So I really spent like 8 dollar's. Actually, I'm going to give it to the next homeless person I see or I could just keep it in case I am homeless again. Or I could shut up now.

Edited April 11, 2016 by kat

[kat (1)]

I feel like I went to bed at a reasonable time yet I'm awake. I hope this don't interfere with tonight's sleep study. I don't know if I should continue to attempt to go back to bed or go grocery shopping.. I've went at this time before. No one in the store, I'm in and out quick! Hmm.

Edited April 12, 2016 by kat

[DJ Nihil]

Mental Health is probably the worst it has ever been. Job isn't doing me any favors and I have not been successful in trying to find other work. People just aren't worth the flesh they have and life is just one gigantic pain in the ass.

[kat (1)]

 I knew it wasn't sleep apnea! The sleep tech said did the ent even go over the results with you? She said, do you want to be on a machine for the rest of you're life or do you want to see the actual sleep specialist himself and get treatment for narcolepsy? I obviously choose what made sense. I mean narcolepsy is a bitch but I didn't choose it I was a kid when it started. I am kinda used to fighting imaginary forces holding me down upon waking and covering my nose and mouth shut, waking up with sore arm muscles sometimes from feeling like I'm swinging on someone or something, I don't need a Vader mask on top of it, damn it that's a whole nother sci fi flick!

Edited April 13, 2016 by kat

[kat (1)]

Happy as hell because I don't have stupid sleep apnea! Now, I will get to see Oz himself and finally someone will get it right after 22 years!

Edited April 13, 2016 by kat
I mean 27 years. I forget I'm 37:( damn.

[RosyBlue]

Like all the pollen outside is trying to rape my nose.

[Illuminatrix]

Feeling more neutral, but I had a very bad day today.

[Troy Spiral (13)]

37 minutes ago, Illuminatrix said:

Feeling more neutral, but I had a very bad day today.

Sorry to hear.  Glad your a little more neutral.  Emotionally  my day sucked, but if I look at it objectively , nothing "bad" happened today, today was more of a "fear of the future" day.   If you need to vent feel free to PM me or contact me one of the 50 different ways.   (all my contact info in my profile)  Same for anyone, just please don't get mad if it takes me awhile to respond, I have my "spells" and also am busy sometimes. 

Hope tomorrow is better!

[Troy Spiral (13)]

5 hours ago, kat said:

 I knew it wasn't sleep apnea! The sleep tech said did the ent even go over the results with you? She said, do you want to be on a machine for the rest of you're life or do you want to see the actual sleep specialist himself and get treatment for narcolepsy? I obviously choose what made sense. I mean narcolepsy is a bitch but I didn't choose it I was a kid when it started. I am kinda used to fighting imaginary forces holding me down upon waking and covering my nose and mouth shut, waking up with sore arm muscles sometimes from feeling like I'm swinging on someone or something, I don't need a Vader mask on top of it, damn it that's a whole nother sci fi flick!

Its good to know your more "in the know" about it.  Just being able to name a problem correctly seems to be helpful.  Sorry you go through that.   I have another friend that has similar problems.   I don't have that  problem thank goodness.  (I do have almost nightly nightmares and a HELL of a time sleeping but its different).    I hope things get better.  It will probably take a good long while.

I know its wrong but part of the second half of that explanation sounded kinda hot.   Ok i'm going to hell , it's official.  

 

Also... git to the red apple!   People keep bugging ME to bug YOU to go.  lol

[Illuminatrix]

50 minutes ago, Troy Spiral said:

Sorry to hear.  Glad your a little more neutral.  Emotionally  my day sucked, but if I look at it objectively , nothing "bad" happened today, today was more of a "fear of the future" day.   If you need to vent feel free to PM me or contact me one of the 50 different ways.   (all my contact info in my profile)  Same for anyone, just please don't get mad if it takes me awhile to respond, I have my "spells" and also am busy sometimes. 

Hope tomorrow is better!

Thank you for the offer. In short, I'm having various family issues which extends from stupidity, to health problems, to financial concerns. Today was a very special case of temporarily hating my life. But! I'm hoping tomorrow will be better too. :] Gotta have hope. 

[kat (1)]

10 hours ago, Troy Spiral said:

Its good to know your more "in the know" about it.  Just being able to name a problem correctly seems to be helpful.  Sorry you go through that.   I have another friend that has similar problems.   I don't have that  problem thank goodness.  (I do have almost nightly nightmares and a HELL of a time sleeping but its different).    I hope things get better.  It will probably take a good long while.

I know its wrong but part of the second half of that explanation sounded kinda hot.   Ok i'm going to hell , it's official.  

 

Also... git to the red apple!   People keep bugging ME to bug YOU to go.  lol

I think I can... I think I can!

Sometimes I feel like I have been there and back a few times. Lol

I do love the suit, BTW.

Edited April 13, 2016 by kat
Felt like taking out the sarcastic comment about the afterlife because Jesus.

[kat (1)]

I feel kinda sad.

[phee]

I am a diabetic narwhal 

[TronRP]

I am feeling absolutely livid. I cannot believe my nephew put the beat down on a little 3ird grader while riding home on the school bus this afternoon. The little kid was hiding down in the seat and could not even get away from him. My niece, who is much older, witnessed this, but did nothing to stop her own brother. After everything we have been through, giving them a stable home, giving them a better chance at life, trying to keep them out of the system, I went verbally ballistic on them. Because I am a court appointed guardian, I cannot afford to have the kids show any signs of child abuse, but this will not go unpunished! They have been raised better than that! How dare he take his feelings out on someone like that! We talk about everything all the time around here and there was absolutely NOTHING so bad that you would have to resort to this type of violence because the child was smaller than you. 

[sekhmet2002]

Tired, very tired.

[kat (1)]

I'm very disappointed. Smh

[Illuminatrix]

Irked that I can't shake these negative feelings and self inflicted put downs about myself lately, over things I know I can't control. I need to get back to being an apathetically casual, optimistic little ball of blue sunshine. 

Edited April 14, 2016 by Illuminatrix

[creatureofthenyte]

Like I momentarily took a step backward, but, with a few keyboard taps, quickly alleviated that.

[kat (1)]

Again, disappointed in my self for this weight gain. I tried to go play hit the ball with a tennis racket against the wall thingy cause who the hell else do I have to play with and I suck on a level only I can get on! Anyhow, I fucking pulled my calf muscle or something within 5 minutes but did I stop? Noooo, because they say push yourself, push through the pain so I did and about 5 minutes later.. I threw my back out. Did I leave the gym than? Ohhh no, no way cause fat ass Herr is so determined that I just jumped on my machine's til I realized I was going to cry. Came home, took a shower drove my daughter to work, walked back up the stairs to my apartment and shit got real...real quick, I couldn't stand up, but I couldn't bend down either, so I was like hunched over crying with pain shooting through my back to my abdomen and all the way down my hips, thighs, legs to my tip toe's! I been laying here in a weird fetalish position trying not to cry. Omg fuck you Nike, you just do it, muthafucker!

[TronRP]

Feeling focused enough to do some more tedious work on calculations. 

[phee]

I really really want to travel... but will never (ever?) have the means to do so. (In the foreseeable future)