How Are You Feeling?

[kat (1)]

I was just about to ask how this was working...didn't know if you were still doing social...they must have some really flexible hours.

Must admit, however, I kind of miss my days as a teacher and tutor, but as a full time home care provider, I stay pretty busy.

It is great to hear your are enjoying the experience. Will this be long term for you?

the substitute job goal is to get me endorsed in order to become a full time, teacher with a regularly assigned class and certification. I can sub pretty much every day I just call in and tell the agency I am available. As far as my social work job goes, I work contract. I set my schedule, no office unless I need to pick up referrals or turn in paperwork and payroll on Friday's. The problem is, the program is for pregnant women or those with infants and it's voluntary so getting partipation from these girls is rare and frustrating. I just got the entire Monroe area though so hopefully my luck changes. We even outreach places pregnant woman frequent, wic, dhs offices, etc...It's a unique program through the state. I have yet to get anyone to meet:(

[TronRP]

...I have yet to get anyone to meet:(

Do you mean people for you to meet or for the program participants to meet up with each other...and yes, that is a very unique sounding program if I understand you correctly...

[kat (1)]

It's the clients. They don't want to be bothered. .to them we rep the government. Lol

[TronRP]

Poor clients, someone messed them up the wrong way...their mistrust has been misdirected...

...funny though, when I used to tutor at the community college, I had a student that informed me that all the programs were a way for the government to keep track of you...it's was all a conspiracy...that blew my mind because I had only heard of such ways of talking in movies at that time...lol

[kat (1)]

Silly boy, you can't hurt a sadist. We can play masochist and pretend it hurts but it won't. Pain is pleasure and your pain is hilarious. Lmao just kidding but it would be funny in a twisted way if said to a person sick enough to get it.

[TronRP]

Silly boy, you can't hurt a sadist. We can play masochist and pretend it hurts but it won't. Pain is pleasure and your pain is hilarious. Lmao just kidding but it would be funny in a twisted way if said to a person sick enough to get it.

...wait...I get it...does that mean I'm sick enough...

[TronRP]

After doing a 3-month self-test of a theory, feeling rather happy that I finally confirmed that I have an allergic reaction to table sugar

[TronRP]

Current Feeling: Optimistic

[Troy Spiral (13)]

Worn out. This blood clot thing in my leg / lungs which (supposedly) is getting better since i got back from the hospital, makes it mildly hard to breath (and sleep whats that?) which is sort of a wet blanket on top of all my other things im trying to move on from.

[TronRP]

Worn out. This blood clot thing in my leg / lungs which (supposedly) is getting better since i got back from the hospital, makes it mildly hard to breath (and sleep whats that?) which is sort of a wet blanket on top of all my other things im trying to move on from.

Blood Clot!!?!! Isn't that dangerous? Here's to hoping it does get better...

[kat (1)]

Worn out. This blood clot thing in my leg / lungs which (supposedly) is getting better since i got back from the hospital, makes it mildly hard to breath (and sleep whats that?) which is sort of a wet blanket on top of all my other things im trying to move on from.

hugs. Are you okay?

[TronRP]

...feels like I got beat up in my sleep...I want a do over...

[EagleRose]

Lost. I couldn't find a picture I took. I think it was one I lost. It is very hard for me to trust technology anymore.

[TronRP]

Feel the need to go jogging

[TronRP]

Feeling groggy...between sleep and awake...but can't go back to sleep

[kat (1)]

I hate him truly. I'll take Angel andlive iin

My car

[TronRP]

I hate him truly. I'll take Angel andlive iin

My car

Are you OK?

[kat (1)]

Are you OK?

I don't know what's going to happen to me and Angel. I don't know....I'm so pissed at my mother abd brother muchin off me but nowhere to be found when I need them. What kind of man throws up the fact he bought your children McDonalds? Who does that especially when I didn't ask him too. That's just an example of his attitude. That is hurtful throwing thing's in my face especially about my kids.

[TronRP]

I don't know what's going to happen to me and Angel. I don't know....I'm so pissed at my mother abd brother muchin off me but nowhere to be found when I need them. What kind of man throws up the fact he bought your children McDonalds? Who does that especially when I didn't ask him too. That's just an example of his attitude. That is hurtful throwing thing's in my face especially about my kids.

It sounds as though he is being petty about something. He has the wrong attitude about giving but seems to have not problem with receiving

[kat (1)]

I feel sick to my stomach. He talks randomly about his ex wife and than has been making the little cracks at my weight and now blurts out " before I met my wife I was dating a girl that looked like Cameron Diaz, but I blew her off. ..look where it got me....or something to that effect. ...I know I'm fucking fat and ugly and a bitch and he makes me wish I was dead. It would beat being here.

[TronRP]

I feel sick to my stomach. He talks randomly about his ex wife and than has been making the little cracks at my weight and now blurts out " before I met my wife I was dating a girl that looked like Cameron Diaz, but I blew her off. ..look where it got me....or something to that effect. ...I know I'm fucking fat and ugly and a bitch and he makes me wish I was dead. It would beat being here.

...Being in a women's shelter would beat being there...never give them the satisfaction of feeling they have defeated you...and remember you've got to be strong for the little ones. "...Mother is the name for GOD on the lips and hearts of all children..."

[Troy Spiral (13)]

Blood Clot!!?!! Isn't that dangerous? Here's to hoping it does get better...

hugs. Are you okay?

Yeah theoretically they "break off" and go into your heart or you brain and boom. But I'm on meds for it and they are supposed to (slowly) dissolve. Takes like 6 months. Was in the hospital for about 4 days, durring which time they informed me i also have diabetes. Both the blood clots and the diabetes are brought on (indirectly) from the depression, basicly you get lazy , you get out of shape, and you can get one of a zillion different problems, i won the Diabetes and Blood clot prizes. (Both of which theoretically are early enough to fix) Hopefully...

[Troy Spiral (13)]

I feel sick to my stomach. He talks randomly about his ex wife and than has been making the little cracks at my weight and now blurts out " before I met my wife I was dating a girl that looked like Cameron Diaz, but I blew her off. ..look where it got me....or something to that effect. ...I know I'm fucking fat and ugly and a bitch and he makes me wish I was dead. It would beat being here.

*huuuuuuuugs*

The assholes seem to be in full effect lately. :(

[TronRP]

Yeah theoretically they "break off" and go into your heart or you brain and boom. But I'm on meds for it and they are supposed to (slowly) dissolve. Takes like 6 months. Was in the hospital for about 4 days, durring which time they informed me i also have diabetes. Both the blood clots and the diabetes are brought on (indirectly) from the depression, basicly you get lazy , you get out of shape, and you can get one of a zillion different problems, i won the Diabetes and Blood clot prizes. (Both of which theoretically are early enough to fix) Hopefully...

Wow...that is still some major league scary stuff...I guess we'll have to postpone that picnic for a while...

[kat (1)]

*huuuuuuuugs*The assholes seem to be in full effect lately. :(

he's mental. I don't care if I'm not being PC. I know he's a sociopath. ..its a known thing people who go into helping professions attract sociopaths. He's now going on a crying Facebook rampage leaving a status to his kids who are all under 7 and will never see the messag about wanting to see him and how he misses them but he can't see them. His ex has two PPOs on him the one, I just found out she claimed he held her against the wall with a knife to her throat. He got served two separate times yesterday for causing car accidents.