How Are You Feeling?

[Trene4000]

Like an over boiled sausage.  The heat has had me weak, exhausted, unable to sleep and slow in movement & comprehension.

[kat (1)]

Something pretty interesting happened today. Very, very interesting. I was in this gas station on the way to work and the man behind the counter, and I was in a hurry not thinking of anything but he looks up at me and our eyes like locked, and it was kind of a spiritual moment. He just like was fixated on my eyes and I'm stuck in this like time warp, and he was like where did you come from, why have I never seen you, and he asked my name and shook my hand and told me his and when I shook his hand I felt  energy, strong vibrational frequency or something but it was quite interesting. So he has been texting me,. I thought, ok, just see what he is talking about and he mentions the feeling of when he shook my hand and my eyes and smile and he said were do you get all the energy? I thought he meant because I was caffeine induced and made a joke and he said, no, not that... you're eyes, you're smile, is so fresh. 

I know what it meant. I always see the beauty and the answers are there if you are in alignment. 

This was a wonderful experience today.

[Troy Spiral (13)]

1 minute ago, kat said:

Something pretty interesting happened today. Very, very interesting. I was in this gas station on the way to work and the man behind the counter, and I was in a hurry not thinking of anything but he looks up at me and our eyes like locked, and it was kind of a spiritual moment. He just like was fixated on my eyes and I'm stuck in this like time warp, and he was like where did you come from, why have I never seen you, and he asked my name and shook my hand and told me his and when I shook his hand I felt  energy, strong vibrational frequency or something but it was quite interesting. So he has been texting me,. I thought, ok, just see what he is talking about and he mentions the feeling of when he shook my hand and my eyes and smile and he said were do you get all the energy? I thought he meant because I was caffeine induced and made a joke and he said, no, not that... you're eyes, you're smile, is so fresh. 

I know what it meant. I always see the beauty and the answers are there if you are in alignment. 

This was a wonderful experience today.

Thats beautiful hon!  Honestly.  

 

... wait though... Ima kill this fuckwad if it turns out to be another douchebag in the long line of douchebags.  *gets out anti-douche gear*  (I've been saving up for my ADGC  (Anti Douche Gear Certification) 

[TronRP]

5 minutes ago, kat said:

Something pretty interesting happened today. Very, very interesting. I was in this gas station on the way to work and the man behind the counter, and I was in a hurry not thinking of anything but he looks up at me and our eyes like locked, and it was kind of a spiritual moment. He just like was fixated on my eyes and I'm stuck in this like time warp, and he was like where did you come from, why have I never seen you, and he asked my name and shook my hand and told me his and when I shook his hand I felt  energy, strong vibrational frequency or something but it was quite interesting. So he has been texting me,. I thought, ok, just see what he is talking about and he mentions the feeling of when he shook my hand and my eyes and smile and he said were do you get all the energy? I thought he meant because I was caffeine induced and made a joke and he said, no, not that... you're eyes, you're smile, is so fresh. 

I know what it meant. I always see the beauty and the answers are there if you are in alignment. 

This was a wonderful experience today.

See, you have beautiful energy that draws people to you. You just have to be guarded against the ones who want to take advantage of that fact. 

[kat (1)]

8 minutes ago, TronRP said:

See, you have beautiful energy that draws people to you. You just have to be guarded against the ones who want to take advantage of that fact. 

 

11 minutes ago, Troy Spiral said:

Thats beautiful hon!  Honestly.  

 

... wait though... Ima kill this fuckwad if it turns out to be another douchebag in the long line of douchebags.  *gets out anti-douche gear*  (I've been saving up for my ADGC  (Anti Douche Gear Certification) 

Edited July 7, 2016 by kat
I love you guys. I don't think it was a thing like ya know, I think it was one of the people you meet to show you that you are on the right path spiritually...per se😉 I did some chakra meditations last night, my heart chakra..see why I'm like...wow!

[kat (1)]

Well, I have been falling asleep to this and some other things, last night I had used headphones and had a whole playlist all night and it started here

 

 

[TronRP]

 

9 minutes ago, kat said:

 

 

15 minutes ago, Troy Spiral said:

Thats beautiful hon!  Honestly.  

 

... wait though... Ima kill this fuckwad if it turns out to be another douchebag in the long line of douchebags.  *gets out anti-douche gear*  (I've been saving up for my ADGC  (Anti Douche Gear Certification) 

Hold up there skippy, she did say he only texted her. I'm assuming no addresses have been exchanged...then we will have to mobilize the A.D.Squad...

[kat (1)]

10 minutes ago, TronRP said:

 

 

Hold up there skippy, she did say he only texted her. I'm assuming no addresses have been exchanged...then we will have to mobilize the A.D.Squad...

Lol.  My hero's<3

Edited July 7, 2016 by kat

[TronRP]

Wow, I have not been feeling well since Tuesday. Hopefully, some fresh air will do me some good.

[Michael8402]

Had a nice chill day today so I am feeling alright.  Won't be much longer until I am heading back to Michigan.

[creatureofthenyte]

Weird

[TronRP]

I feel like throwing everything out and starting from scratch around here. 

[creatureofthenyte]

Tired.. So very tired

[TronRP]

At Last I Can MOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Been sick all day...dehydration ain't no joke!

[★Pet®Ⓐ★]

Pretty shitty. I wish I was somewhere else. 

[Trene4000]

So confused. My brain looks normal, meaning fluids are in the right place, no deformation, no tumors or stroke signs, and yet... it does not function properly. What the heck! 

Now it seems I might have ADD as well as it not functioning correctly. After thirteen years you would think SOMETHING had gotten better or stabilized at the least. 

Maybe it has and I'm just annoyed because of the injections I received today and the ADD thing. 

[TronRP]

8 hours ago, Trene4000 said:

So confused. My brain looks normal, meaning fluids are in the right place, no deformation, no tumors or stroke signs, and yet... it does not function properly. What the heck! 

Now it seems I might have ADD as well as it not functioning correctly. After thirteen years you would think SOMETHING had gotten better or stabilized at the least. 

Maybe it has and I'm just annoyed because of the injections I received today and the ADD thing. 

[TronRP]

Starting to feel like I'm caught in a "catch 22" type situation regarding projects vs. resources needing resources to finish projects.

[Trene4000]

Tired of doctors telling me to get used to having some pain and not relying on the medications to take away all the pain. I have been doing that for years. The meds don't take away all of the pain.

However, yanking me off cold turkey is cruel and insensitive then wondering why I'm suffering so horribly a week later is rather stupid. I no longer go to that doctor.

[Trene4000]

Like crawling back into bed and not moving for a week. My joints, muscles, and ribcage hurt. I feel like I just fell down the stairs again. 

[Trene4000]

Hollow. Empty words are useless.

[phee]

Rusted Shut

[TronRP]

I've been working so much, feels like I feel off the face of the planet for about 24 hours...

[TronRP]

On 7/12/2016 at 11:43 AM, Trene4000 said:

Tired of doctors telling me to get used to having some pain and not relying on the medications to take away all the pain. I have been doing that for years. The meds don't take away all of the pain.

However, yanking me off cold turkey is cruel and insensitive then wondering why I'm suffering so horribly a week later is rather stupid. I no longer go to that doctor.

With all the trauma your body has been through and the low dosage of generic medications they have you on, I keep wondering why and how they think you are ever completely out of pain. 

[kat (1)]

Can I go home and go back to bed?