kat (1) Posted April 21, 2018 Report Share Posted April 21, 2018 I feel like I don't get to spend enough time with my son. When he's not at school he's either working or taking guitar lessons. I feel like I have to have an appointment:( My kids are amazing, nonetheless. Kinda wish I could turn time back somehow though and not make all of the mistakes I have but I suppose I did something right. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Draco1958 Posted April 21, 2018 Report Share Posted April 21, 2018 On 4/19/2018 at 7:01 PM, kat said: Deal! You know certain pain feels awesome like when you work out really hard and you're muscles are all ripping but, headaches not so much. Ummm, yeah, you could say that. kat 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted April 21, 2018 Report Share Posted April 21, 2018 13 minutes ago, Draco1958 said: Ummm, yeah, you could say that. Lol! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted April 21, 2018 Report Share Posted April 21, 2018 On 4/19/2018 at 6:05 PM, Draco1958 said: WHAT?????????????????????????? You're BLACK???? I was feeling punchy until I read that Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zurgous Posted April 21, 2018 Report Share Posted April 21, 2018 I believe that it is time that I gave you your stuff back. Please respond so that we can start making arrangements. Thanks 20 hours ago, kat said: I feel like I don't get to spend enough time with my son. When he's not at school he's either working or taking guitar lessons. I feel like I have to have an appointment:( My kids are amazing, nonetheless. Kinda wish I could turn time back somehow though and not make all of the mistakes I have but I suppose I did something right. I believe that it is time that I gave you your stuff back. Please respond so that we can start making arrangements. Thanks Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sekhmet2002 Posted April 22, 2018 Report Share Posted April 22, 2018 Tired. Just got home from Uber driving. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted April 23, 2018 Report Share Posted April 23, 2018 I don't know why I keep feeling like I'm supposed to sacrifice everything that I consider to be fun just to make sure I am being responsible by taking care of all the things I'm responsible for. Feels like my thought process is flawed... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
firekitten15 Posted April 28, 2018 Report Share Posted April 28, 2018 ...i don't know anymore Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Troy Spiral (13) Posted May 3, 2018 Author Report Share Posted May 3, 2018 Seriously need to get this sleep crap under control. I'm so tired, not my normal tired. I'm having a really hard time just thinking straight and I'm way overreacting to things. I'm doing everything I can, its just not really working. I know it would be worse otherwise though. Had another sleep study hopefully they hurry up and get me the stupid sleep machine reasonably fast. (Took them 2 months last time, which was years ago, the problem wasn't as bad then as it is now, and it went away after I lost weight (which I am also working on). Feel so useless rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted May 3, 2018 Report Share Posted May 3, 2018 I forgot how good it felt to be able to walk through my house without walking sideways or on tiptoe. Even though I have only cleared up a fraction of the clutter, I was able to sweep my floor. This has worked wonders on my relaxation level...I feel like I can breathe now. 🧘♀️🏡 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted May 3, 2018 Report Share Posted May 3, 2018 Sad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
creatureofthenyte Posted May 4, 2018 Report Share Posted May 4, 2018 Pooped. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zurgous Posted May 4, 2018 Report Share Posted May 4, 2018 3 hours ago, kat said: Sad. You don't want ANY of your stuff back? Not even clothes? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Draco1958 Posted May 4, 2018 Report Share Posted May 4, 2018 Nervous, not sure what to expect this weekend. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted May 5, 2018 Report Share Posted May 5, 2018 Happy to be back online. We experience an 8 hour power outage here. They have everything back on now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted May 6, 2018 Report Share Posted May 6, 2018 Although we had a rocky start to the afternoon, I'm feeling surprisingly zen... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sekhmet2002 Posted May 7, 2018 Report Share Posted May 7, 2018 I'm realizing all over again what Fibro feels like. Ugh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
creatureofthenyte Posted May 7, 2018 Report Share Posted May 7, 2018 Eh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted May 8, 2018 Report Share Posted May 8, 2018 I can't believe how much pain I'm in right now. I forgot how taxing yard work is, but I've been so used to doing it for so long I forgot to take it easy the first time out, then work my way up to longer hours. I just did 9 hours straight my first time out. I feel like a dunderhead... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Troy Spiral (13) Posted May 9, 2018 Author Report Share Posted May 9, 2018 I cannot seem to fucking relax. It's so bad it converts into physical health problems that at that point I have almost no control over at all. I can't live like this perpetually. It's so asinine I know 30 different things to do about it and it just keeps happening. Then I go hide out to try and calm down then I'm just freaking out and alone and depressed. Start all over again. The no sleep isn't helping. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted May 9, 2018 Report Share Posted May 9, 2018 Extremely excited! I was just offered an amazing opportunity to run this alternative project for treating depression. It's called TMS, it's Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation. The program is waiting for credentialing and I'll be trained to coordinate and facilitate the procedure. I have said for a long time that I was going to be apart of a new approach and possibly cures for mental health issues and here I found this opportunity that fits my exact goal. It's amazing to me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted May 10, 2018 Report Share Posted May 10, 2018 Feels like I'm getting gut punched by everything I eat... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TronRP Posted May 10, 2018 Report Share Posted May 10, 2018 I feel bad that I was so out of it this morning that I missed sending the kids off to school. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kat (1) Posted May 11, 2018 Report Share Posted May 11, 2018 Annoyed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
creatureofthenyte Posted May 11, 2018 Report Share Posted May 11, 2018 Tired Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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