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Thankful to my family (you guys on here) and strong also buzzed:-)

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Feeling positive about things for once,I'm glad I found you all.

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Pensive, I suppose. The last few days have been really wonderful, and they have given me a lot of time to think. I am just sort of going through everything in my head, wishing that I was already leaving ... heh.

Things feel good, things feel right, but then again ... is this what it is suppose to be? I am being way to .... harsh on myself at this point in time?

I am feeling self reflective, I have went over and over the recordings of the last 3 months (thanks Cix :happy:) and seem to find a common element - at least I seem to anyway. One can NEVER remain objective when it comes to matters of the heart ... and though it may feel self sacrificing it is also in my own self interest - which is kind of fucking frightening *thinks* To think of all I have ever wanted ... all that I will ever be ... all that I have wanted to say ... and mean.

I am rambling, its time for bed. :yes

I hope tomorrow will be as wonderful as today was. :happy:

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NOT ME.

I got jarred awake not once, but TWICE, by the loudest cracks of thunder. Not good for my PTSD. Both times, I took it for close range gunshots. I don't like hitting the deck out of a dead sleep.

Not to mention, I had weird dreams all night long.

I feel drained, and incoherent.

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A little hesitant to go to the doctor... I know I am going to end up getting a line on MYSELF. No one can ever find my veins ... *sigh*. Other then that, I am really good :happy:

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i'm feeling utterly defeated - heard the storm last night, thought nothing of it. woke up this morning, got ready for work, and as i was leaving thru the basement, what did i find there? 6-8" of water, *in my basement*.

i looked outside, and my entire driveway, and around the back of my house, was underwater, too! water in the garage as well, so first thing i did was call into work, then go to lowe's to buy a sump pump. it's been running for well over an hour, and the water might be down an inch or two.

and we're supposed to get more storms tonight, and maybe tomorrow!? FUCK ME!! and this isn't just from heavy rains alone - the pond i'm on is at the highest i've ever seen, and the water in my basement is actually the water table!!! it may very well stay flooded for the entire summer, for all i know...

i don't even want to try & salvage shit, i just want to trash it all. i don't even know if i'll be able to go out of town this weekend like i'd planned, and that really frustrates me.

right now, i feel like i hate life.

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i'm feeling utterly defeated - heard the storm last night, thought nothing of it. woke up this morning, got ready for work, and as i was leaving thru the basement, what did i find there? 6-8" of water, *in my basement*.

i looked outside, and my entire driveway, and around the back of my house, was underwater, too! water in the garage as well, so first thing i did was call into work, then go to lowe's to buy a sump pump. it's been running for well over an hour, and the water might be down an inch or two.

and we're supposed to get more storms tonight, and maybe tomorrow!? FUCK ME!! and this isn't just from heavy rains alone - the pond i'm on is at the highest i've ever seen, and the water in my basement is actually the water table!!! it may very well stay flooded for the entire summer, for all i know...

i don't even want to try & salvage shit, i just want to trash it all. i don't even know if i'll be able to go out of town this weekend like i'd planned, and that really frustrates me.

right now, i feel like i hate life.

Someone needs vodka

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i'm feeling utterly defeated - heard the storm last night, thought nothing of it. woke up this morning, got ready for work, and as i was leaving thru the basement, what did i find there? 6-8" of water, *in my basement*.

i looked outside, and my entire driveway, and around the back of my house, was underwater, too! water in the garage as well, so first thing i did was call into work, then go to lowe's to buy a sump pump. it's been running for well over an hour, and the water might be down an inch or two.

and we're supposed to get more storms tonight, and maybe tomorrow!? FUCK ME!! and this isn't just from heavy rains alone - the pond i'm on is at the highest i've ever seen, and the water in my basement is actually the water table!!! it may very well stay flooded for the entire summer, for all i know...

i don't even want to try & salvage shit, i just want to trash it all. i don't even know if i'll be able to go out of town this weekend like i'd planned, and that really frustrates me.

right now, i feel like i hate life.

:X I feel your pain, Sir...I had the same thing happen several times...once..my room was the basement....once..the WHOLE apartment was in the basement...every time I lost some shit I thought was groovy...I think I will buy a house on a hill if/when I ever get the chance to buy me own house.

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wheni bought this place, the water level was literally 4-5 FEET lower than it is right now. when the water started getting a bit higher, i asked my insurance agent about flood insurance, he said i don't need it, i'm not in a flood zone.

i'm at work now, the pump has been running since maybe 10:30, and when i left, the water was no lower than when i started. i think the pupm's too small, which means i now get to go buy *another* pump, and hope it can keep up, when i get out of work.

wtf am i supposed to do when it rains again tonight, and tomorrow? seriously? sandbags? i'm so fuckin fed up right now, i want to start punching inanimate objects...

edit to add: it's not even the losing of stuff that bothers me right now, it's the thought that my house may be unlivable if the water doesn't recede, due to stagnation, mold, etc. and if that happens, how much will it be to repair it? and will it be better to just bulldoze the motherfucker & default on the mortgage?

blah, blah, blah... this sucks...

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That was interesting.......

Sorry I missed Jenn's call!

Like I am about to do some damage to this box of chocolate that lies before me!!!! muuhhahahhaha!

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