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despite my "pistofftitude" I am very happy, becuase today is two anniversaries in one.... 3 months ago, today, Chris and I first spoke, here, on DGN... 2 months ago, today, he asked me out. :)

sad, cuz this is our two month, and this is the second time we had to be apart for it....

so tired, I don't know how I am functioning... i feel like I drank too much, and I haven't touched alcohol since my friend's wedding reception... my brain says SLEEP!!! SLEEP NOW! DAMN YOU! but the events of today, and some other factors are not allowing me to get deep enough to become oblivious to the world around me... and I don't want to take an ultram, cuz its not real sleep, and i wake groggy, like how one feels when waking from surgery, minus the pain, and the urge to puke...

today was supose to be a good day, even if i can't be with him... and its just one big distaster.... and on top of everything else, the internet crapped out on me, on my Smart Phone... (also known as a Pocket PC) for a $600 phone, it sure is a peice of shit... now I know why the guy sold it to steph for as little as he did... he knew it was a peice of shit, too... probably didn't take care of it either... )

so yeah... I am miserable....

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Like I knew I'd be having some good luck eventually....

Getting a call from Subway and going in tomorrow for my intro to work there is exciting.

My family is going to try to get onto ATT with me, which they MIGHT pay my bill or part of it for doing so.

Also, took a look at the house we're very interested in... OMG! I love it!

It's only three bedrooms, but it's by the freeway (love background noise, since there's always airplanes in the distance here), at the end of the street, we'll have a nice big backyard, quiet neighborhood, 15 minute walk to the mall, a shit load of shops all down the main street, and a guy that repairs cars in the house next to it.

The only problem that exists really is the plumbing/sewage. That and we have to buy the house right out.

Two things that are pending, but are possible to get through very easily.

My great uncle owns a construction company, he can estimate the job for plumbing and if it's fair we can pay him to fix it.

Also, my grandpa (on my step dad's side of the family) can help with the money, keep the title, and give it to us once we've paid off his loan with interest.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY feel lucky, and that things will work out.

I'll feel even luckier once we get the house, and everything else going.

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Like I knew I'd be having some good luck eventually....

Getting a call from Subway and going in tomorrow for my intro to work there is exciting.

My family is going to try to get onto ATT with me, which they MIGHT pay my bill or part of it for doing so.

Also, took a look at the house we're very interested in... OMG! I love it!

It's only three bedrooms, but it's by the freeway (love background noise, since there's always airplanes in the distance here), at the end of the street, we'll have a nice big backyard, quiet neighborhood, 15 minute walk to the mall, a shit load of shops all down the main street, and a guy that repairs cars in the house next to it.

The only problem that exists really is the plumbing/sewage. That and we have to buy the house right out.

Two things that are pending, but are possible to get through very easily.

My great uncle owns a construction company, he can estimate the job for plumbing and if it's fair we can pay him to fix it.

Also, my grandpa (on my step dad's side of the family) can help with the money, keep the title, and give it to us once we've paid off his loan with interest.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY feel lucky, and that things will work out.

I'll feel even luckier once we get the house, and everything else going.

Just make sure your room's not in the basement!!!

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okay, so here's the thing... my room mates were going to give my boyfriend, who lives in Ferndale, $20 to pay for the gas, so that he could come and see me, the day that they go out of town... in my excitement, i got it in my head that ifi could get a way to him, he could use the $$ to driveme home, and we could spend the weekend together... then, while I was resting, from the three hours of cleaning my room, and simotaniously taring it apart to find my wallet that keeps going missing... it hit me: the whole point of him coming to me was so that i could watch the animals and make sure they get to go outside, and go potty, and graze, and what not... so, unless i can convence my roomates to hold off for a few days I will be stuck at home, sometime this weekend, alone, with only the tv, and pigs and cats to keep me company... while everyone else gets to go to City Club... and the reason why he can't come to me, is cuz its his parent's vehicle, and they wouldn't loan it to him for an all day thing... so yeah.. its my own damn falt for getting caught up in the idea of seing him... if this doesn't work out (the weekend plans, I mean) we will have to wait another two weeks, before we can see each other....:cry (that means that it will have been a whole month since we last saw each other...:cry and this is the second anniversary that we have had to spend apart... I know we are still counting months, but come on!!! we are just in the early stages!!!) :cry:bye2::bye2:

least my rooms clean, right? I just wanna break stuff.. and the other issue is that if someone was kind enough to drive him here, to me, he'd have no way home... unless my room mates were willing.. but our poor POS... i don't know if, after a trip accross state, if the poor thing could handle another long haul like that...

So I am very frustraited... to say the leaste... And Its my own damn fault for getting all excited about all this... frustrated2.gif

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