StormKnight (1) Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 Sleepy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dragonluv Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 Like I'm fucking fooling myself, if I keep saying that I'm ok with this. I'm not ok with this. not in the least. I didn't think I'd cry. I didn't think it would hurt this bad. it was only a year.... only a fucking year... : I didn't think I would. I didn't think I had it in me. I didn't think I.. why... fucking a... why?!?!?!?! Hugs. More hugs. Like Marie Antoinette, walking to the guillotine. Like Daniel in the lions' den. Like I'm about to meet Old Scratch, Himself. Wish me luck, folks..Jinxie may need a file, a tin cup, and a harmonica. My mom may be ringing a few of you, or using this account to contact my friends, soon. If I may, flowers of comfort. If I may again, hugs. Worried about a friend... But happy that I have a job interview. Hope all goes well for the job interview. Hugs slightly pissed off, tired, anxious... everything... If I may, hugs I am hanging in. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 Like if I stayed, that magic only last so long and it would suck the life out of me. I feel happy I KNOW this *nods* =) I feel worried a bit. I feel like she is going to LOVE the Monster Mickey!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like I just might have what I need and that is enough for me. I feel loved by the people that matter. I feel like I am going to be calling Cix a million times because I feel the WORRY LOL .. but I know it is irrational and he is fine. I feel like Dragon is the sweetest person EVER, I SO NEEDED THAT TODAY.. you have no idea how much that means ... on a day like today *hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rev.Reverence Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 *skips in* ...I feel like skipping! *skips out merrily* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bean Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 I feel like the work day is almost done! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 *skips in* ...I feel like skipping! *skips out merrily* I can hear you!!! Do you remeber that? LOL ... From the DGN manfest LOL .. I was skipping all happily .... thhehehe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GothicRavenGoddess (3) Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 Like I am going to ask all that quoted my earlier melodrama to please remove it from your posts... Like I was hit at full speed, by a MACK truck... Like I'm sorry if I caused anyone any kind of distress... I feel like an idiot.... I feel like I need to leave for a while.... *sigh* I'll be on to answer PM's and such, but I think I need to take a break from this place... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EvilEve Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 better now that i've taken a shower and talked to him... tho still have the feeling of grimy water all over me even having taken a clean shower.. yuck... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheLordOfSins Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 Burned, warn down to the damn nub... Extreamly tired... Off to take a shower, then have another day of abuse... Err, work. lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GothicRavenGoddess (3) Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 I feel grateful and truly blessed to have the friends that I have.. Thank you, every one of you, who have helped me to bare the burden of my pain. It means a lot to me... I still feel like I'm lost and out of touch.. and like a certain someone will never fully understand what I am feeling, but then again, I am me, and you are you and even if the situation is exactly the same, we will not feel the same things.. so I understand that, and don't fault them for it.. Like I'm going crazy. Like I just want to cry all the time... Like I'm.. I'm... *sigh* .... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted August 4, 2009 Report Share Posted August 4, 2009 I feel good =). A little tired.. but good. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
the eternal Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 Like I am going to ask all that quoted my earlier melodrama to please remove it from your posts... Like I was hit at full speed, by a MACK truck... Like I'm sorry if I caused anyone any kind of distress... I feel like an idiot.... I feel like I need to leave for a while.... *sigh* I'll be on to answer PM's and such, but I think I need to take a break from this place... No you don't. You were in pain, so you vented. That's what this thread is here for. Right after a relationship ends, it stings the sharpest. Since then, it may have dulled a but, perhaps the other party contacted you, you felt guilty, so now you want to take it back. That said, even if you feel silly now, and even if you were melodramatic, (and I'm not saying you were) those were your feelings at the time. It's probably good to look at it. Then move on, stronger. ----- The main reason I beg, err, order people to modify their posts from time to time, is to keep my ex from being stronger. Because if that happened, the rivers would run with blood and no man, woman or child would be safe. But thats just me. --- One nice thing--- rarely do people look on old pages of this thread. It's probably the least likely thread to do it on. If they did they'd probably feel the same way too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GothicRavenGoddess (3) Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 No you don't. You were in pain, so you vented. That's what this thread is here for. Right after a relationship ends, it stings the sharpest. Since then, it may have dulled a but, perhaps the other party contacted you, you felt guilty, so now you want to take it back. That said, even if you feel silly now, and even if you were melodramatic, (and I'm not saying you were) those were your feelings at the time. It's probably good to look at it. Then move on, stronger. ----- The main reason I beg, err, order people to modify their posts from time to time, is to keep my ex from being stronger. Because if that happened, the rivers would run with blood and no man, woman or child would be safe. But thats just me. --- One nice thing--- rarely do people look on old pages of this thread. It's probably the least likely thread to do it on. If they did they'd probably feel the same way too. Thanks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GothicRavenGoddess (3) Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 I think I'm going to smoke a cig and go to bed soon. I've been tired all day. The past few days has drained me, emotionally... Tomorrow, however, I need to not turn the computer on, and clean my room. I sort of destroyed it the other day, looking for something of importance that my cat decided he wanted to hide from me (seriously... he's stolen a pair of my socks once, so I don't put anything past him anymore.. he really is the dog of cats LOL) so the room is worse off than it was LOL Put things on the shelves, sort through the dirty clothes and pull out stuff to hand wash..... find a certain hoodie, so snuggle with... I have a lot to do, tomorrw LOL I haven't even started yet, and I am already feeling a bit overwelmed LOL BUT, I do have a starting poing: My computer desk! LOL so I know its not that bad. So that's good Anyone wanna come over and help me? (and by help, I mean keep me company while I clean my own room LOL) I live in Whitmore Lake LOL You can even use my computer, since I won't be using it tomorrow LOL ah well. but either way, its gotta get done. I'm tired of waking up to it.. so yeah.. Keep the mind busy, I suppose... Dude.. frozen corn sucks! >.< Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
damagedangel Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 insignificant. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GothicRavenGoddess (3) Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 insignificant. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bean Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 I feel fuzzy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jynxxxedangel Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 (edited) JFC!! Can the temperature drop just a few degrees, PLEASE?! The sun is nearly gone down, and it's STILL 81 degrees-- and it's even hotter in my house, as I'm fixing supper! *sweats like Elvis* P.S. I'll be posting a pic of my yummy frittata in the "Picturing Deliciousness" thread, as soon as it's done. Edited August 5, 2009 by jynxxxedangel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bernadette Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 as if there are NOT enough hours in the day ... for all the stuff i need to do, and all the stuff i want to do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
phee Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 IMP or TANT Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 Like its time for a shower - and then the ritual begins. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StormKnight (1) Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 Bored. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TygerLili Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 Glad that I found something I can wear on Thursday. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eevee Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 Open. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joey Deadcat Posted August 5, 2009 Report Share Posted August 5, 2009 Indifferent, apathetic... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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