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I wish I had a chance to tell my loved kitty that I loved him, and to treat him with extra special care on his last day. Instead, I told him I wasn't going to feed him till I got home, not to puke on anything else, and when I got home from visiting a friend in the hospital, he was dead. :cry

I'm picking him up today from the crematory. :crybaby:

I'm sorry for your loss.. :cry

!!!!! :cry:grouphug

We need to get some ice cream, watch some anime, and just get fat and have a pity party.

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Pissed off. I finally went and told the people in the next building to shut the fuck up and to stop trying sharing there craptastic taste in music with everyone within a 4 building radius. I hate that people don't seem to understand that some people, unlike them, are trying to fucking study.

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I'm feeling stuck in the past..and doomed to keep repeating it.

There remains one person in my life who HURTS me, only because the wound is so fresh..I would rather BITE onto foil, than deal with his mind-games. He blows hot and cold from the same mouth too often.

One minute, he is kind and generous; the next, he is so careless in the way he treats me. I have a feeling one of his friends or relatives is giving him bad advice on how to handle the situation of our post-breakup affairs, because he keeps putting on this 'cold, tough-guy' act; usually when I need his help or friendship the MOST. He seems to pull completely AWAY from me in those times. Then, he'll just show up with groceries a week later, or call and ask if I need anything. It's REALLY messing with my head.

I often wish I had someone here to make me just FORGET about him for the moment. It's hard to, when I don't have any other person with whom I am as intimately close. We were together for SO long, and it hurts to let go of him completely, without someone else to take over and soften the blow.. Sometimes HE acts like he doesn't want to let go-- I've actually had to cover up his mouth to spare myself from him telling me he still loves me; but then later, I'll see a restless look in his eye, or his cell will ring, and whatever new thing it is he has discovered to take up his time calls him away.

It's almost like he realizes he is stepping back into his broken-in old shoes, but one of them has a BURR in it; so instead of taking the burr OUT, he blithely tosses that pair into the very back of his closet.

Meanwhile, Lady Jynxxx sits in her oubliette, which ought to be a HOME. Day in, day out..

I'm really hurtin' right now. There is nothing WORSE than being lonely, interspersed with brief periods of comfort.

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I'm feeling stuck in the past..and doomed to keep repeating it.

There remains one person in my life who HURTS me, only because the wound is so fresh..I would rather BITE onto foil, than deal with his mind-games. He blows hot and cold from the same mouth too often.

One minute, he is kind and generous; the next, he is so careless in the way he treats me. I have a feeling one of his friends or relatives is giving him bad advice on how to handle the situation of our post-breakup affairs, because he keeps putting on this 'cold, tough-guy' act; usually when I need his help or friendship the MOST. He seems to pull completely AWAY from me in those times. Then, he'll just show up with groceries a week later, or call and ask if I need anything. It's REALLY messing with my head.

I often wish I had someone here to make me just FORGET about him for the moment. It's hard to, when I don't have any other person with whom I am as intimately close. We were together for SO long, and it hurts to let go of him completely, without someone else to take over and soften the blow.. Sometimes HE acts like he doesn't want to let go-- I've actually had to cover up his mouth to spare myself from him telling me he still loves me; but then later, I'll see a restless look in his eye, or his cell will ring, and whatever new thing it is he has discovered to take up his time calls him away.

It's almost like he realizes he is stepping back into his broken-in old shoes, but one of them has a BURR in it; so instead of taking the burr OUT, he blithely tosses that pair into the very back of his closet.

Meanwhile, Lady Jynxxx sits in her oubliette, which ought to be a HOME. Day in, day out..

I'm really hurtin' right now. There is nothing WORSE than being lonely, interspersed with brief periods of comfort.

I feel like my friend needs a real hug that I can't give her any time soon. :grouphug:

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