How Are You Feeling?

[dragonluv]

Like my time was wasted.. ugh

she opened the interview with a handshake and then broke into something along the lines that "two of our employees who were going to go to school full time, got their financial aid cut, so they won't be going to school full time. I'm not sure what we will be needing now. I mean, I already hired one person that I haven't trained yet"

oh, and they emailed me so fast, after I sent in the online app... like they were happy I applied.. why the fuck they gonna waste my time like that?! erg...

well, my app and resume are on file... she said, "I won't promise I'll call you, but I will promise that if something comes up, and we need you, we will be sure to call you then"

g-thanks, cuz that's really going to pay my bills...

erg...

I hardly got a pinkie toenail in the damn door...

*sigh*

but that's something, I guess... I knew it was a good idea to keep looking. I was just hoping, ya know? looks like a nice place to work.... they look like they really need someone to organize the place, though... which I'd gladly do... *sigh*

:

That bites. Hugs.

Aside from being bored at work, I feel good. I haven't felt good in awhile. I think my cold took a lot out of me, and now that I'm better, I feel fan-fucking-tastic!

Good to hear! Hugs

Hurt and betrayal are very familiar sensation.

Sunday I was told that basically because my child mothers friend was coming over, that I wasn't welcome there to see my children, because her friend and I don't get along. (Basically this friend of hers and I used to be very very good friends, but she basically turned on me for reasons unknown to anyone by herself and my ex wife). So I left without incident, and then wrote her an email explaining how hurt I was.

She responded by telling me that 1. she didn't do anything wrong. 2. that my girlfriend (Whom both our dauthers love, and whom she herself has said is awesome) shouldn't be coming to her house (As if we were planning on hanging out with her), 3. If my feelings got hurt too bad because I don't contribute to my children so basically she can treat me any way she wants.

So let's get this straight... I drive from Troy to Dundee at least once a week to take our children out too do -something- on my own dime (Never once has she offered to meet me at the front door let alone even a quarter of the way there.) She receives child support as long as I'm working, and refuses to give me joint custody and has even told me in no uncertain terms will they -ever- stay with me... but has the audacity to tell me 1. I don't spend enough time with them and 2. that I don't contribute.

Mind you she lives with her mother (The girls grandmother) who babysits the children between 10 and 24 hours each day while she goes off to play games with her friends, goes out to the bars at least twice a week, and is present at many -many- social events, and organizational events.

Now mind you this is a woman who explained to me not 3 weeks ago that she still loves me.

Yeah... MUST have been the love.

Is there a reason people just feel the need to kick me in the balls every chance they get?

You know how I feel? Like the lowest common denominator.

CixWicked

If I may, hugs

I am good.

[ManicQueen]

Completely bored.. sitting in my hotel room.

[freydis]

Much better.

[Guest Megalicious]

Hurt and betrayal are very familiar sensation.

Sunday I was told that basically because my child mothers friend was coming over, that I wasn't welcome there to see my children, because her friend and I don't get along. (Basically this friend of hers and I used to be very very good friends, but she basically turned on me for reasons unknown to anyone by herself and my ex wife). So I left without incident, and then wrote her an email explaining how hurt I was.

She responded by telling me that 1. she didn't do anything wrong. 2. that my girlfriend (Whom both our dauthers love, and whom she herself has said is awesome) shouldn't be coming to her house (As if we were planning on hanging out with her), 3. If my feelings got hurt too bad because I don't contribute to my children so basically she can treat me any way she wants.

So let's get this straight... I drive from Troy to Dundee at least once a week to take our children out too do -something- on my own dime (Never once has she offered to meet me at the front door let alone even a quarter of the way there.) She receives child support as long as I'm working, and refuses to give me joint custody and has even told me in no uncertain terms will they -ever- stay with me... but has the audacity to tell me 1. I don't spend enough time with them and 2. that I don't contribute.

Mind you she lives with her mother (The girls grandmother) who babysits the children between 10 and 24 hours each day while she goes off to play games with her friends, goes out to the bars at least twice a week, and is present at many -many- social events, and organizational events.

Now mind you this is a woman who explained to me not 3 weeks ago that she still loves me.

Yeah... MUST have been the love.

Is there a reason people just feel the need to kick me in the balls every chance they get?

You know how I feel? Like the lowest common denominator.

CixWicked

I don't have time to properly respond to this so I will shoot you a PM or an IM later Cix, but you are NOT the lowest common denominator (how many times must I tell you this!!!!).

You happen to be one of the most amazing people I have come to know over the last year and I have shared things with you that I have shared with NO ONE.

Just because S is being selfish and acting out towards you because she is unhappy doesn't mean you should let it get to you.

*hugs*

I'll send a happy PM your way later must be off to school.

Oh and I feel fucking excited, nervous and happy at the moment. This is what it all comes down to. I am glad I decided at the last minute to take the art class after because I will need something to calm my ass down LOL .

[damagedangel]

frustrated!

[phee]

I feel that Cix needs to "take care of business"

[Guest Megalicious]

JFC. This class is fucking insane. It just a lot of pressure to think the best of the best is here, and I am among them.

So much material to cover... JFC.

I have 10 mins left for break, time to eat my apple.

This 12 hour day is going to be trying.

[phee]

I feel that it is sad that MacDonalds now actually has good coffee... it makes it harder for me to drink crappy free work coffee...

[taysteewonderbunny]

I feel that it is sad that MacDonalds now actually has good coffee... it makes it harder for me to drink crappy free work coffee...

Not coffee. Hot black. Don't confuse the two. It's sacrilege.

[StormKnight (1)]

Like I should have brought my cane to work. Damned tendon.

...

Wait, wouldn't that make me look like that a-hole TV doctor....um...what's his name?

Oh, that's it. House.

Does that mean I can be an a-hole as well?

Sorry, don't do medical dramas.

Edited September 2, 2009 by StormKnight

[Rev.Reverence]

...I feel.....spifferific! (but, that I need a coffee.)

.....I also think certain peoples should stop talkin' shit & tellin' lies...

...before something otherworldly happens...

[Guest Megalicious]

I feel like it is lunch time.

I feel very pissed off. This class requires 3 OTHER books in addition to the 3 I have now which just put me out $150.00 more dollars. But I guess it could be worse.

I feel like everything I have just taken in, my head is about to explode, and I like it LOL.

[TygerLili]

I feel like I can't stop sneezing. I feel like I might have to give both cats a bath today, so pray for me if you're inclined to do so.

[candyman]

Thanks to Sham 69 I feel better about not being rich...or middle class...or having nothing but $30 to my name...

[Guest Megalicious]

I feel like I can't stop sneezing. I feel like I might have to give both cats a bath today, so pray for me if you're inclined to do so.

*hugs*

[Lillylu29]

anxious... excited.... up to no good

[StormKnight (1)]

Like I finally am getting some progress in the current situation.

[Rev.Reverence]

C-C-C-Caffeinated...

[bean]

Angry. That disgusting, vile, greasy haired, ugly slob, cunt whore ex of his has the nerve to spew such lies. She is a rotten excuse for a human being.

[Guest Megalicious]

Angry. That disgusting, vile, greasy haired, ugly slob, cunt whore ex of his has the nerve to spew such lies. She is a rotten excuse for a human being.

*hugs*

Don't let her get to you, Rach. Thats what she wants. Fucking crazy bitch. *nods* I know, it easier said then done.

Just think of how pathetic she really is, that she has NOTHING better to do then make lies up so that she can once again surround herself with drama and crisis. She is sad, sad, pathetic, lying, manipulative cunt *hugs*. You are above that shit Rach. FUCK HER.

*hugs*

I feel I finally got a break between classes, but this 13 hour day thing was a BAD idea.

[StormKnight (1)]

Modestly improved, though the leg still is an issue.

[bean]

*hugs*

Don't let her get to you, Rach. Thats what she wants. Fucking crazy bitch. *nods* I know, it easier said then done.

Just think of how pathetic she really is, that she has NOTHING better to do then make lies up so that she can once again surround herself with drama and crisis. She is sad, sad, pathetic, lying, manipulative cunt *hugs*. You are above that shit Rach. FUCK HER.

*hugs*

I feel I finally got a break between classes, but this 13 hour day thing was a BAD idea.

Thanks *hugs*

I got myself so worked up that I have a headache now.

[Oh_My_Goth]

OK...

[Guest Megalicious]

I feel like I can do this. One more lecture, one more lab. Then run, then sleep. I CAN do this.

[Guest Megalicious]

Bored.. yes, yes I understand basic chemistry .. grr.