Brenda Starrr Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 damnit, i'm really starting to loathe 'not drinking'... it's keeping me from going out & socializing, because i don't have any non-bar friends to call. and so, yet again, i'm feeling isolated & alone. grr... I am a non-bar friend who will be in K-Zoo for a derby tournament next weekend. No afterparty for me. It's a LONG ride home. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lillylu29 Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 (edited) lonely day :( Edited January 16, 2010 by Lillylu29 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joey Deadcat Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 Obsessed - obsessed with things that give people sleepless nights or night terrors. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TitsMcGee Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 Like I should go to sleep before dad wakes up and I get yelled at for staying up all night again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
creatureofthenyte Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 Like I should go to sleep before dad wakes up and I get yelled at for staying up all night again. I feel like asking; How's your dad doing ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jynxxxedangel Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 (edited) Like my furnace has decided to act punk again, and I am at wit's end, trying to get it to start. Edited January 16, 2010 by jynxxxedangel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TygerLili Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 Cold and crampy, and like I can't go back to sleep. Like, one way or the other, being up at 6:30 AM on Saturday bites. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GothicRavenGoddess (3) Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 annoyed: with my body worried: about alot (job, animals, ect.) scared to death: that I'll lose my kids. You can sit there and say that they are just cats and that you can find good homes for them, but for me, that's the equivalent of passing one's kids off to some stranger to take care of for a little while, until "life" gets better... just not an option for me. mad as hell: at one individual who shall remain nameless.. I'm not the only person her decision will affect, so my anger at her isn't selfish. Yes, the preservation of self has something to do with it, but its not just my animals that this will effect, its all of them that live in this house... and more of them are not mine, than are mine (only two are mine, four are their's). I guess the good in all this particular stuff is that CURRENTLY, nothing has happened yet. but "yet" is a lot closer than I'd like. I want it to be "eventually" distance, not "right around the bend" distance... "yet" is so close, I can taste it... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rev.Reverence Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 ...happy...in general....I DO need more head more often though... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Der Nister Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 Tired, stayed up late last night. Need coffee. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pomba gira Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 Purrrr... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
phee Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 That I really hope that this one stranger's vague issue at my work, does not cause me big issues at my job. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KatRN05 Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 bleh.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TitsMcGee Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 I feel like asking; How's your dad doing ? He's doing really well. He starts radiation treatments on Monday, so that will take a bit out of him. Otherwise he's keeping his spirits up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pomba gira Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 Like it was really fun taking my cousin's kiddies to Preuss Pets, and I need to do more stuff with them (now that they're old enough to follow directions and make their needs known). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
creatureofthenyte Posted January 16, 2010 Report Share Posted January 16, 2010 like I have a lot of stuff and things on my mind. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jynxxxedangel Posted January 17, 2010 Report Share Posted January 17, 2010 (edited) Critical. (i.e. picky, c*nty, bitchy...whichever synonym you choose) Edited January 17, 2010 by jynxxxedangel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deathfearsnone Posted January 17, 2010 Report Share Posted January 17, 2010 feel like utter crap but whats new annoyed at how my life seems to be going down the toilet if only i had a job to save it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dragonluv Posted January 17, 2010 Report Share Posted January 17, 2010 <------------that pretty much sums it up. I hope things get better for you. Hugs Yay.... I feel much better now.... Hopefully I'll be completely healed by this weekend. Kudos!!! Hugs Accomplished!!! Awesome Sugar!! Hope all is well. Hugs. I feel good. I got some exercise this morning. Still, I think my mood would be even better if I were not two weeks now without my med. I cry frequently and without warning and get frighteningly angry over the stupidest stuff. I hope the exercise and other self care helps offset it. Hugs. More Hugs. Like I've been kicked in the heart a few to many times lately. Hugs Glad to be home. Dad's appointments went well and we can do all the radiation and chemo here in Alpena. That will save us a lot of money since we don't have to drive to Saginaw for it. Good to hear. Hugs I feel it should be 11pm so I can go Home! Thank you for your kind words a few days ago. Hugs. damnit, i'm really starting to loathe 'not drinking'... it's keeping me from going out & socializing, because i don't have any non-bar friends to call. and so, yet again, i'm feeling isolated & alone. grr... If I may, hugs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dragonluv Posted January 17, 2010 Report Share Posted January 17, 2010 (edited) like I have a lot of stuff and things on my mind. Hugs. More Hugs Critical. (i.e. picky, c*nty, bitchy...whichever synonym you choose) Hugs feel like utter crap but whats new annoyed at how my life seems to be going down the toilet if only i had a job to save it If I may, hugs I am okay. My goal was to work for the government, when done with school. Now, I no longer desire that. I have no clue of what I want to do. Well, that not exactly true. I have a idea, but it just an idea. I do have a few years left of school. Yet, before I waste more money on student loans and time with homework, I need to research, to see where I want to be. Have a wonderful Sunday DGN. Hugs, april Edited January 17, 2010 by dragonluv Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Iris Posted January 17, 2010 Report Share Posted January 17, 2010 Wanting. I can't walk outside in my bare feet without stepping on some chunks of Copper Chloride; Rocks, soil, roots, snow I can handle, but not salt Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deathfearsnone Posted January 17, 2010 Report Share Posted January 17, 2010 Feeling alot better although my car is stuck in the snow going home today when the sun melts some snow lol writing my book at the moment:) i guess i needed to vent to feel better Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jynxxxedangel Posted January 17, 2010 Report Share Posted January 17, 2010 (edited) A bit pissed off, because obviously someone has a big f*cking mouth. I will NEVER try to protect the newbies from lecherous advances, ever again. Kthanxbai. Edited January 17, 2010 by jynxxxedangel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pomba gira Posted January 17, 2010 Report Share Posted January 17, 2010 Like I need to get entrepreneurial with a quickness Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
torn asunder Posted January 17, 2010 Report Share Posted January 17, 2010 (edited) worried - i got a very upsetting voicemail tonight, and got no answer when i tried to return the call. makes for a very difficult night of sleep... Edited January 17, 2010 by torn asunder Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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