prick Posted January 20, 2011 Report Share Posted January 20, 2011 Emotional Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TitsMcGee Posted January 20, 2011 Report Share Posted January 20, 2011 I need some release from this pain. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
phee Posted January 20, 2011 Report Share Posted January 20, 2011 Here.... and stuff. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epic_Fail_Guy Posted January 20, 2011 Report Share Posted January 20, 2011 I feel like the wife is keeping my winter blues at bay Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
prick Posted January 20, 2011 Report Share Posted January 20, 2011 Good about myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted January 21, 2011 Report Share Posted January 21, 2011 Day of DOOM is over... *nods* ... I'm so tired. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joey Deadcat Posted January 21, 2011 Report Share Posted January 21, 2011 Heart-broken for a friend. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
phee Posted January 21, 2011 Report Share Posted January 21, 2011 I hope that I am seeing good signs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted January 21, 2011 Report Share Posted January 21, 2011 Yeah... I'm not sure... ask in about ... oh ... 8 hours *nods* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Enishi Posted January 21, 2011 Report Share Posted January 21, 2011 I'm feeling like walking around outside in the frigid cold for several minutes wearing barely anything is an awesome rush. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
prick Posted January 21, 2011 Report Share Posted January 21, 2011 Excited about this weekend! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted January 21, 2011 Report Share Posted January 21, 2011 Pretty good *nods* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
taysteewonderbunny Posted January 22, 2011 Report Share Posted January 22, 2011 Contented. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Slogo Posted January 22, 2011 Report Share Posted January 22, 2011 Furnace dies on coldest day of the winter,,,awesome Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
taysteewonderbunny Posted January 22, 2011 Report Share Posted January 22, 2011 Furnace dies on coldest day of the winter,,,awesome Best excuse EVER to spend all day at the movies and then room in a motel. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
prick Posted January 22, 2011 Report Share Posted January 22, 2011 Sleepy but happy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted January 22, 2011 Report Share Posted January 22, 2011 I'm feeling ... hungry. I need lunch... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 Extremely penisve.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 Re-reading my first flash fiction story has me feeling ... happy. It's strange... and theraputic. I need that... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TitsMcGee Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 whats the point in feeling anything anymore.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 whats the point in feeling anything anymore.. I'm feeling like I need to give M a BIG, HUGE HUG- I wish you weren't so far. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
the eternal Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. Albert Einstein (You know I love you ) Good thing we both already know I'm insane.. AAAAAAAAAAAAGGGHH! No, you're not insane. Insanity is the action of constantly moping and pining for a guy that's moved on in hopes that he'll turn around and come back. " It sucks what he did. It really fucking sucks. But now that it's been, what a year? You need to let go and start, (notice I said START, I know Rome wasn't built in a day) getting your life back together. You're not insane but you have a tendency to attach yourself to one thing and hold on tight. You can't wrap you're entire life with one person, even if they're not gone, WHICH HE IS. You need to have a life, in and of yourself. You need to realize you can and have been surviving without him. You need to seek self-satisfaction (I mean that emotionally and spiritually but if a Hello Kitty Magic Bullet "massager" helps, go to it) I need some release from this pain. You need a better therapist, and some self discovery or you'll be in this rut forever. whats the point in feeling anything anymore.. I'm feeling like I need to give M a BIG, HUGE HUG- I wish you weren't so far. I DON'T. Honestly Meg, sometimes you're blindly too nice. Like when you felt bad for that guy at the party we were at, because he had a recent hardship. That didn't excuse him being a dick to all of us and spilling his drinks everywhere (Though in retrospect it was kinda funny and he gave me a whole new person to imitate--one that I'll feel much less guilty about) Tits. You don't need a hug at this point. I think that would be one of the worst things to give you. At this point you are CHOOSING not to get better. You need to WANT to get better. You need to TRY to get better. You need to make the effort. It's hard It's really really hard. But until you fight back against the pain, you won't recover. And a hug will do absolutely nothing but coddle the pain that you are refusing to fight against. Furnace dies on coldest day of the winter,,,awesome Ok now YOU need a hug. A hug of a thousand virgins wrapped in a thousand down blankets. Did I warm you up yet? BTW I've got a space heater if you need it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Megalicious Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 I DON'T. Honestly Meg, sometimes you're blindly too nice. Like when you felt bad for that guy at the party we were at, because he had a recent hardship. That didn't excuse him being a dick to all of us and spilling his drinks everywhere (Though in retrospect it was kinda funny and he gave me a whole new person to imitate--one that I'll feel much less guilty about) I am NOT blindly nice... damnit, I just am extremely empathic (not saying you are not). I just find in my personal life (and a problem professionally for me) I just want people to feel loved and comforted- hugs do that *nods*. But yeah... I get your point. As for "the guy" I just felt empahty too, we have all BEEN THAT DRUNK - at least I have. I think under different circumstances he would have been a really nice guy.. but there I go again being all optimistic and shit... so not good for a goth board. I'm feeling like I let my emotions get the best of me sometimes... I have to KEEP MYSELF IN CHECK- I HATE that. I long to have the freedom .. always... *meh* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EAF (1) Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 Okay, had an alright night at CC. Hadn't been in what seemed forever, had to leave early due to a long car trip back and a friend who was super sleepy who had work early today lol. I didn't get to say hello to everyone I wanted to. But eh, that just means i'll have to go again sooner this time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGimp Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 i feel blah...i'm home sick and wanna go home...but i know school and work is for the best just have to tough threw it and enjoy the time i have when i make trips back...i'm sure the home sickness will pass...just one of those nights *shrugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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