me and dad! dinner tonight

[vampireprincess]

ive been thru alot,,, in this week,,,,and i dont know if i can handle him being a ass to me,,,, i want to go talk to him,,,he picking me up at 5,,,,,, =) i want to c him but im scared! my granda pa died today 5 hours ago~ he was holding my hand when he died he told me to stay strong and keep my head up and that he loves me ~then he pasted aaway,,,=( i dont have any luck at all..

seem like i get happy for a min! in then it tooking away from me,,,,=( i never can win from losing,,,,,, i wish i could change the world and my life! what did i do to deserve this life! what do i do? nothing i try to do the best i can,,,, i do everything,,,but i get fucked over =( nothing can ever go right why is my life like this? why cant i ever be happy? everything just fucks up....right under my feet,,,,,,,,,,, i dont kow what to do amymore....i give up.................... im not trying to be happy i give up GOD DAMN IT!

[Eevee]

Well, first of all you're putting yourself in a terrible mental state. Even if life gets shitty, the worst thing to do is to just give up on trying to stay positive and happy.

Second of all, you're a young woman.

You can stay strong and handle the situation, I'm sure.

If you keep thinking that way, you'll never get through life.

[vampireprincess]

Well, first of all you're putting yourself in a terrible mental state. Even if life gets shitty, the worst thing to do is to just give up on trying to stay positive and happy.

Second of all, you're a young woman.

You can stay strong and handle the situation, I'm sure.

If you keep thinking that way, you'll never get through life.

i dont want to go thru life like this......... i want to live a good life,,,,i want to be happy,,,,but that never happens for me.....=(

[Eevee]

i dont want to go thru life like this......... i want to live a good life,,,,i want to be happy,,,,but that never happens for me.....=(

Well, fuck. If you think like that you wont.

You have to work to live a happy life...it wont just bestow itself upon you.

Trust me.

[vampireprincess]

Well, fuck. If you think like that you wont.

You have to work to live a happy life...it wont just bestow itself upon you.

Trust me.

i know am trying to get ther,,,,,, i just keep looking down when i should look up,,,,

[Eevee]

i know am trying to get ther,,,,,, i just keep looking down when i should look up,,,,

No joke.

[pheramoans]

i dont want to go thru life like this......... i want to live a good life,,,,i want to be happy,,,,but that never happens for me.....=(

^{Unfortunately happiness is rarely if ever handed to you in life.}

You have to find your own happiness - in the moments that make you smile, AND in the ones that don't.

Take a deep breath right now.

Feel that?

You're breathing.

Be thankful at least for that, everyday.

[Msterbeau]

I love that the younger ladies here are helping their peers.

[vampireprincess]

^{Unfortunately happiness is rarely if ever handed to you in life.}

You have to find your own happiness - in the moments that make you smile, AND in the ones that don't.

Take a deep breath right now.

Feel that?

You're breathing.

Be thankful at least for that, everyday.

thank you.,,,,, i hate my life right now but im hoping it gets better after tonight

[Rev.Reverence]

I love that the younger ladies here are helping their peers.

+1

Friends don't let friends be EMO...

..for more than 1 minute a day...

[Reaper]

Took me awhile before I became more happy with my situation. Hell, I went through a lot even late into my 20s. Before I came into the scene in 1996 I always let women walk all over me and was always the one being broken up with. All my grandparents died before I was in my teens. Now I have a very small family, one of which is bipolar and has put us through hell. I even lived in my car off and on for 3 years before I took control of my life and went into the trucking industry. I also used to take everything everyone said to heart. After awhile I was so stressed out from everyone saying shit, that I got myself together and became more sarcastic toward life. Since then, I have a much better time dealing with issues. I don't have everything I want just yet either, but I am happy with what I DO have.

Also, alot does seem to crash on you when you are young and it seems magnified 10x but the dust does eventually settle. Question is, can you take it one step at a time instead of one big leap?

[Rev.Reverence]

Took me awhile before I became more happy with my situation. Hell, I went through a lot even late into my 20s. Before I came into the scene in 1996 I always let women walk all over me and was always the one being broken up with. All my grandparents died before I was in my teens. Now I have a very small family, one of which is bipolar and has put us through hell. I even lived in my car off and on for 3 years before I took control of my life and went into the trucking industry. I also used to take everything everyone said to heart. After awhile I was so stressed out from everyone saying shit, that I got myself together and became more sarcastic toward life. Since then, I have a much better time dealing with issues. I don't have everything I want just yet either, but I am happy with what I DO have.

Also, alot does seem to crash on you when you are young and it seems magnified 10x but the dust does eventually settle. Question is, can you take it one step at a time instead of one big leap?

YEAH! THAT...was a good post Bro!

[Reaper]

YEAH! THAT...was a good post Bro!

Enjoy it while it lasts! Its kinda like my sex lines.

[Destroit]

Friends don't let friends be EMO...

FIXED!

Okay okay, you can't not be sad sometimes, but yeah you vent and then get over it. That's how it's supposed to go, everyone's life is shitty, or at least has something shitty that occur during it.

[Rev.Reverence]

FIXED!

Okay okay, you can't not be sad sometimes, but yeah you vent and then get over it. That's how it's supposed to go, everyone's life is shitty, or at least has something shitty that occur during it.

NO,NO,NO...that's what I meant by "for more than 1 minute at a time"...you be sad...not dwell....you move on...done...

[vampireprincess]

hey got some good news every body! about my dinner with my daddy!me and my dad went out to dinner and we talked i told him.... why wood u just disowned me like that because of ur gf,,,,he said he was sorry he was pissed and his gf not mad that i got pregenat she mad that i have my tounge pirced! i dk nut back to my night,,,,,well we talked we agreed to c each other every other friday! because his gf hates me so,.,,yea and he told me he was sorry for saying i was mistake he was drunk///// still not a reason but hey~ so after we talked we start goofing around like we always do becauae he was like my bestfriend,,,,,,

the waitress what hitting on me and my dad,,,,and my dad was saying stuff about the waitress and i spit my pop out on the waitress,,,,, she was putting her boob all up in my face,,,,,,, lol funny shit....then we went to walmart to look around and a christmas song came on and he stated singing and dancing he a dork then he ran me over with the cart! lol..... then we went to the book ellie and he bought me my favortie book twlight,, yea and am watching the movie to,,,,yey,,,,,, at least things are looking up with me and him 4 now........

but i still have problems.....like ym granda pa dieing today,,,,, but other then that i had a rockin time with my dad,,,

[StormKnight (1)]

Good. Glad that that you were able to patch it with your dad. Sorry about the loss of your grandfather.

[Brenda Starrr]

^{Unfortunately happiness is rarely if ever handed to you in life.}

You have to find your own happiness - in the moments that make you smile, AND in the ones that don't.

Take a deep breath right now.

Feel that?

You're breathing.

Be thankful at least for that, everyday.

Very true. VERY.

+1

Friends don't let friends be EMO...

..for more than 1 minute a day...

Not EVEN one...

hey got some good news every body! about my dinner with my daddy!me and my dad went out to dinner and we talked i told him.... why wood u just disowned me like that because of ur gf,,,,he said he was sorry he was pissed and his gf not mad that i got pregenat she mad that i have my tounge pirced! i dk nut back to my night,,,,,well we talked we agreed to c each other every other friday! because his gf hates me so,.,,yea and he told me he was sorry for saying i was mistake he was drunk///// still not a reason but hey~ so after we talked we start goofing around like we always do becauae he was like my bestfriend,,,,,,

the waitress what hitting on me and my dad,,,,and my dad was saying stuff about the waitress and i spit my pop out on the waitress,,,,, she was putting her boob all up in my face,,,,,,, lol funny shit....then we went to walmart to look around and a christmas song came on and he stated singing and dancing he a dork then he ran me over with the cart! lol..... then we went to the book ellie and he bought me my favortie book twlight,, yea and am watching the movie to,,,,yey,,,,,, at least things are looking up with me and him 4 now........

but i still have problems.....like ym granda pa dieing today,,,,, but other then that i had a rockin time with my dad,,,

Sweetie....I'm sorry to hear about your Grandfather. But, your Dad had NO right to take any of his anger toward his girlfriend out on you. There are NO excuses. None of those excuses are acceptable. But, at least you can mend.

I don't know how old you are, but I'm going to give you some advice: Get your education under your belt. And don't let him or ANYONE walk all over you. Keep your chin up and work on being successful. Don't forget that we're here to help you.

[vampireprincess]

Very true. VERY.

Not EVEN one...

Sweetie....I'm sorry to hear about your Grandfather. But, your Dad had NO right to take any of his anger toward his girlfriend out on you. There are NO excuses. None of those excuses are acceptable. But, at least you can mend.

I don't know how old you are, but I'm going to give you some advice: Get your education under your belt. And don't let him or ANYONE walk all over you. Keep your chin up and work on being successful. Don't forget that we're here to help you.

thank you! i will keep my chin up

[Onyx]

Brenda is so right. He had no right to take out his anger on you.

I'm glad to hear you two are talking though and that you had a good time together.

[vampireprincess]

Brenda is so right. He had no right to take out his anger on you.

I'm glad to hear you two are talking though and that you had a good time together.

ya he is wrong for taken her side and still is but i dont want to fight with him anymore! so yea,,,,he took all his anger out on me and hurt me