What Are You Thinking?

[bean]

Hugs, I hope you feel better.

Thanks lady

I need to stop being so harsh. A 98 is FINE. Considering that I shouldn't even be fucking breathing right now.... it's GREAT.

I'm the same way though. I was freaking out in supervision last week when she told me that basically the highest grade I can have by midterm is a B. I'm still mad that my GPA is a 3.62. It should be higher. But I keep telling myself that in the end, it doesn't matter THAT much, and that an A is still an A (whether it's a 3.6 or a 3.8), and it's not worth the stress and madness obsessing about it. Right? RIGHT?

[Guest Megalicious]

Thanks lady

I'm the same way though. I was freaking out in supervision last week when she told me that basically the highest grade I can have by midterm is a B. I'm still mad that my GPA is a 3.62. It should be higher. But I keep telling myself that in the end, it doesn't matter THAT much, and that an A is still an A (whether it's a 3.6 or a 3.8), and it's not worth the stress and madness obsessing about it. Right? RIGHT?

Of course it's right!

I mean NO, we must be perfect.

I mean... it doesn't matter that much.... an A is an A.

I mean NO, I MUST BE THE BEST OF THE BEST at all times.

I mean... shit. I don't know what I mean LOL.

I mean, yes it matters, it affects the grad school I WILL attend.

[bean]

Of course it's right!

I mean NO, we must be perfect.

I mean... it doesn't matter that much.... an A is an A.

I mean NO, I MUST BE THE BEST OF THE BEST at all times.

I mean... shit. I don't know what I mean LOL.

I mean, yes it matters, it affects the grad school I WILL attend.

That's where my issue comes in. What if I decide to get a PhD? Then my grade will matter. Luckily it didn't matter that much for grad school (for the school I chose to go to anyway), but yeah.

We're no good for ourselves or others if we are comsumed with stress and pressure though, right? Except that we must be perfect at all times, so the whole being Zen thing gets in the way of that. We know we are smart and capable.

[Guest Megalicious]

I think it's funny how some people will straight out lie about there HX, TX and all sorts of other shit, to my face, when doing an assessment.

They think I don't take the time to read through their thick ass files- they are mistaken.

Currently, I have a flagged frequent flyer - this should be challenging and fun. Gestalt confrontation for the professional victim HERE WE COME!!!!

[bean]

Just found out that there was a murder last night 1 block away from where I live. I think I'm going to start carrying a weapon.

[KatRN05]

It pisses me off that he says I put him on the "pay no mind" list yet he never text messages me to say hi. It's always me who says something first. And I hate seeing him at class too.

[Queen of Foxes]

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Edited September 20, 2011 by Nyxiin

[Guest Megalicious]

Ummm, yeah. There is a reason life forms with such genes die off - it's called EVOLUTION for a reason.

[kat (1)]

8.5 million dollars in proposed cuts to the Mental Health system for Oct 1 2012, which for me means, highly probable job loss...again. Why am I here again?

[taysteewonderbunny]

8.5 million dollars in proposed cuts to the Mental Health system for Oct 1 2012, which for me means, highly probable job loss...again. Why am I here again?

Because our political system is crazy and the crazy you see is the fallout. Why aren't you in Lansing?

[Rayne]

I know your hearing is better than that ....

*goes back to studying*

[Class-Punk]

There ain't no white bread around here, brah. Ain't no hot dogs neither. We got Hearth buns and brats.

[KatRN05]

He's a douche bag. I wish he'd stop fucking with my feelings. I guess it's back to the night classes so I can avoid him.

Edited September 21, 2011 by KatRN05

[kat (1)]

Because our political system is crazy and the crazy you see is the fallout. Why aren't you in Lansing?

I would love to be able to get up to the capital...they just recently had a Powerday event that I wanted to be at..I spoke at one of them a few years ago but the focus was more about stigma and empowerment, which is my whole reason for getting into the social work field..but unfortunately, since I been working in mental health the only people I see becoming empowered are the big dogs from the pharmaceutical companies.

[KatRN05]

Why do I even care? Pisses me off that I am thinking about him. Pisses me off even more that I'm gonna see him at class this morning.

[Guest Megalicious]

Why do I even care? Pisses me off that I am thinking about him. Pisses me off even more that I'm gonna see him at class this morning.

I am not sure what my guilty pleasure is or if I even have one? Wouldn't that imply I am ashamed of it? - I am ashamed of nothing that I enjoy.

Ah the age old question of competency and A&O x3. Work in EMS and then you can have the 2 out of 3 isn't bad system. lol

[deadcoldgothgirl]

I wonder if I'm going to have a good holiday season selling mary kay

[Eevee]

Just a few days before my trip and I'm spending more money in the last two days then I usually do in two weeks...what the fuck.

At this rate there will be no money for souvenirs and I'll have to flirt with Irishmen for drinks (I'm sure my mother would looove that)

[Eevee]

I have finally figured out what it was that has bothering me so much about this situation. Its like a little sister suddenly becoming a stranger to her brother...

[KatRN05]

SISTER LULU!!!!!!!

[Guest Megalicious]

It would be easier if you just weren't.

[Guest Megalicious]

Wow. The Talk of the Nation from today was very interesting.

I had no idea that Calvin College, which is a CHRISTIAN college in GR, focuses and bases foundation for all science classes on evolution.

Hmm....

[deadcoldgothgirl]

I really hope I don't get any drunken calls or jerks calling me. I'm really not going to wat to deal with that tomorrow.

[phee]

Gmail is acting funny

[Enishi]

I hope it doesn't rain too much up north for the next several days, I need my nature time.