What Are You Thinking?

[kat (1)]

Worthless. I am really just a waste of space, useless. Fucking shit what's the point. 

Edited January 31, 2016 by kat

[Trene4000]

37 minutes ago, kat said:

Worthless. I am really just a waste of space, useless. Fucking shit what's the point. 

GOD says we are all loved, all are righteous, all are good who walk in Christ. 

Whether saved or unsaved, we shall have whatsoever we say because words have power.  We believe more of what we say than what anyone else does.  We choose what we want to believe.  Would you rather believe GOD, who knows everything, or some person who doesn't even know what will happen if they walk out of the front door?

[kat (1)]

13 minutes ago, Trene4000 said:

GOD says we are all loved, all are righteous, all are good who walk in Christ. 

Whether saved or unsaved, we shall have whatsoever we say because words have power.  We believe more of what we say than what anyone else does.  We choose what we want to believe.  Would you rather believe GOD, who knows everything, or some person who doesn't even know what will happen if they walk out of the front door?

You're beautiful. Thank you and I was already ready to cry because now I have to pour my heart out a bit. I have always secretly been afraid of things, I always hid iit a bit but now since the accident and coming from being homeless and then the relationship issues at the time of the accident, than my daughter becoming an adult in college,  it all just has hit me at once, so many stressors in a years time, usually I can fight alone like a pitbull, coming out stronger even, but now...I feel like I have no place in life anymore, I feel so lost, like I'm at the end or something, It all came down and hit me at once. I don't know the answers anymore and I keep asking for the universe, for God, for someone to hear me but I don't have any answers, I'm alone and I'm terrified of what the rest of my life holds for me. I am afraid and lost, alone, always.

I apologize for being so blunt to anyone. I'm sorry.

Edited January 31, 2016 by kat

[ManicQueen]

I think Im searching for something. .

[Trene4000]

I know I'm not online very much, but I am someone that you can spill to whether here or in a PM.

[Trene4000]

1 hour ago, kat said:

You're beautiful. Thank you and I was already ready to cry because now I have to pour my heart out a bit. I have always secretly been afraid of things, I always hid iit a bit but now since the accident and coming from being homeless and then the relationship issues at the time of the accident, than my daughter becoming an adult in college,  it all just has hit me at once, so many stressors in a years time, usually I can fight alone like a pitbull, coming out stronger even, but now...I feel like I have no place in life anymore, I feel so lost, like I'm at the end or something, It all came down and hit me at once. I don't know the answers anymore and I keep asking for the universe, for God, for someone to hear me but I don't have any answers, I'm alone and I'm terrified of what the rest of my life holds for me. I am afraid and lost, alone, always.

I apologize for being so blunt to anyone. I'm sorry.

I think you're awesome!  I'd love to hang out some time.  I bet we'd be great friends.

[kat (1)]

7 minutes ago, Trene4000 said:

I think you're awesome!  I'd love to hang out some time.  I bet we'd be great friends.

Aww. Same here, you are a sweetheart.. Like you're sister;)  I don't mean to vent so much and seem negative all the time..I promise I'm not always like this. Thank you for you're kind words.

Edited January 31, 2016 by kat

[TronRP]

OK, I'm not vain, but when a company says, "Chevy Detroit...Services in the D", I generally think of the Downtown Detroit area, or heck, even areas in the actual City of Detroit. At no point does my mind think that means, "services all of Oakland County."

I'm like

[ManicQueen]

Thinking about how much I hate Westland. 

[Trene4000]

4 hours ago, TronRP said:

OK, I'm not vain, but when a company says, "Chevy Detroit...Services in the D", I generally think of the Downtown Detroit area, or heck, even areas in the actual City of Detroit. At no point does my mind think that means, "services all of Oakland County."

I'm like

SERIOUSLY!?!!  That's just not right.  That's false advertising. 

[TronRP]

This Japanese futon is dangerous. It actually allows me to get real sleep...

[Trene4000]

On 2/1/2016 at 1:01 AM, TronRP said:

This Japanese futon is dangerous. It actually allows me to get real sleep...

It's about time!

[Troy Spiral (13)]

drama sucks!

[ManicQueen]

Thinking about how much I dislike most people.

[TronRP]

I guess I will have to put aside my petty, stubborn nature and upgrade to Windows - fill in the blank. 

[phee]

The  impetus of the void keeps pushing me further and further away from everything and everyone. I could stop it and liquify my life by starting from zero... But the pattern would repeat itself again and again and I would be back to void again. 

[kat (1)]

I'd like for this song to get out of my head but since It won't I think I will give it to you all too:

 

..wish I was going there.

[creatureofthenyte]

I think I'm watching tv.

[torn asunder]

3 hours ago, phee said:

3 hours ago, kat said:

I'd like for this song to get out of my head but since It won't I think I will give it to you all too:

 

..wish I was going there.

The  impetus of the void keeps pushing me further and further away from everything and everyone. I could stop it and liquify my life by starting from zero... But the pattern would repeat itself again and again and I would be back to void again. 

always think of this when i see this one...

 

 

 

[ManicQueen]

.......... 

[kat (1)]

15 hours ago, torn asunder said:

always think of this when i see this one...

 

 

 

Nice! I can't believe I never heard this before. 

My brother loved Brooklyn when he was there because he said it reminded him of where we grew up. I wanna go, I wanna go anywhere. Lol

Now that song reminds me of this:

 

 

Oh wow, I had no idea it was the same guys who did this;

 

Oh my god now I'm cracking up!

Edited February 4, 2016 by kat

[Michael8402]

I just got a turntable so I can listen to my old vinyls again.  I think I need to make some more friends so I don't seem like some sort of hipster sitting alone in the dark listening to LPs. 

[kat (1)]

Me too.

[TronRP]

I'm thinking it was kinda good to get a call from my father today. He's 70 and remembered to call me today. That really felt special. 

[phee]

I am thinking Henry Rollins