What Are You Thinking?

[TronRP]

I wonder if the Red Apple would let DGN book that "Greenhouse" space every Thursday evening. I really enjoyed the ability to see and talk to everyone without the yelling across the room factor. It felt rather private yet open at the same time. 

[TronRP]

Yep...had to laugh because if I didn't, someone was about to get knocked upside the head...

[TronRP]

Trust was lost and gave way to disappointment. 

[Trene4000]

I hope My Lady Momiji is feeling well. She's going on 17 years old. Why do cats have such short lifespans?

[TronRP]

WooHoo!!! Finally able to get back online after only about 6 HOURS!!!!

[TronRP]

7 hours ago, Trene4000 said:

I hope My Lady Momiji is feeling well. She's going on 17 years old. Why do cats have such short lifespans?

[Michael8402]

I am working on ideas for my rat rod chopper motorcycle idea.  The main thing I am trying to figure out is how far do I want to rake the front forks out, for those who don't understand the terminology I am referring to how much of an angle to put on the support for the front suspension to extend how far the front tire will be from the frame.  A long rake will make it look pretty cool and very old school Easy Rider style but it will also reduce my turning radius and make it challenging to control.  I know I want to raise and stretch the front of the frame while lowering the back and making room for an extra large cruiser tire for the back.  I want to use a hard tail frame meaning that there is no swing arm or suspension for the back.  I would like to make a coffin shaped gas tank for it but that may be an idea for future alterations.  For now I should really focus more on getting a rolling frame together and gathering the pieces for the drive train.  If anyone would like to contribute ideas or know of where I can get parts cheap, please feel free to let me know.  The bike will be named Zombie Hunter btw. 

[sekhmet2002]

I need to try to get some sleep soon. Ugh.

[Trene4000]

I will not miss med time again. I had no idea how much pain they controlled. I never want to hurt that bad EVER again!

[Trene4000]

I've made over a thousand posts!

[TronRP]

5 hours ago, Trene4000 said:

I will not miss med time again. I had no idea how much pain they controlled. I never want to hurt that bad EVER again!

I was kicking myself because I left too early and didn't make sure you had them in hand. I felt so bad looking at how hitup you looked. I will make sure that will not happen again as well. I have not seen you look that bad since brotherman was "taking care" of you.

[TronRP]

5 hours ago, Trene4000 said:

I've made over a thousand posts!

[TronRP]

I find it disheartening that grownups live in an infinite loop of "catch 22".

If we didn't give our trust to children, we wouldn't be disappointed. But the children grow up wanting to prove themselves, feeling they were never given the chance.

If we give our trust to children, we expect them to honor the gift we gave them. But the children take advantage of that gift and it gets revoked, leaving everyone wary of each other.

There is no winning.

[TronRP]

I think I inadvertently jinxed myself. Apparently, my claim worker has yet to receive my Affidavit for last month, therefore, no pay....yikes...

[Trene4000]

Video games can become redundant very quickly.

[TronRP]

Sometimes it just feels like too much trouble to try to reinforced the rules to those you know will forget it as fast as it comes out of your mouth. 

[Trene4000]

I barely even ranked this year in posts. 

[Michael8402]

I am feeling like I am stuck on a treadmill and when I try to run to get off of it, someone cranks up the speed.  I think I am at least heading in the right direction.  I just need to get off the treadmill if I actually want to get where I want to go. 

[TronRP]

...I forgot...

[kat (1)]

I don't want to go to another sleep study, I don't want to have a nap test. I don't want to deal with this.  It's not going to fix anything.  Its a waste of time and money. 

Edited August 16, 2016 by kat

[TronRP]

43 minutes ago, kat said:

I don't want to go to another sleep study, I don't want to have a nap test. I don't want to deal with this.  It's not going to fix anything.  Its a waste of time and money. 

The question is have they found anything yet? Or do they believe they are on the brink of finding anything?

[kat (1)]

32 minutes ago, TronRP said:

The question is have they found anything yet? Or do they believe they are on the brink of finding anything?

The first overnight study was technically negative for apnea but suspect of narcolepsy but after my consultation with the pulmonary/ sleep specialist doctor himself he was more concerned about the sleep paralysis episodes since I was young being a result of my nerves. .and while he had his assistant do whatever exam she was doing while the doctor was asking me questions something happened when they asked about who lives with me it was when you know who was still here and as I was talking about the people in my house my blood pressure and heartbeat were like going bezerk and it was alarming to him and his assistant and he kept talking about the person while she was taking my pulse or something I don't remember and it kept going crazy and the doctor said something about that being really bad whatever it was and he was concerned about my nerves so Idk😢 he was like get rid of that person because he said that it seemed like I was not feeling safe in my own home around this person!!  (I never spoke of that incident to anyone not even him) Otherwise I am not sure I am scheduled to be there tonight and all day tomorrow.  Its a bit of a ride being that my car is not good I am a little scared to drive tonight and I can't see well. 

Edited August 16, 2016 by kat

[kat (1)]

I think about it and since my marriage dissolved  I have never been able to have an adult relationship with anyone.  I don't know what a good one is. Its my fault.  I let it happen.  

Edited August 16, 2016 by kat

[Troy Spiral (13)]

8 hours ago, kat said:

The first overnight study was technically negative for apnea but suspect of narcolepsy but after my consultation with the pulmonary/ sleep specialist doctor himself he was more concerned about the sleep paralysis episodes since I was young being a result of my nerves. .and while he had his assistant do whatever exam she was doing while the doctor was asking me questions something happened when they asked about who lives with me it was when you know who was still here and as I was talking about the people in my house my blood pressure and heartbeat were like going bezerk and it was alarming to him and his assistant and he kept talking about the person while she was taking my pulse or something I don't remember and it kept going crazy and the doctor said something about that being really bad whatever it was and he was concerned about my nerves so Idk😢 he was like get rid of that person because he said that it seemed like I was not feeling safe in my own home around this person!!  (I never spoke of that incident to anyone not even him) Otherwise I am not sure I am scheduled to be there tonight and all day tomorrow.  Its a bit of a ride being that my car is not good I am a little scared to drive tonight and I can't see well. 

Did you do this already?  (what "today" is is a little fuzzy) what day/time and where are you staying and where is this appointment? 

[Troy Spiral (13)]

8 hours ago, kat said:

I think about it and since my marriage dissolved  I have never been able to have an adult relationship with anyone.  I don't know what a good one is. Its my fault.  I let it happen.  

You didn't have to throw that last part in.  Its just a matter of time.  You have more friends than anyone I know as far as I can tell.  Way, WAY more than me.     Some of them have got to (eventually) lead to decent relationship material even if its indirectly.  Plus.. *squeeze*