What Are You Thinking?

[creatureofthenyte]

Snow sucks.

[Guest Megalicious]

" he had no one, he had nothing- I will step and make sure it's handled respectfully and proper- I don't give a FUCK about money....it is the least I can do....."

" I'm so glad the day is officially over- now I can take my bath and cry in peace...fuck today"

[creatureofthenyte]

Yeah today won the "really sucked ass" award for sure.

[prick]

That this is really my year. So much has happened already.

[eatdirt426]

Its been three years already??? wow Rest In Peace Grandma.

[Guest Megalicious]

What in the fuck is wrong with me...

[Slogo]

I love chili peppers

[prick]

Tonights going to be good. Tomorrow is going to be awesome.

[TitsMcGee]

Someday I'll be good enough..someday I'll be pretty enough...someday someone will love me enough to stay...I hope.

[the eternal]

Someday I'll be good enough..someday I'll be pretty enough...someday someone will love me enough to stay...I hope.

You already are.

The more operative mantra would be:

Someday I'll respect myself enough.

Someday I'll appreciate my beauty.

Someday I'll come to terms with the fact that to have a healthy relationship:

I need to have a healthy outlook.

I need to work on my dependency issues

(so I don't immediately attach myself to another in an unhealthy manner and depend

on that other to fill in what I perceive I lack in myself.)

I NEED to stop tying in MY self-worth to the person I'm in a relationship with.

It's MY fucking self-worth. I need to find it in ME.

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You have all the tools. You need to use them.

Wallowing in self-pity will never solve your problems.

Until you seek betterment, all you're going to do is stay in this rut.

Although for all of us (at least a good number of us),

it's a little annoying to read the exact same post said in different way over and over and over again for the past year on DGN/Facebook,

honestly the person that should be the most sick of it...is you.

(And if all you do is focus on the last sentence I wrote and twist it around, it'll be clear that you did not actually read and take in what I'm putting out here, but just looked for negativity and drew from it to continue this pity party that you seem focused on)

Just to be even more clear, since you twisted around the last time I posted to better serve your pity party, we're not sick of you,

we're sick of seeing you post the exact same expression of pain, when we know you have it in you to stop.

EVEN if you don't think you can. We know that you have that ability.

Start working on change!

PLEASE--read this, re-read it and actually try to consider putting this into practice.

If you're trying to get our attention--well you got it.

But it's been a loooong time.

Now, you have to do the hard part.

Put in the work and build toward recovery.

[prick]

That Im going to shock you all at the Dirty Show!

[phee]

Baby Baby Baby wants an EMPIRE.

[Guest Megalicious]

" I need to stop being a complete asshole"

[taysteewonderbunny]

You already are.

The more operative mantra would be:

Someday I'll respect myself enough.

Someday I'll appreciate my beauty.

Someday I'll come to terms with the fact that to have a healthy relationship:

I need to have a healthy outlook.

I need to work on my dependency issues

(so I don't immediately attach myself to another in an unhealthy manner and depend

on that other to fill in what I perceive I lack in myself.)

I NEED to stop tying in MY self-worth to the person I'm in a relationship with.

It's MY fucking self-worth. I need to find it in ME.

Excellent advice. Bjork has a beautiful song full of the same sentiment that I found very helpful following my divorce.

http://www.youtube.c...h?v=n8TYzospOso

Edited January 31, 2011 by taysteewonderbunny

[littlepinkkitty]

I am thinking about a boy who hasn't called in a while

[littlepinkkitty]

I am thinking about a boy who hasn't called in a while

[littlepinkkitty]

Didnt mean to repeat it but i guess its running through my head too much

Edited January 31, 2011 by littlepinkkitty

[jynxxxedangel]

I really need a giant flamethrower. Where's my ACME catalog?

[phee]

people are very strange creatures

[Guest Megalicious]

"I feel a little more centered"

"I am glad to have a person that understands and doesn't give me shit for it"

"I do miss them, but they can't see me in such a state"

"I know they love me, I shouldn't say such things"

"I am a person, I have feelings, I have wants, needs, dreams, and desires, just like everyone else- it's not bad or wrong .. it's just life"

" I have to find my emotional balance and let the emotional burden that comes with Jason GO."

" If I can't, I am only geting to get worse"

"I know this"

"You are right, there is not wining, just different degress of losing"

" Weighting ethics, and which do or do not take higher prioritiy is HARD"

"I am Duplo - A LOT"

"I need to take a LONG hot bath, decided what I want to order for dinner, pick out my favoirte "happy" movies and snuggle with my fur child"

[creatureofthenyte]

I am soooo Not looking forward to the next 2 days.

[Slogo]

i can't stand my job

[creatureofthenyte]

i can't stand my job

At least you Have a job; and in Michigan, that's saying something nowadays.

[phee]

Punk Rock

[Guest Megalicious]

" It's just unfair, but then again, is it ever ... fair?"