What Are You Thinking?

[kat (1)]

Nah Nah, Haha..It's raining on everyone's Memorial Day fun.

[kat (1)]

Everyone is in love and shit..that's cool.

[kat (1)]

Wonder's why military vets aren't included in affirmative action.

[kat (1)]

Dude my, well I guess ex-stepdad you can say, is like 60 and has the IPOD on...I hear him listening to "Ain't Nothin But A Gangsta Party' by Tupac through his earbuds. LMAO, holy shit.

Edited May 28, 2013 by kat

[TronRP]

I've got:

3 Compressors, 2 Nail Guns, 1 Electronic Stapler

a Sawzall, Circular Saw, Jigsaw, Chainsaw and

a 12" Compound Miter Saw

...time to do some damage!!!

[EagleRose]

Writing a story is like being chained to a table with words and images slamming you in the head, demanding you put them on paper.

[TronRP]

Wondering when did I earn the illustrious title of "y'all"

[torn asunder]

"y'all" is singular...

"all y'all" is plural...

[kat (1)]

Yeah...that's what I thought.

Edited May 28, 2013 by kat

[kat (1)]

Der, I went to clean out my apron to wash it and I ended up bringing home a roll of silverware with me. Dumbass.

[TronRP]

  On 5/28/2013 at 9:28 PM, torn asunder said:

"y'all" is singular...

"all y'all" is plural...

Alabama Southern Grammar up north...y'all = everyone in your immediate theoretical location (when speaking on the phone) and is everyone you are believed to be responsible for (when speaking face to face). All y'all = all your brothers and sisters and any cousins that might be involved in the situation.

Old School Elders - and I am not about to correct them now...

[TronRP]

Thinking I should have been sleep 6 hours ago...oops...

[kat (1)]

They want 60 bucks to fix my cell phone, I can get a new one for 50!!!!!!!!!!

[EagleRose]

  On 5/30/2013 at 12:28 AM, kat said:

They want 60 bucks to fix my cell phone, I can get a new one for 50!!!!!!!!!!

Depends, will they transfer all of your data to the new phone or only your contact info. I got shafted on that deal. I have three cell phones I need to transfer the remaining data manually.

[TronRP]

Mental note...no more security house checks after 2:30am. Apparently, that's about the time Okaasan's neighbor gets his groove on...

[kat (1)]

  On 5/30/2013 at 5:09 AM, EagleRose said:

Depends, will they transfer all of your data to the new phone or only your contact info. I got shafted on that deal. I have three cell phones I need to transfer the remaining data manually.

  On 5/30/2013 at 5:09 AM, EagleRose said:

Depends, will they transfer all of your data to the new phone or only your contact info. I got shafted on that deal. I have three cell phones I need to transfer the remaining data manually.

I was thinking about that too, I will have to see..that will suck if they don't.

[kat (1)]

I am not going to admit to what I woke up thinking about today, already.

[TronRP]

Wondering if I should just plug-in to my playlist and try to get some yard work done...

[EagleRose]

Imagination. The mind's attempt at making sense of all this crap.

[kat (1)]

He did it again last night, I was dead asleep and I could feel something fucked up, I woke up screaming..I didn't know what was happening. I wish I could call the cops but they aren't going to care, there going to tell me to leave, well I shouldn't be staying here anyway....still...I'm stuck with nowhere to go until I start this other job...I would rather sleep in my car but than where will I go shower and stuff.

Edited May 31, 2013 by kat

[kat (1)]

He's not my husband, boyfriend, nothing he has no right to do that to me in my sleep.......I just can't believe this is happening and I am 34 years old....I feel helpless like a little child.

[kat (1)]

I called a fucking rape hotline last summer when it started, I was sure they dealt with assaults and other stuff like that I told them what was happening but they didn't seem to give a shit they said the same thing go to the cops, and they couldn't even help me get in a shelter because they said they were full......I tried to leave........I have no one to help me deal with this....but holding it in is killing me inside. I hate telling it here but I can't take it anymore, I don't want his hands on me.

Edited May 31, 2013 by kat

[0pheliA]

I don't know about Detroit, but there is a homeless outreach center in Windsor that offers showers and laundry services and such to homeless people. Google to see what homeless options are available to you.

In a pinch you are welcome to come shower here, even crash if you need to.

[kat (1)]

  On 5/31/2013 at 8:22 PM, 0pheliA said:

I don't know about Detroit, but there is a homeless outreach center in Windsor that offers showers and laundry services and such to homeless people. Google to see what homeless options are available to you.

In a pinch you are welcome to come shower here, even crash if you need to.

Thanks, Ophelia. I called all the shelters, hon there is a waiting list always..and a lot of them you have to be checked in by like 6, well I work a schedule at this job now where they ask me to open and close the restaurant sometimes, I may not get off til 11 at night...Like tonight, I wouldn't be able to get in a shelter even if I had one to go to.

[kat (1)]

I'm so sorry for talking about this on the board, but I don't know what else to do......I just need to let it out to someone finally.....it's been a year. I don't want sympathy, I just need to let it off my chest. I feel terrible, I feel like nothing...and he knows I am alone with no one to do shit about it, he feels..in a way he, this pervert is all I have that has helped me since I have lost everything, he knows I am weak and vulnerable...he knows I have nowhere to go, no one to stand up for me when I can't do it anymore, I have never in my life felt like this.

Edited May 31, 2013 by kat