What Are You Thinking?

[EagleRose]

Is it pathetic when your boxing dummy repeatedly kicks YOUR butt?

[EagleRose]

Do animals get brain freeze?

[EagleRose]

I can't believe Western Union. They switched prepaid card providers without notifying any of their customers. It already took forever just to get the card in the first place. Then it wouldn't take the deposits made automatically for almost two months! Now I am stuck with a useless card and have no idea how to get the new one. I don't think I will do business with them regarding prepaid anymore.

[torn asunder]

i'm thinking, "why is it that when you need a hug the most, it seems they're nowhere to be found?"

[TronRP]

I'm thinking...dang, here I go with another sleepless night with chauffeuring duties in a few hours...Rochester is a long distance away to be driving half sleep...major league coffee time...

[EagleRose]

Pain hurts...

[kat (1)]

This used to be a fun place, an escape.

[kat (1)]

Oh yea, I love it when my provider texts me at 2 am waking me up to tell me about something expiring that I already know...like they don't know the process of the PCP...that's why the meetings are scheduled already, talk to your home manager first people! This is not a crisis and don't act like you don't know the process when you been running AFC homes for twenty years. You guys don't text me at alll when a client runs away cause she's hearing voices in her head or cause she's kicking people at the eye doctor after she attacked her staff member and is being restrained until sheriff's come to detain her...that's the shit you need to notify me ASAP about not your auth's...damn, this shit's got me fucked up. I kick myself for not exploring those other job opps that came up but I don't want anymore change in my life right now. I need to suck this up no matter how difficult and senseless this job is, there's always stress and bullshit no matter what job you work...I'm good. No matter how hard I want to rip out my eyeballs.

[kat (1)]

Oh yea, I love it when my provider texts me at 2 am waking me up to tell me about something expiring that I already know...like they don't know the process of the PCP...that's why the meetings are scheduled already, talk to your home manager first people! This is not a crisis and don't act like you don't know the process when you been running AFC homes for twenty years. You guys don't text me at alll when a client runs away cause she's hearing voices in her head or cause she's kicking people at the eye doctor after she attacked her staff member and is being restrained until sheriff's come to detain her...that's the shit you need to notify me ASAP about not your auth's...damn, this shit's got me fucked up. I kick myself for not exploring those other job opps that came up but I don't want anymore change in my life right now. I need to suck this up no matter how difficult and senseless this job is, there's always stress and bullshit no matter what job you work...I'm good. No matter how hard I want to rip out my eyeballs.

and no matter if my work caught on fire today and it took the office staff 17 minutes to get the okay from the CEO to evacuate staff....still good...yeah...still good. Fuck it, and I know tomorrow it will be business as usual, like fire, what fire? Half the building could be burned down and they would still make us come to that office and wait for the big scary CEO.....It's like the fucking Wizard of Oz in that bitch. Everyone's scared of someone who don't know how to run shit in the first place...oh wait, that's the whole fucking country.

Edited January 17, 2014 by kat

[TronRP]

I wonder what's worse something not having an expiration date or knowing the expiration date...

[EagleRose]

I wish I could remember.

[EagleRose]

Sleep deprivation is never a good thing. Should've taken a hint from the cat.

[kat (1)]

Turns out the work fire was a homeless man liting paper on fire behind the building trying to stay warm. That's fucked up.

[EagleRose]

Cow and chicken

[EagleRose]

I can't stand that Reeses peanut butter cereal commercial. It is annoying.

[TronRP]

I think I am beginning to truly understand the term "Hopeless Romantic"...

[WhiteLines]

It's too cold in North Carolina, this is bull. Two more weeks of this.

[kat (1)]

I think I am beginning to truly understand the term "Hopeless Romantic".

I suggest you save yourself from yourself if this is what you are becoming and fast. I will pray for your soul, child.

[kat (1)]

Random thoughts before I go to bed like, why does that architecht guy in my work building who I like talking to because he likes to go on rants about the government and stuff like I do but why does he have a hottub outside of his house, I thought he was kidding when he told me so I laughed but he said he was serious and that it was like built in like a fucking gazebo or something, it's so cold he said he was out in that shit when we had those days below like 16 last week, I think he was bullshiting me.

[TronRP]

Random thoughts before I go to bed like, why does that architecht guy in my work building who I like talking to because he likes to go on rants about the government and stuff like I do but why does he have a hottub outside of his house, I thought he was kidding when he told me so I laughed but he said he was serious and that it was like built in like a fucking gazebo or something, it's so cold he said he was out in that shit when we had those days below like 16 last week, I think he was bullshiting me.

It may be possible he was hitting on you and wanted to invite you over, but felt shot down when you didn't believe him. Outdoor Hot Tubs are the equivalent of Japanese Hot Springs in resort type settings:

But that can lead to:

However, these situations are the main reasons for hot tubs with overheads:

[EagleRose]

Why do some guys feel women are obligated to speak to them when they say hello?

Edited January 20, 2014 by EagleRose

[TronRP]

I think my stepping outside of my comfort zone backfired. Now I think I just want to crawl under a rock until, oh say, my next life...

[kat (1)]

It may be possible he was hitting on you and wanted to invite you over, but felt shot down when you didn't believe him. Outdoor Hot Tubs are the equivalent of Japanese Hot Springs in resort type settings:

But that can lead to:

However, these situations are the main reasons for hot tubs with overheads

You ever done that in the winter before? I am curious now...I doubt he was hitting on me, I know he had a girlfriend cause we were talking about something related to steampunk subculture one day and that's how that came up he goes "yea, my gf is into steampunk and all that shit" lmao...we just bullshit when we go out for smoke breaks but lately I just put my head down when he talks to me like a dumbass cause I feel uglier than usual now that I am refocued on my weight issues.

[kat (1)]

I can't believe my new gyno chic. I was ready to have an anxiety attack going in that place today but she is so cool, I told her about my PMS homicidal rage and how I chopped my hair off during my November rage and she said "At least that's the only thing you cut off"...that was fucking awesome. She didn't make me feel like I was alone and she understood and made me feel okay and they fucking give you real robes not fucking paper fucking gowns...lmao tmi, but it was a funny experience....she can take my other tube out and it can help me not be a pms maniac, since I'm gonna be 35 in three months, I'm not married so I will never have any more kids 35 is too old for me so fuck it it's worth it to let her do it to end this nightmare.

Edited January 20, 2014 by kat

[TronRP]

I can't believe my new gyno chic. I was ready to have an anxiety attack going in that place today but she is so cool, I told her about my PMS homicidal rage and how I chopped my hair off during my November rage and she said "At least that's the only thing you cut off"...that was fucking awesome. She didn't make me feel like I was alone and she understood and made me feel okay and they fucking give you real robes not fucking paper fucking gowns...lmao tmi, but it was a funny experience.

Dang, I need to go where you go...

As for the onsen experience, I was in Japan at the time. Although it was during the middle of winter, it was the hotel's enclosed onsen on the top floor. Typical temperature is 104 degrees F. Once you get out, you don't even notice the weather or airflow around you because a hot springs turns your body into a living internal radiator. It was a mile back to the dorms and we didn't even notice the 23 degree F temperature outside. Totally nice