What Are You Thinking?

[kat (1)]

..aaannnd..I..walked in my bedroom on a mission, looked right at the bed forgot to get my blanket so I don't freeze watching SVU.

[Troy Spiral (13)]

HOLY CRAP  get your own mini, almost real BB-8   

 

 

(WATCH THE VIDEO! really neat)

Edited November 19, 2015 by Troy Spiral

[kat (1)]

As I watch this show Murderbook, I'm thinking how in the world did they ever solve homicides back in the day before DNA and CODIS? 

Wonder what it is that draws my brother and I both to criminal behavior, and serial killers, etc.

Could it be a subconscious thing because of our family history? I am thinking probably.

[kat (1)]

[Trene4000]

Nothing motivates a child to take their nutrients faster than regaling them with details of your childhood tonsillectomy. 

 

[kat (1)]

For the year I lived here, the birds have been trying to get in my window and actually had gradually over time pushed the screen open like three inches. I ended up the summer taking the screen out, cleaning it and put it back tight in the window. Anyway, I was sitting here today about the last 20 minutes, about every minutes or so I heard a noise outside of the door but I assumed it was the snow falling off the building...until I swore I heard a chirp..I was thinking no way as I open the door to my apartment, there's a little bird flying around near the banister, I opened the window and it flew out so fast. I think I heard it flying into the window trying to get out. 

Edited November 22, 2015 by kat

[kat (1)]

Ok bizarre. Some dude just went across the hall. knocking on my neighbors door, my neighbor who I have been concerned about because I used to talk to him and see him and his dog daily and for the past two weeks.. Nothing, no fb activity, he hasn't checked the mail, Nada. If he was out of town, he'd probably check his fb still. I am going to try texting him. Anyway, the dude knocks on his door, than comes to my door knocking, looking for someone named Rico. I look through the peephole and I just got a odd vibe. It was weird. Is there a full moon?

Brb..

It appears we will have one Wednesday. Shit gets weird generally about this time in the lunar cycle. First the bird than an odd guy, knocking on doors, probably trying to get pills or weed. I even said, through the door do you want Chico? (Another neighbor) but he said no, Rico. 

Edited November 22, 2015 by kat

[kat (1)]

Damn it!! 

You all know that you thought about it! Lol

https://youtu.be/J2WSAus1WPY

[Trene4000]

Why did I let my ego get in the way of keeping such a beautiful gift? Why was I being so stubborn? Will I be able to get it back? Will I be allowed to get it back?

[TronRP]

As of now, it is official. With the feeding of the wildlife, my transition into "Den Mother" is complete.

[kat (1)]

For 7 years I have been trying to leave!! I have all bad memories here. My aunt and cousin went to Florida and they had nothing here, my cousin was homeless with like 4 little kids, said fuck it one day, threw what she owned in her car, ran out of gas in Georgia she was so broke finally got there and had her shit together in like three months and that was with no education and kids in elementary school. How could that be?

[TronRP]

For 7 years I have been trying to leave!! I have all bad memories here. My aunt and cousin went to Florida and they had nothing here, my cousin was homeless with like 4 little kids, said fuck it one day, threw what she owned in her car, ran out of gas in Georgia she was so broke finally got there and had her shit together in like three months and that was with no education and kids in elementary school. How could that be?

Self-determination and motivation works wonders when you're at the end of your rope...or about to starve to death in a foreign country (but that's another story...)

[TronRP]

Wow, I've had a pretty busy day with seeing the kids off to school, making billing arrangements with bro, doing security checks, slipping down the stairs, feeding the birds/wildlife, scraping ice off steps, setting up a rocksalt station and grabbing some breakfast all before 9:30am. 

...I need a nap...

[kat (1)]

Wow, I've had a pretty busy day with seeing the kids off to school, making billing arrangements with bro, doing security checks, slipping down the stairs, feeding the birds/wildlife, scraping ice off steps, setting up a rocksalt station and grabbing some breakfast all before 9:30am. 

...I need a nap...

I was like tthis since whatever I had occur last night, I was drained bad and ended up napping all afternoon. 

[kat (1)]

I dozed off but the girls came in and kicked me out of the living room.

[kat (1)]

I think I haz ze turkey.

[kat (1)]

I had a nightmare and I was crying in it so bad my daughter came out here and as I was waking up she was worried and asked if I was OK. I'm very sad.

[Class-Punk]

I see your furry piggy butt.

[creatureofthenyte]

No

[Trene4000]

Way before I hit my teens I felt a message that my entire life would change completely when I turned 45.  I told my sister then and my mother years later.  I had been excitedly awaiting this time.  My life changed alright.  My mother's cancer wasn't a simple kidney cancer but turned out to be a soft tissue sarcoma already at stage 4.  I finally established an online friendship with Leonard Nimoy, missed three days, checked my Twitter account only to find out he had died the day before!  My mother ends up in hospice.  I pull out my back after having an epidural block to stop the pain in the lower spine.  I contract a severe bronchial infection.  The bronchial infection clears up.  My mother dies.  I develop a strange pink, lace-like rash that travels down my arms and across my chest accompanied with severe pain in the muscles of my arms that comes and goes with only a strange exhaustion as the only notice of its onset.  My original laptop suffers multiple fatal system errors (blue screens) costing me the remainder of my story lines, artwork, songs, and music videos that I was still trying to transfer over to my main system.  I develop an infection in my sinus and nasal cavity, as well as my lungs (Fortunately, it isn't contagious.) that robs me of my singing voice and my ability to breathe deep.  I can't even shout very loud any more.  The pink rash has now spread to my hands, knees, and thighs, and is accompanied by bouts of severe, incapacitating nausea.  And now... the day after Thanksgiving, the older dog I had inherited from my mother, the one who had become my best buddy, has died, three days before my 46th birthday. 

 

I feel like someone played a very cruel joke on me.

[kat (1)]

Way before I hit my teens I felt a message that my entire life would change completely when I turned 45.  I told my sister then and my mother years later.  I had been excitedly awaiting this time.  My life changed alright.  My mother's cancer wasn't a simple kidney cancer but turned out to be a soft tissue sarcoma already at stage 4.  I finally established an online friendship with Leonard Nimoy, missed three days, checked my Twitter account only to find out he had died the day before!  My mother ends up in hospice.  I pull out my back after having an epidural block to stop the pain in the lower spine.  I contract a severe bronchial infection.  The bronchial infection clears up.  My mother dies.  I develop a strange pink, lace-like rash that travels down my arms and across my chest accompanied with severe pain in the muscles of my arms that comes and goes with only a strange exhaustion as the only notice of its onset.  My original laptop suffers multiple fatal system errors (blue screens) costing me the remainder of my story lines, artwork, songs, and music videos that I was still trying to transfer over to my main system.  I develop an infection in my sinus and nasal cavity, as well as my lungs (Fortunately, it isn't contagious.) that robs me of my singing voice and my ability to breathe deep.  I can't even shout very loud any more.  The pink rash has now spread to my hands, knees, and thighs, and is accompanied by bouts of severe, incapacitating nausea.  And now... the day after Thanksgiving, the older dog I had inherited from my mother, the one who had become my best buddy, has died, three days before my 46th birthday. 

 

I feel like someone played a very cruel joke on me.

I am sorry. Hugs to you. You seem like a kind person. I'm sorry things are so shitty. I'm sorry to all that you have lost. 

I often wonder why life seems to give us what it does in the order that it does, like, we all get bad things, we all experience loss, but I sometimes wonder why the main control room up there can't like, idk, give us things at a reasonable pace. I know they say that when it rains it pours but..it can't rain forever..ya know?

[kat (1)]

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(Forget it. I am funny, I am.)

[kat (1)]

Hi Troy

[kat (1)]

Wives with knives is on. These guys like talk about how the supposed love of their life stabbed them, one dude said.. "This bitch is gonna kill me!" 

Than he is like, I love her..we are at peace! Dude, that ain't love, that is fear sweetie, you fear her, and that peace thing, well its just the eggshells your tip toeing on, wait til you crack one. 

 Anyway, isn't that like in the wedding vows Like, I mean I know it was a long time ago when I did my practice marriage but I think it says something like: " I promise to love, honor, and never pull a knife on you "...

I think it goes something like that.

Edited November 28, 2015 by kat

[kat (1)]

Sex.