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29 minutes ago, TronRP said:

I think I really needed these past few days. Making new friend connections, celebrating and hanging out with family, getting my personal affairs in order...life is starting to feel real.

Yay! Now when are we having that coffee we talked about?

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I need to make friends with someone who has some metal working experience.  I have a few projects I need to get started on when the weather is nice.  One of the projects is a bar for special events at the restaurant my girlfriend works at.  I am planning on using some old school tricks that I haven't used in over 16 years. 

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8 hours ago, phee said:

Pain and depression ironically makes us selfish and ignorant.

Yes, in the eyes of many, but I believe that many people with depression and anxiety are above average intelligence, which is a problem because the more you understand the world, the darker you feel, the deeper the depression. Ironically, for me being an empath is what contributed to my depression. Doing social work for years, being someone who wanted to change the system all it has done is make me see how truly helpless we are in the grand scheme of things...I feel like I failed at my "change the world, help humanity understand one another" dream and I am feeling like, "now what?" 

I have failed at my goal and I have never felt more lost in my life... I feel like I don't fit into anyone's world.. Like I walk alone, full of tears afraid of what I will become. Nothing matters anymore, I used to be passionate but I lost it, I'm just a shell.

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Getting married at 23 and not really knowing anything about dating, or even adulting properly really did not set me up for what world I was being thrown into when getting divorced a few years ago, I was so ill prepared and I bet many divorced people feel that way too. 

Maybe I just need to learn how to be insensitive and not give a shit about other people anymore. What has this gotten me? Pain and sadness?  A constant fear of rejection? I had never put myself out to a person before because of the fear and low and behold, that fear was validated. This is why I now end up in situationships with people who are not really on the same level as I am because the only time I ever really sought out something I did want, my fear proved true.  

I can't even describe the magnitude of everything and what it did. There are no words.

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6 hours ago, kat said:

etting married at 23 and not really knowing anything about dating, or even adulting properly really did not set me up for what world I was being thrown into when getting divorced a few years ago, I was so ill prepared and I bet many divorced people feel that way too. 

Maybe I just need to learn how to be insensitive and not give a shit about other people anymore. What has this gotten me? Pain and sadness?  A constant fear of rejection? I had never put myself out to a person before because of the fear and low and behold, that fear was validated. This is why I now end up in situationships with people who are not really on the same level as I am because the only time I ever really sought out something I did want, my fear proved true.  

I can't even describe the magnitude of everything and what it did. There are no words.

 

Thats horrible.  Hon you are strong, it takes a lot to deal with everything you have been through and are still going through.  I don't know your exact sitaution right now, but I do know you well enough to know that things are hard.  I also know what you mean about trying find someone on your level but being afraid of rejection.   It sucks.  It FUUUUUUUCKing sucks.  But you are smart and despite the problems do have good coping skills.  People don't "see" how hard you try your best, and don't appreciate it, but some of us do.   Try not to let your past determine your future, it only does if you let it.  You can get through it , I know you can.   *comforts*

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53 minutes ago, Troy Spiral said:

 

 

Thats horrible.  Hon you are strong, it takes a lot to deal with everything you have been through and are still going through.  I don't know your exact sitaution right now, but I do know you well enough to know that things are hard.  I also know what you mean about trying find someone on your level but being afraid of rejection.   It sucks.  It FUUUUUUUCKing sucks.  But you are smart and despite the problems do have good coping skills.  People don't "see" how hard you try your best, and don't appreciate it, but some of us do.   Try not to let your past determine your future, it only does if you let it.  You can get through it , I know you can.   *comforts*

Awe. Thanks. This place is better and cheaper than therapy. Most therapists that I've talked to are young and not very experienced yet..I either end up schooling them..not being cocky here but they are generally MSWs which is a step above me and although it seems like a lot more in terms of licensing they honestly have only had a few more classes than myself and life experience...yea right...to be honest we usually end up in bitch sessions and/or bullshitting and joking about the screwed up system itself..ohhh but I've had the ones that start telling me their issues, like relationship issues when we get on the topic, its kinda weird because although I appreciate the professional feeling comfortable with me it's not their time and at that point we end up on more of a friendly level than client-therapist. I try not to tell them my background in terms of education and work, lol but it is sometimes unavoidable. I have had some find out where I work and actually ask me if they are hiring! Lol

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What is the plural of platypus?

 
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"Platypus" or "platypuses" are both accepted plural forms.

The plural of platypus is not platypi. It is unfortunate that some dictionaries include platypi as a plural. Listing "octopi" as the plural of octopus is also incorrect, for the same reason. Both words are from Greek, not Latin.

"Platypi" is a colloquialism, and incorrect both grammatically and etymologically. The term uses pseudo-Latin rules.
 
 
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