You know what SUCKS, DGN?

[Lucia_Woolf]

Okay, no, seriously. I've been here for almost a month now.

[Rant]

And I have been trying REALLY hard to break the roomie best friend in VERY slowly about all the things she doesn't know about me.

I've been patient, Goddamit. I've been a great friend. I know she's dealing with things, and she's even doing better.

She knows I'm gay.

She knows about my unhealthy obsession with vampires (I'm studying every aspect)

My interest in BDSM.

My predisposition to dark clothing/makeup/humor and "not happy poppy bullshit" music.

And I haven't met anyone into the above list just yet. Besides, it's Chicago; I am NOT going out by myself at midnight, and dragging myself home at 4am without a vehicle.

But i SWEAR TO FUCKING GANDHI...

If I do not get out of this apartment and go out to a GOTH ORIENTED CLUB by the end of this month,

OR

If I do not get out of this apartment and hang out with some FUCKING LESBIANS...

I'm going to rape her. And make her listen to Bauhaus. And I'm going to turn her into a VAMPIRE LOVING LESBIAN if it KILLS ME.

I do things with her! We go eat, we've gone to lame-ass straight SHITTY HIP HOP PARTIES where you're packed in like Sardines. We work out together, cook dinners, all the really fucking cute-ass roomie shit you're supposed to do to make it great (I've known this girl for 7 years...no problems there), and it's cool, I like it, or whatever, but I can't do this anymore.

SHE'S FUCKING BUBBLY. And so damn... HIGH PITCHED.

I love her, believe me, I would give my left tit for her, but I HAVE TO GET AWAY. Just, 2 or 3 nights a week...so that I can be completely and totally at home with people like YOU.

[/Rant]

OH MY GOD, I MISS YOU GUYS.

*sigh* I'm gonna cry.

[jynxxxedangel]

You have an admirable sense of dark humour, in spite of the wretched position you're stuck in.

I think I would have crawled up into her bed, and commandeered her silly fucking life, by now.

You're worthy of beatification.

CARRY ON, Ms. Woolf. You're doing just fine, whilst in the frying pan.

[Lucia_Woolf]

Thank you, Jynxxedangel, and trust me...

There were many a time I contemplated taking the young lass, but an agreement was made Not to pursue her, only to be pursued (which, luckily, did occur ONCE.).

Ach, the things I do for friendship...

[jynxxxedangel]

Thank you, Jynxxedangel, and trust me...

There were many a time I contemplated taking the young lass, but an agreement was made Not to pursue her, only to be pursued (which, luckily, did occur ONCE.).

Ach, the things I do for friendship...

Been there, done that.

At this point in my life, I want The Prize, especially if it's dangled on top of my nose.

[pomba gira]

It sounds like you are everything a friend is supposed to be. Don't worry sweetie... I know it sounds smarmy, but all that good karma is going to come back to you... sooner than you think! Hang in there! Your kindred goth queer vamp spirits are out there and you WILL find each other!

[Homicidalheathen]

Lol is it in appropriate to laugh cause this cracked me up big time

quote: I'm going to rape her. And make her listen to Bauhaus. And I'm going to turn her into a VAMPIRE LOVING LESBIAN if it KILLS ME

[Lucia_Woolf]

Pomba Gira: Thanks, that's how I try to think of it, too...I should just be patient. I just...miss it all. I feel so isolated right now. And Isolation is no good when it's unintentional...

HomicidalHeathn: Lol yes it's okay.

[Guest Megalicious]

Embrace your inter schizoid!! ( I kid, you aren't really sounding like you like that to much LOL).

*hugs*

Come to the D for a visit!!! Its not to far.

[Msterbeau]

Ms. Wolfe. You have a way with words. I approve.

My friends in Chicago are more punks and art weirdos then goths. I suggest you jump on a train for Detroit from time to time. I'm sure someone here will offer accommodations if that's an issue.

[dragonluv]

I hope things work out for you.

If I may, hugs

[prick]

You know Im always praying and crossing my fingers for ya. It hasnt been all that bad tho. You have had the pleasure of doing so many things since you moved there. Im always a phone call or text message away but you know that all too well. lol

[Lucia_Woolf]

Thanks, you guys. I know things will be cool, but you know how it gets...there's a breaking point where you don't think you can go any longer (Like Day 3 of a Fast...).

Dragonluv: :hugs:

Meg: A quick weekend trip up to the D might be happening sooner than I was planning...

Msterbeau: Is it Mister, or Master? Maybe Muster? Monster? And I love punks and art weirdos. They make the conversations more interesting.

Oh, and pRick: No more leaving your phone in obscure places.

Edited August 14, 2009 by Lucia_Woolf

[Msterbeau]

Thanks, you guys. I know things will be cool, but you know how it gets...there's a breaking point where you don't think you can go any longer (Like Day 3 of a Fast...).

Dragonluv: :hugs:

Meg: A quick weekend trip up to the D might be happening sooner than I was planning...

Msterbeau: Is it Mister, or Master? Maybe Muster? Monster? And I love punks and art weirdos. They make the conversations more interesting.

Oh, and pRick: No more leaving your phone in obscure places.

All of the above. :-)

[TygerLili]

Even though I am badly wanting to get out of Michigan, this is what worries me. I don't necessarily make new friends easily, and I'd be afraid I'd be socially isolated in whatever place I ended up moving. I'm also afraid to go to clubs and bars alone if I won't know anyone there.

Having a social circle consisting of just one other person must be incredibly hard. Hang in there and hope you find a place to meet some cool new people soon.

[BillyDeath]

I feel you, believe me. It was hard to make certain adjustments when I moved down here, alot of people are Bible belts. Being in A.A. I get quite a few of them who frown on the Goth, Vamp, and pagan stuff. On elady told me that I needed to get outta the goth stuff. She was a good ole girl. Their are also a lot of good olle' boys down here. Fortunately theirs a goth night at least one night a month and some areas with cutting edge diversities.

You may be able to work some kinda median with your roomie who don't see I 2 I. See if she will be willing for that. I don't to change everything but at least get her to let play Bauhaus, and if she wants to go out w/ you , maybe she could try the goth clubs once in a while. It ain't gonna kill her. Believe me, I endured the hip-hop shit myself for others.

[AstralCrux]

Look into the SmartBus. Pretty sure it's nice and cheap to the D. I'd be able to host you for a weekend, but me and my couch need to know in advance, so I can takes you to the club.

[Onyx]

Tried to post this before and goblins ate my words it seems.

At least you are in Chicago and not in some tiny little town like me. I love the Chicago clubs. If only I could bring Detroit friends there I'd be very happy.

Check out the clubs there if you haven't though, and just go alone if you have to (Of course with safety always in mind). Sometimes it's easier to meet new people when you're alone I find.