DIVORCE

[the_fairy_gothmother]

Well I never thought this could have happened to me but here I am in the beginging of divorce precdings.

The story starts like this. Girl meets guy from England in chat room. They chat for a year and meet. Are madly in love with each other but guy becomes a cheating horn dog and breaks girls heart time after time. She was willing to make it work out but he fell in love with someone else because she was a goth with bipolar and a dysfunctional family.

Well i suppose its my fault for being such a sucker. So now here I am alone hurting and in pain. My heart ripped to shreds. I thought it would be forever. I always thought till death do us part. I wanted to be different than much of my family that have gotten divorces. He went after a 7 yrs younger 20 yr old. Some yuppy prepster.So screw him! Maybe one day a guy who will love me for who i am and be much nicer will come along. I am in no rush though as I think my heart has taken all it can and being able to love again just seems hard to think about.

After all i did for him and gave in this relationship. Now hes finally getting a job and making an effort but its not for me its for another girl.

Oh well I guess thats life for ya.

Edited February 4, 2010 by the_fairy_gothmother

[kat (1)]

I am sorry for what you are going through, try and be strong and in the end, when you find the person who is really right for you, who appreciates you and accepts you for who you are inside,dysfunctional background and all, than you can tell your soon to be ex "thank you" because he would be doing you a favor because had he not left you, you would have not met your real love.

[Msterbeau]

Mourn the time wasted but in the end, don't be bitter. Take what lessons you can (Positive ones) and move on.

[the_fairy_gothmother]

a couple videos that make me cope through this

ANGER

sadness

[the_fairy_gothmother]

a couple videos that make me cope through this

ANGER

sadness

[the_fairy_gothmother]

moving on

HOPE

[pomba gira]

I am sorry for what you are going through, try and be strong and in the end, when you find the person who is really right for you, who appreciates you and accepts you for who you are inside,dysfunctional background and all, than you can tell your soon to be ex "thank you" because he would be doing you a favor because had he not left you, you would have not met your real love.

Wise words. You will learn from this and be stronger, so you'll be ready for that right person when they come along.

[jcheeka]

im so sorry. Try to stay strong and belive that there will be better days ahead. I know it doesnt seem like it now but just try to enjoy your life dont look for anything just have some fun

[phee]

Welcome to the family of divorced cool people.... I am a member and so is my wife, as well as many MANY of the other cool folks on this board.

*hugs*

I am sorry that it was a painful time :(

[Lillylu29]

A quote I remember I tell often is...

"sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"

alot of us know how you feel, im here to talk if you need to

[the_fairy_gothmother]

A quote I remember I tell often is...

"sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"

alot of us know how you feel, im here to talk if you need to

Thanks everyone for your kind words. I just been dealing bestI can. I suppose it will be for the better. He stifled me and held me back. I now can be free and be myself. Its painful to lose things but oh well put it behind me and start anew!

thanks im glad i got such cool friends on here to talk to