Chance Worth Taking

[Troy Spiral (13)]

You sweat and work and you try and you love and then cry

Weary and strong and fast and long wishing we'd sigh

Its rough its tough, raking, mean and all that falls inbetween

How can you fully, nearly and clearly make your intentions seen?

Honestly? Love? Suffering? Fears? Time? Sacrifice? Tears?

Endless , friendless , heartless , bullshit , "cannont hear" ears

Hiding , biding , cold , bold , tall, small , unrelenting fall

Day after day of hurting cries , hour on hour of watering eyes

How long till forgiveness and understanding overtake the mistake?

All is love all is kindness but only here is endless , mindless

Ice and snow and wind up on wind will blow, into my veins and take rains

Move away the wall, there is no real reason it should be at all

Lord please let me in I've only one sin, i care so deep, so far within

I desire to warm her forever through thick, and forever through thin

I've given it all , I've taken the fall. Scared , Reckless , Loving it all

It hurts , it bleeds for its wants and its needs. In pain i sprawl.

I want nothing but to care and nurture and protect you with the little i have

Sweetie there's been loss, there has been pain , im wrong! Please love me the same!

Pushing me has done me some good, but please god i wish you would

Soften the heart i want so dear , talk sweetly into the tender ear

Lord you know and i know that she can hear. She understands but its just fear

The truth is know to you alone, and please help her move from her rock

I've only been working ,and toiling and sacrificing to lovingingly block

The Horrible turn that thinks have taken, Its clear and true and stopped by fear

You work and you tie and you love and then cry

Hard and strong and fast and long wishing she'd try

Its rough its tough, raking, mean and all in between

How can I nearly and clearly make my I intentions seen?

I dont need anything except some affection: understanding, never demanding

Please for the sake of my heart and least give me a start, a bit of wit and careful art

Its easy to stop this horrid dancing around each other endless prancing

Hugs and love and tearful affection is a thousand times over the better reaction

Every excuse in the world is making, excuse is taking, the love and making its own abyss

Love, it has been a mess, and worth the time and nothing less, life is short we all report

Lord , Lord. Repentance. Forgiveness. Wipe the tears and wipe the fears. Beauty is within reach,

Please open her heart and stop mine from aching. Tell her please. This chance, it is for once, worth taking.

[Brenda Starrr]

*hugs for Troy* :tear

[Sybil]

Today is my first day here in a year and a half .. almost ..

i am sorry Troy.

all i can say is i am sorry.

i didnt know how you felt.

i only knew that i was scared by some things that happened.

i am sorry i hurt you.

please read the message i left you on myspace.

[pharoh]

Word Troy......Word. I know how your feeling cause I am going through the same thing right now, if you wanna talk, IM me. Take care man