Just enough to be close

[FarrIL]

Well, a little back-up story about last night...... I'm in a long-distance relationship with a man named Ray and we hadnt seen each other since my birthday, March 16th. However, last night, due to Scott's planning, Ray was at Mephisto's last night.

You can imagine the state of shock I was in. I was dreading on whether or not I'd convince my sister to have us go to City Club on the 2nd of July..... Ray would be there, as would Sarah and Scott, and so would two of my friends from high school, another Sarah and Kalise, would be coming with us. My sister was/is unsure about the 2nd, which thoroughly annoys the shit out of me.

However, upon arriving at Mephisto's, Ray hobbled up the steps and I wrapped my arms around him. I was shaking so badly out of happiness, I could finally hold him and kiss him..... I was happy to finally see him.

For me, last night was bliss. After 3 months and a week, I got to see my boyfriend face-to-face. I spent most of the night at his side. I was a little shy at first in front of the Chaos members that were there, but also, Ally looks at the two of us and says "I didnt know you two were dating." Ray goes "Yep, we are" and I nodded with a 'yep' as well. After a little while, I ended up leaning against him, holding his arm, etc etc.... only leaving occasionally to go dance to a good song.

Now let me tell you, last night, it was enough to just be next to Ray to calm my frayed nerves. I was fretting on whether or not I'd be able to see him on July 2nd. Fretting!! But when I saw him last night, I felt so relieved and I have Scott to thank for that.

Alright, so I am sounding like a school girl or probably like a hopeless romantic but in all honesty, I have fallen head over heels for Ray and I'm enjoying it. I'm totally nuts about him and after my issue of, sadly yes, cheating on him about 3 weeks ago (( and Ray not dumping me over it, OO; ))...... last night, my worries pretty much went out the window. When you think you have the temperance and the patience for a long-distance relationship (( this is actually THE first LD relationship I've felt good about.... after 3 previous ones that didnt end too peachy ))..... it's enough just to be close to the person. Being able to hold him and sit with him was enough to calm my nerves and lift my spirits.

Needless to say, I'm in a very good mood..... in a state of bliss actually. If this is a dream, PLEASE dont wake me up.

:blushing

[Brenda Starrr]

Awww!!!!

[Guest MsMaldoror]

It's so nice to read a thread like this on DGN. I like to read about people being happy. I like hearing about how couples just enjoy being together. Stories like this give us all some hope. Good for you and Ray!

[Msterbeau]

*Constructs a bombproof shelter around FarrIL and her blissful state of being*

=)

[gothicmom]

:grin

[FarrIL]

Stories like this give us all some hope.  Good for you and Ray! 

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And I most certainly have hopes that this relationships lasts a bit....... we've been together over 3 months now and honestly, that's getting close to how long my last really serious relationship lasted...... <<;