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...or that's what my friends on South Park would say...ready for an update?

 

We had two acts of fun violence against my family in a week...so we are now back in TC broke, living with my filthy parents...

My wife and I are now seperated, can't blame her, I know I haven't been the best husband or father and I loathe myself for it, thinking the relationship may be too far gone to repaor unfortunately.

I now work 8p hrs a week between a restaurant an. As security for the casino.

So lonely, no one to talk to.

No beer, though I have started smoking some cigarettes to get me through the Saturday shift which is hell.

Needless to say the only way to get through it is to revert to hardcore gothdom...I know everything will eventually work out in some way...but I'm tired of being sad and lonely...2 yrs is enough of that

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Aaaand dk how this happened but...we just got a house for rent.

Guy approved us without a deposit so we are going to give it a try..

Oh ya...my wife wrote a check for the rent for more than we have, so I have like 2 days to get a shit ton of money....

I hate my life and myself even more for letting it get like this.

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...or that's what my friends on South Park would say...ready for an update?

 

We had two acts of fun violence against my family in a week...so we are now back in TC broke, living with my filthy parents...

My wife and I are now seperated, can't blame her, I know I haven't been the best husband or father and I loathe myself for it, thinking the relationship may be too far gone to repaor unfortunately.

I now work 8p hrs a week between a restaurant an. As security for the casino.

So lonely, no one to talk to.

No beer, though I have started smoking some cigarettes to get me through the Saturday shift which is hell.

Needless to say the only way to get through it is to revert to hardcore gothdom...I know everything will eventually work out in some way...but I'm tired of being sad and lonely...2 yrs is enough of that

That sounds really sucks.  I can't say I've had experience with violence against the family, sounds terrrible.  But I can apreciate the whole sad & lonely thing.  It hurts.  Especially I've been know to get deep dark doom and gloom sad & lonely.. in a crowd full of theoretiaclly "friendly people" I don't know if that's common but it sucks.

 

It is good to see you around. Hang in there sir. 

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I learned something today, (in the style of Kyle from South Park)

You see, even though people are grown ups, sometimes there's still that little girl inside them who never felt safe or secure because maybe their daddy was in prison and therefore she has always had a void inside, even though she's a grown woman who smiles and laughs on the outside, the little girl inside will always shed tears for that protection and safety she never had.

 

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I learned something today, (in the style of Kyle from South Park)

You see, even though people are grown ups, sometimes there's still that little girl inside them who never felt safe or secure because maybe their daddy was in prison and therefore she has always had a void inside, even though she's a grown woman who smiles and laughs on the outside, the little girl inside will always shed tears for that protection and safety she never had.

 

it can also turn them into a mega behotch who is never content lol

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awwwweeew chit now,

"We done stepped out South Park straight to the hood

Talking bout a ho beoch, boy that ain't no good

Better get ya self checked if she was rollin like that,

Send her ass down the highway and just step the fuck back"

(I wrote this to cheer you up..LAUGH)

 

 

 

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In all seriousness if you are not happy, why stay with her?

because there was a ttime that I couldn't be happier...and there are still fleeting seconds of that...she's agreed to counseling immediately, if that doesn't help I'm out

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My ex husband and I were having problems for years, I begged him to go to counseling. He called it bullshit. When I finally did leave, he regretted not going. That man cried to me literally and I said it was too late. I sometimes wish I would have maybe gave him that chance, I'm in tears right now.. If you feel any part of you inside and have faith in her, dude..good luck. I feel for you and I truly hope that you are spared the pain of divorce. It hurts like a bitch and I don't know what kind of person she is but Idk..I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. For real.

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