What Are You Thinking? (cont'd)

[WhiteLines]

1 hour ago, kat said:

I been having a strange feeling that I may not be around for much longer and I don't know why. I keep thinking something is going to happen to me and I just been feeling weird lately and than my mom told me my brother and her was out to dinner today and he just randomly told her he wanted to see me more and spend more time with me. I just hope everyone close to me is safe and being looked after by our higher power.  I love my kids and I'm sorry for anyone that I've upset or been unkind to in my life. 

I hate those weird ominous sensations the universe sends you sometime. I was standing outside work a couple months ago and suddenly felt the most overwhelming sense of dread, like nothing ive ever felt. Like thousands of voice cried out in fear and betrayal then were suddenly silenced. Immediately after my phone goes off with an email from the marraige counseling app we used to use. The email was "Is You or Someone You Know Considering Divorce" i felt 10 times worse lol

[TronRP]

2 minutes ago, WhiteLines said:

I hate those weird ominous sensations the universe sends you sometime. I was standing outside work a couple months ago and suddenly felt the most overwhelming sense of dread, like nothing ive ever felt. Like thousands of voice cried out in fear and betrayal then were suddenly silenced. Immediately after my phone goes off with an email from the marraige counseling app we used to use. The email was "Is You or Someone You Know Considering Divorce" i felt 10 times worse lol

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Dude...

😐

[TronRP]

1 hour ago, kat said:

I been having a strange feeling that I may not be around for much longer and I don't know why. I keep thinking something is going to happen to me and I just been feeling weird lately and than my mom told me my brother and her was out to dinner today and he just randomly told her he wanted to see me more and spend more time with me. I just hope everyone close to me is safe and being looked after by our higher power.  I love my kids and I'm sorry for anyone that I've upset or been unkind to in my life. 

 

6 minutes ago, WhiteLines said:

I hate those weird ominous sensations the universe sends you sometime. I was standing outside work a couple months ago and suddenly felt the most overwhelming sense of dread, like nothing ive ever felt. Like thousands of voice cried out in fear and betrayal then were suddenly silenced. Immediately after my phone goes off with an email from the marraige counseling app we used to use. The email was "Is You or Someone You Know Considering Divorce" i felt 10 times worse lol

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Maybe we're feeling the universe right now and our auras are getting sucked into the vacuum of unstable crazy that is permeating the corners of this reality due to all of the unnatural circumstances that are abound.

 

Hugs

[kat (1)]

9 minutes ago, TronRP said:

 

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Maybe we're feeling the universe right now and our auras are getting sucked into the vacuum of unstable crazy that is permeating the corners of this reality due to all of the unnatural circumstances that are abound.

 

Hugs

Actually I feel like that has alot to do with it. 

Also. Pluto is in retrograde til October and Saturn just retrograde on June 4. Those two are messing with our heads when it comes to death we can thank Pluto and Saturn appearantly is making everything feel harder than usual appearantly.  

https://www.myimperfectlife.com/features/what-planet-is-in-retrograde

[WhiteLines]

1 hour ago, TronRP said:

 

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Maybe we're feeling the universe right now and our auras are getting sucked into the vacuum of unstable crazy that is permeating the corners of this reality due to all of the unnatural circumstances that are abound.

 

Hugs

Well when i first found the Discord server that I settled on as my home base it seemed all three the main ppl, my friend Straaya, her friend Taco, myself, everybody had tragedy strike at near similar times. Out here its only been a few weeks since Bossman's wife packed all his shit and when we came home from work told him to GTFO lol. Then ironically mine ends in a way fully unrelated to his situation. What are the odds I'd stumble onto what I did right now? I think the universe is very mechanical and craps predestine to happen. And if youre listening close enough you can hear the sound of its engine running lol.

[TronRP]

Feeling strange mojo has been the story of my life...

😅

[WhiteLines]

How this one for strange ominous signs of doom the universe posts in front of you on the road. A picture of the remains of the wedding ring that got shattered in the summer of 2021 i think. This may have been the 5th or 6th I'd been thru. No matter the ring, something would happen to it. I guess that sign was trying to tell me that here wasn't a  union there at all and I aughta move on lol. Slow learner.

[WhiteLines]

[WhiteLines]

Omg I just thought of this while we been waitin' to hit the road home, it'll flip y'all's wigs. Yesterday I received out of the blue... A photo of my living room. Cleaned up. I say it was cleant all tha hell up, ya herd? Does it look to y'all like someone (who has been avoiding finishing the very serious conversation we were in the midst of in the very last hour before i left home a week and a half ago) is getting awful worried since obviously thats the first conversation there'll be when i get back home? Have I shared any of my photos the last few months showin how bad the mess is there? I can't recall whether i only showed um to my ol' Discord peeps or not. Lol

[WhiteLines]

So I thought I should post up an example for reference. This is my latest collage which I titled:

"Whitetrash Whitehouse 2022"

[WhiteLines]

Just now, WhiteLines said:

So I thought I should post up an example for reference. This is my latest collage which I titled:

"Whitetrash Whitehouse 2022"

That is when it looks better than average, you can imagine when it's worse.

[WhiteLines]

Red sky at morning, traveller take warning.

[TronRP]

10 hours ago, WhiteLines said:

That is when it looks better than average, you can imagine when it's worse.

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Yes, I would say someone is feeling CPS breathing down their neck.

 

If you looked at the pictures too fast, you would miss the little ones sitting amongst mess.  My heart goes out to them. 😔

[WhiteLines]

4 hours ago, TronRP said:

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Yes, I would say someone is feeling CPS breathing down their neck.

 

If you looked at the pictures too fast, you would miss the little ones sitting amongst mess.  My heart goes out to them. 😔

They're used to it and they're used to me popping in out of the breeze and cleaning it all up in one big say or two event every so often (strangely very similar pattern to my last relationship) they have lesrned from watching mom one your done with stomething you just throw it down or leave it wherever its at. I got tired of it over and over and 6 months ago i told um all theyre goona start cleaning it themselves. This is the first time i ever seen a room get mostly cleaned up tho. Somebodys worried about finishing what we was engaged in talking about the final hour that i was here a week and a half ago, looks that way at least. I gotta wait for kids to go to bed tho, i dont like them getting front row seats to this kinda crap.

[kat (1)]

17 hours ago, WhiteLines said:

So I thought I should post up an example for reference. This is my latest collage which I titled:

"Whitetrash Whitehouse 2022"

My uncles and my kinda step dad would come with shovels and shovel all the shit out the back door. My neighbor used to take pictures.  I'm pretty sure she called CPS. She used to feed us and stuff too.

Edited June 15, 2022 by kat

[WhiteLines]

3 hours ago, kat said:

My uncles and my kinda step dad would come with shovels and shovel all the shit out the back door. My neighbor used to take pictures.  I'm pretty sure she called CPS. She used to feed us and stuff too.

I can add some details that make it all worse but I'm shamefully keeping silent on some points. And she's done this in every place we've ever lived. Ive cleaned up after them all along and just quit this year, no one's learning anything with me coming in to fix everything, no one has to face any accountability or fx¢k¡n nothin at all. Just now got last kid in bed, surely she let Laura stay up so damn late to attempt deterring me from resuming our talk from a week and a half ago when i had to leave for the road. Its møthafμ¢k¡n' Zero Dark Thirty up in here y'all, so ya prob won't hear back from me til tomorrow 😕

[WhiteLines]

Oh yeah one more bizarre coincidental oddball set of events. These are the last 3 emails I received from some marriage/relationship BS app that we used for a brief time last year (she used it a brief time, i kept using it a few more months after she had stopped bothering to complete any of the thingamajigs along with me then i finally said fμ¢k it all and quit paying the subscription and deleted it all) The dang emails are

Healing Toxic Conflict

Letting Go of Unhealthy Relationships

and some BS about cheatin' ass mufμ¢kah's

The universe truely is an expert at irony lol 

 

[TronRP]

2 hours ago, WhiteLines said:

Oh yeah one more bizarre coincidental oddball set of events. These are the last 3 emails I received from some marriage/relationship BS app that we used for a brief time last year (she used it a brief time, i kept using it a few more months after she had stopped bothering to complete any of the thingamajigs along with me then i finally said fμ¢k it all and quit paying the subscription and deleted it all) The dang emails are

Healing Toxic Conflict

Letting Go of Unhealthy Relationships

and some BS about cheatin' ass mufμ¢kah's

The universe truely is an expert at irony lol 

 

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Well Dang...

[TronRP]

Trying not to overthink how I'm going to handle the next couple of weeks of stuff. 

[TronRP]

I keep having dreams about new beginnings, yet, I keep trying to put past memories in it's place.

I think I should take the hint and work towards the new beginnings.

[WhiteLines]

$h¡† just be all sorta weird and bizarre, i  pierce thru the veil of reality or somethin? Am i real, is any of this real?

[TronRP]

2 minutes ago, WhiteLines said:

$h¡† just be all sorta weird and bizarre, i  pierce thru the veil of reality or somethin? Am i real, is any of this real?

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Dude, I'm feeling you.

I just had some kind of paradigm shift this morning while I was listening to myself talk in my sleep.

[kat (1)]

11 minutes ago, WhiteLines said:

$h¡† just be all sorta weird and bizarre, i  pierce thru the veil of reality or somethin? Am i real, is any of this real?

 

7 minutes ago, TronRP said:

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Dude, I'm feeling you.

I just had some kind of paradigm shift this morning while I was listening to myself talk in my sleep.

I third this. I been feeling the weird over a week now. 

[TronRP]

Just now, kat said:

 

I third this. I been feeling the weird over a week now. 

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Might also explain your earlier Facebook solicitation...lol...

[kat (1)]

10 minutes ago, TronRP said:

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Might also explain your earlier Facebook solicitation...lol...

Lol dude is a Pisces so he won't stop 🤣