What Are You Thinking? (cont'd)

[WhiteLines]

I think i heard that it's a supermoon tonight?? I'm beginning to wonder if mu'fuggahz are calling it a supermoon now every single time there's a full moon. How many supermoons can there be a year? And i never heard of this til within this last decade so its either they call everyone of um a supermoon or its that the moon must be getting exponentially closer to the earth eventually resulting in a planetary collision that wipes out all civilization as we know it within our lifetimes. Idfk, random thoughts.

[TronRP]

9 hours ago, WhiteLines said:

I think i heard that it's a supermoon tonight?? I'm beginning to wonder if mu'fuggahz are calling it a supermoon now every single time there's a full moon. How many supermoons can there be a year? And i never heard of this til within this last decade so its either they call everyone of um a supermoon or its that the moon must be getting exponentially closer to the earth eventually resulting in a planetary collision that wipes out all civilization as we know it within our lifetimes. Idfk, random thoughts.

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In a sense, you are correct.  The orbit is getting closer.

 

"A Supermoon is a full moon or a new moon that nearly coincides with perigee (the closest that the Moon comes to the Earth in its elliptic orbit) resulting in a slightly larger-than-usual apparent size of the lunar disk as viewed from Earth. The technical name is a perigee syzygy or a full Moon around perigee."

~Britannica and Wikipedia

 

According to USA Today, the Supermoon that rose on Wednesday is also called Buck and Thunder Moon or Buck Supermoon.  This just happens to be the closest so far in 2022.  I get the feeling there will be an even closer one later this year.

[kat (1)]

It's just my big ole ass is all. 

[kat (1)]

Omg I can't wait to get the results of my psychgene test or whatever it's called.  I have been laying here for what feels like weeks but it's been two days since I seen the doctor.  She said that I could stop the prozac and go ahead and take celexa and gave me something called vistaril which is basically benadryl for anxiety. They will give you 800 pills of that shit, u can literally use the bottle to die probably but when it comes to the actual anxiety meds that work and are proven through time to work they have to regulate them. I mean,  fuck feeling like a functioning person, let's give u 800 benadryl and see what happens.  It's so stupid. I get it , and I'm not speaking for myself but it's just an observation. You can have 800 benadryl but only 12 Valium that are proven to help panic attacks,  anxiety,  etc. They would literally  rather you get some weed or now microdose mushrooms or take that k stuff than give you  time tested meds that are actually  meant for the problem.  Lol

Edited July 15, 2022 by kat

[kat (1)]

I absolutely love the neighbors friends outside yelling shit to each others windows pretending like noone but them can hear. Love it. Can't get enough of it.  I love every drunken party at a place that I have to actually live. I'm trying to stay away from partying and substances and this is annoying. 

[kat (1)]

I know people are homeless and I appreciate having somewhere to live, hell I know my landlords always getting people that want to rent anything here. I'm surprised he hasn't kicked me out and doubled my rent because of the location this closet would still go for alot.

Edited July 15, 2022 by kat

[TronRP]

1 hour ago, kat said:

Omg I can't wait to get the results of my psychgene test or whatever it's called.  I have been laying here for what feels like weeks but it's been two days since I seen the doctor.  She said that I could stop the prozac and go ahead and take celexa and gave me something called vistaril which is basically benadryl for anxiety. They will give you 800 pills of that shit, u can literally use the bottle to die probably but when it comes to the actual anxiety meds that work and are proven through time to work they have to regulate them. I mean,  fuck feeling like a functioning person, let's give u 800 benadryl and see what happens.  It's so stupid. I get it , and I'm not speaking for myself but it's just an observation. You can have 800 benadryl but only 12 Valium that are proven to help panic attacks,  anxiety,  etc. They would literally  rather you get some weed or now microdose mushrooms or take that k stuff than give you  time tested meds that are actually  meant for the problem.  Lol

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I totally hear you there.  It's amazing what they will push and the quantity they push it at.

But the stuff you need gets you looked at like a junkie on a drug run.

😕

Edited July 15, 2022 by TronRP

[TronRP]

Nothing went according to plan so I'm just going to take everything minute by minute. 

[kat (1)]

Can't wait to get this MRI done Thursday so I can find out if I need to have my uterus extracted. Fuq it,  take it. I'm not going to use it anymore. I wish we could sell it. Lol

Slightly used womb for sale.  It grew a couple healthy babies. May get a bit more miles out of it. No leaks.

Make sure to use high mileage oil. Best offer.

All sales final.

Edited July 20, 2022 by kat

[kat (1)]

Omg they did this first in the 30s. It sounds terrible! https://www.businessinsider.com/india-doctor-plans-womb-transplant-trans-woman-to-carry-children-2022-5

Edited July 20, 2022 by kat

[kat (1)]

Wondering what I'd get for a kidney? Probably dead in a tub of ice. 

Hmm, maybe I got a couple old eggs left. They probably got like, idk,  sut in em or something.

Maybe powdered eggs? 🤣

[kat (1)]

K. That's enough.

*pulls self back from some kind of weird,  body snatching rabbit hole.*

[kat (1)]

I thought moths and lamp was cool with each other but everytime I leave my light on over the sink,  I find what must be suicidal moths in the morning.  

I just sat down after I turned off my main light and I start hearing wings and see a shadow out the corner of my eye, it had to be a moth but why here and now, I never seen em before they look gray or something. I'm scared. It's locusts or some 💩

[TronRP]

57 minutes ago, kat said:

Wondering what I'd get for a kidney? Probably dead in a tub of ice. 

Hmm, maybe I got a couple old eggs left. They probably got like, idk,  sut in em or something.

Maybe powdered eggs? 🤣

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Depending on where you are, I've heard a kidney can go for $500 or more...but you didn't get that info from me.

[TronRP]

1 hour ago, kat said:

Wondering what I'd get for a kidney? Probably dead in a tub of ice. 

Hmm, maybe I got a couple old eggs left. They probably got like, idk,  sut in em or something.

Maybe powdered eggs? 🤣

 

3 minutes ago, TronRP said:

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Depending on where you are, I've heard a kidney can go for $500 or more...but you didn't get that info from me.

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You might be able to donate the "powdered eggs" to science.

[kat (1)]

38 minutes ago, TronRP said:

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Depending on where you are, I've heard a kidney can go for $500 or more...but you didn't get that info from me.

Hell, I'll take what I can get..wonder how much a soul will run me these days? 🤣

[kat (1)]

On 7/14/2022 at 10:09 PM, TronRP said:

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I totally hear you there.  It's amazing what they will push and the quantity they push it at.

But the stuff you need gets you looked at like a junkie on a drug run.

😕

Omg yes! Smh. I'll be talking about my painful cramps and they're like try ibuprofen! Omg you charge my insurance company an ass load of money to tell me something I already been known since I was 14. I'm like yea, um I have. I literally ate 6 on my way to this appointment. Like I want to be sitting here, bleeding like someone poured pigs blood on me, in pain ready to banish my entire uterus for all eternity and you want me to take something that I would take for a little headache or toothache or something but I got a whole softball growing on my ovary and yet that pain is probably going to be fixed with something that treats a random headache or whatever? 

 

I feel like a crackhead asking for a little muscle relaxer, even.  Hell, I'm scared to call tomorrow and beg them for my 15 count Baclofen for the month. 

 

I commend people who can handle pain though. I'm kinda jealous. 

Edited July 20, 2022 by kat

[TronRP]

19 minutes ago, kat said:

Omg yes! Smh. I'll be talking about my painful cramps and they're like try ibuprofen! Omg you charge my insurance company an ass load of money to tell me something I already been known since I was 14. I'm like yea, um I have. I literally ate 6 on my way to this appointment. Like I want to be sitting here, bleeding like someone poured pigs blood on me, in pain ready to banish my entire uterus for all eternity and you want me to take something that I would take for a little headache or toothache or something but I got a whole softball growing on my ovary and yet that pain is probably going to be fixed with something that treats a random headache or whatever? 

 

I feel like a crackhead asking for a little muscle relaxer, even.  Hell, I'm scared to call tomorrow and beg them for my 15 count Baclofen for the month. 

 

I commend people who can handle pain though. I'm kinda jealous. 

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I read this as I look at the dislocated bone in my wrist thinking...I suppose I do handle a lot of pain...

[kat (1)]

1 minute ago, TronRP said:

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I read this as I look at the dislocated bone in my wrist thinking...I suppose I do handle a lot of pain...

Omg ouch. Yea, I'd need a whole bottle of something lol. 

Although when I was 19 I broke a bone in my foot and the hospital told me it wasn't broken so they gave me a crouch and sent me home,  called me the next day,  apparently they missed the break at first look. I never had a hospital call to say oops,  we messed up. You know they don't do that lol. 

I said ok, now what she's like,  you're not in pain? I'm like,  meh,  I'm ok. So I carried on like nothing happened.  Ah, but that was 19...I was pretty much resilient to everything lol.

[TronRP]

21 minutes ago, kat said:

Omg ouch. Yea, I'd need a whole bottle of something lol. 

Although when I was 19 I broke a bone in my foot and the hospital told me it wasn't broken so they gave me a crouch and sent me home,  called me the next day,  apparently they missed the break at first look. I never had a hospital call to say oops,  we messed up. You know they don't do that lol. 

I said ok, now what she's like,  you're not in pain? I'm like,  meh,  I'm ok. So I carried on like nothing happened.  Ah, but that was 19...I was pretty much resilient to everything lol.

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Ah, yes.  Youth is Superman and will live forever. 

☺️

[kat (1)]

Try not to get down the tiktok rabbit hole but shit be funny. 

[kat (1)]

The message I sent to my son:

" I just need to know that my baby is ok. No matter what,  I am here for you. Nothing else will ever change that.  Nothing. You could legit be a serial killer but you're still my serial killer. Lol"

I was just trying to let him know I'll never,  ever judge him and he can tell me anything. 

**We crack dark jokes with each other**

Edited July 21, 2022 by kat

[WhiteLines]

The Carhartt rollout I had to go run was the most underpowered biggest shitshow with the dumbest most exhausting problems thrown at it than any I'd seen previously sonehow with a heroin snorting, one-legged right hand man at my side I pulled off conpleting the construction in the 11th hour as the store was opening for morning business only to have to wheel immediately across country back to MI to take over running this damn Ulta phase remodel for the next few nights. Think i shoulda stopped by home and got a gun to take with me.

[kat (1)]

20 hours ago, kat said:

The message I sent to my son:

" I just need to know that my baby is ok. No matter what,  I am here for you. Nothing else will ever change that.  Nothing. You could legit be a serial killer but you're still my serial killer. Lol"

I was just trying to let him know I'll never,  ever judge him and he can tell me anything. 

**We crack dark jokes with each other**

His response, no lol or anything:

Good, that leaves my future career options open. 

......He's definitely my son🤣

[TronRP]

5 hours ago, WhiteLines said:

The Carhartt rollout I had to go run was the most underpowered biggest shitshow with the dumbest most exhausting problems thrown at it than any I'd seen previously sonehow with a heroin snorting, one-legged right hand man at my side I pulled off conpleting the construction in the 11th hour as the store was opening for morning business only to have to wheel immediately across country back to MI to take over running this damn Ulta phase remodel for the next few nights. Think i shoulda stopped by home and got a gun to take with me.

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Well, at last check, Michigan has an open carry law.  Just make sure you have your papers on you...I've heard some things...😅