What Are You Thinking? (cont'd)

[kat (1)]

God is picking people off at a larger number than normal.  It started with Covid and keeps going worse and worse. Mortality is teasing me.

Edited September 6 by kat

[TronRP]

I think I need some real sleep, but my mind has too much going on for me to get a true sense of rest.

[TronRP]

Stay focused

[kat (1)]

I am thinking about how sad will be seeing a friend since childhood laid out tomorrow and that his kids shouldn't have to be going through this already and how his poor elderly mother should not be burying her son. 

 

[kat (1)]

I just did one of those dna test for myheritage and the results take awhile but I broke down and got my own because I'm driving my kids crazy about their's lol.

Anyway, the heritage has that dna family tree and it starts letting you add family it also pulls public records and I had a surprise this morning when it found my dad's article about his crime and death from 1998 and I reluctantly reviewed it and it brought back a slew of memories and feelings that I would like to keep buried but thus, here we are. I remember it like yesterday now. 

 

https://www.oldnews.com/en/record?lang=en&record_id=record-10628-196886&searchTerm=eJwrzEvMTbX1AxIKaXl6XvkZefrGPvpG%2BsYepXkpOamVOvrGpqZAIj9N39gltaQoP7MEqDA3X88IRBWX5RfrGYJZuZlARg5IxgREFafkQvjFuWnGUFYRUC0AEnckxw%3D%3D&referred=mh_record_page&page_id=4

Edited September 10 by kat

[Trene4000]

Mowr

[kat (1)]

I don't want to be sad and miserable anymore. I don't want to when I die be known as a miserable piece of crap.  

Edited yesterday at 03:28 AM by kat