What Are You Thinking? (cont'd)

[TronRP]

I was trying to take yesterday off and ended up working longer than usual.  Now I'm sore and have to work.

Way to go "helpful nature".

Ended up cleaning out half of my neighbor's basement, last night, to help her get stuff out to the curb for bulk pickup. 

[TronRP]

Crazy Times

[creatureofthenyte]

I think it’s sad when a business that you’ve been a loyal customer to, for a long time, screws you over, and doesn’t care.

[TronRP]

Yesterday felt so long, I declare I experience 4 incarnations of it in a 24 hour period. 

[TronRP]

I think it is really cold outside right now.

15 degrees with a real feel of 8 degrees.

...yeah...

[TronRP]

This is the quickest DTE has ever fixed a power outage in our area.  There must have been a backup plan while they were switching to a new grid or something.  Power wasn't even out for 20 minutes.  Very happy giving that it was 17 degrees outside at the time.

[TronRP]

Looks like the arctic freeze will happen in January again this year.  At least once it's thawed out, that means Spring is on the way.

[kat (1)]

We moved. Schools almost over for first quarter.  Good stuff.

[TronRP]

Why am I so dumb.  I already know people have a personal problem with me when all I do is say Hi.  So why do I keep trying to help people just to have them turn on me and make up gossip.  Before this is all over, there is probably going to be a rumor that I've slept with everyone on the block and/or stole money and possessions and then called the police on people just to mess with them.  SEE, A COP CAR JUST WENT UP THE STREET!!!

 

It's easy to sink into a dark place right now, but I am going to ride this out and see where it goes.  Not like it hasn't happened before.

😔

[kat (1)]

52 minutes ago, TronRP said:

Why am I so dumb.  I already know people have a personal problem with me when all I do is say Hi.  So why do I keep trying to help people just to have them turn on me and make up gossip.  Before this is all over, there is probably going to be a rumor that I've slept with everyone on the block and/or stole money and possessions and then called the police on people just to mess with them.  SEE, A COP CAR JUST WENT UP THE STREET!!!

 

It's easy to sink into a dark place right now, but I am going to ride this out and see where it goes.  Not like it hasn't happened before.

😔

🫂 hugs.

Edited February 3 by kat

[TronRP]

I'm very proud of myself.  I did not cry over this.  I did get a bit shaky when the text attacks started coming in, but Trene handled them with a very strong mental fortitude...something I wish I had like that.

 

I'm just done with everything.  Trust is gone.  My Robinhood Complex is all dried up.

[Trene4000]

Miss "I'ma sue" doesn't realize everything is in text and I have all the screenshots . 

 

[TronRP]

You know someone must feel like they are in with you when they can contact you on Super Bowl Sunday with a list of demands.  Create accusations.  Ask you a question then answer their own question.  Jump to conclusions regarding the answer they came up with.  Then curse you out over the conclusion they, themselves, came up with.

 

They are either highly delusional or got a hold of some really good drugs with a booze chaser.  That had to be some Super Bowl party they were having.

[TronRP]

And Yes!  Super Bowl Sunday is February 9th...because I knew that.

😆

[Slogo]

I wish I could trust more people

[Scary Guy]

8 hours ago, Slogo said:

I wish I could trust more people

 

You can trust anyone you want.  The only question is whether or not they're deserving of that trust.

No risk = no reward.  As such you have to let yourself be vulnerable sometimes and realize that all people will let you down eventually whether it's intentional or not.  The frequency that it happens is what's important.

[creatureofthenyte]

I'm glad  that yesterday's day at work is long gone now. There was a very strong unusual energy that I felt, and couldn't get done with the day fast enough. It wasn't  the job at all. I just felt like I really needed to keep my mouth shut, to keep me from getting in situation(s) that probably wouldn't have ended well for me.

 

Edited February 15 by creatureofthenyte

[TronRP]

I declare, I have so much going on that my days and nights have started blurring into each other.

[TronRP]

My days and nights have blurred into each other, but I suppose the bottom line is to make sure everything gets done.

[TronRP]

Trying not to overthink too much.  Stuff is about to change drastically and there is nothing I can do about it except find new avenues to use as a coping mechanism.

[et-novum]

I'm thinking I'm glad it's warmer and I can defrost my brain.

[TronRP]

There has been just too much going on these past couple of days.  I need the World to slow down so I can catch up.

[kat (1)]

Dude, wth is going on with the post office? Yesterday,  I had a package coming from Maine,  I usually get stuff from her in three days at my old address, now I was supposed to get this yesterday at my new address, it was out for delivery and now it's not? I got my Shein order a week early at this new address no problem but this package is missing.  Like nothing happening on tracking.  It just says it was in Indiana on the 5th but out for delivery yesterday now it says it's running late but nothing else? 

[kat (1)]

Also, I don't think I love this new area. It's very....different. I'm not feeling it. I need go South as fuck, somewhere warm..this weather, this cold shit is bad for my depression. I feel like I been trying to leave for 40 years. I'm going to be 70 on DGN still bitching about wanting to leave Michigan. Like bitch you ain't left yet stfu. 😆😭

[kat (1)]

Miserable old bitch.